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Luciano / Seraphina POV

Luciano / Seraphina POV

Seraphina – When I felt Luciano walk up behind me, he wrapped his arms around my waist, and I stiffened up and I asked him WHY didn’t he tell me about this? I told him that was a bullshit move and he knew it. He told me that he figured that I would follow him since we were getting married anyway. I told him that my whole life is back there, and I told him that the least he could have done was talk to me about it. I understand that he has responsibilities here now and I told him that I still want to fight and he asked me do I ever plan to give that up and I told him no because that is what I love to do. He told me that we could still do that here and that for once let someone else take care of you now. I looked up at him and I told him for a long time I have taken care of myself and I told him that it is hard to let someone else in. He grabbed my hand and he said Seraphina when I gave you this ring it’s because I love you and I want to take care of you. I didn’t put this ring on your finger for it to look pretty it’s because I want the responsibility to be the best husband that I could be, it’s to protect you, care for you and love you forever. I want to fight by your side and be there for every battle you go through in life. He picked me up and smashed his lips against mine and kissed me deeply and he opened my mouth to slide his tongue into mines and he held my body against his. He dominated my mouth and I groaned against his and I wrapped my arms around his neck and held onto him. I pulled back from him and I said I hate that I love you and I hate when you are right. I asked him when am I able to move my stuff out here and he told me that don’t worry he will have someone move all my stuff out here and that I would not have to worry about going back out there to do anything. Luciano said that he wants to talk with me later and he looks serious, so I have to wait until we head back to his home. I have been feeling really sick lately and have been feeling like I am coming down with the flu or something. I thought it was just with all the stuff that has been going on with Tony’s death or all the s**t that happened with pork chop and Giovanni. I think that I am going to have to see a doctor or something. I don’t want to talk to Luciano about this yet. I don’t want him to worry because I have been feeling sick before all this s**t happened. I am going to have to talk with my mom and have her help me with seeing a doctor without letting Luciano know about it. Maybe they have like a private doctor that I could see. I might have an idea about what I am feeling and if that is the case, I need to find out sooner rather then later. If it is what I think it is I am worried because of the beating I took from those motherfuckers and I need to see if my little one is okay. I am really scared, and I am under some serious stress because if I am pregnant then I have to make sure the baby is okay.

Luciano – I know that I haven’t talked to Seraphina about moving out here yet. I figured since we were going to get married; she would follow me. I could see that she got tense and she didn’t like the idea. When I finished talking about Tony, she seemed distant and what proved my thoughts is that she got up and left right after not giving anyone a chance to offer their condolences to her. I know I should have talked to her first, but she had been acting weird the past week. I figured it’s with everything she had been through and then with Tony’s death it’s a lot for her, all I want to do is make her happy. It is time for me to take over being the Don of the Italian Mafia. I know Santo wants to be my second in command again as he has been heading this and I know it has been a lot to deal with. I have been in contact with him this whole time and been giving my okay on certain matters. I have not told Seraphina this and I know that it would piss her off. After talking with Seraphina and telling her that I love her and getting her to see my side of view on things I am happy to say that she will be moving in with me. Now it is just a matter of getting her to agree to be my Donna of the Italian Mafia. I understand that I am going to have to have a full disclosure with her in order for our relationship to work. I have to talk with her because I plan on keeping her forever because I want a family with her one day. I am worried about Seraphina because I know that she has not been feeling well and I know that she thinks that I have not been paying attention to her, but I am very observant. I have a feeling that she might be pregnant, and I am hoping that she is.  But at the same time, I am hoping that she is not because she has been feeling sick even before all that s**t happened with the Punisher.  She took a serious beating by him and it scares me to even think about all that and if she is pregnant what will that mean for our baby? If she is pregnant; man, the thought scares me because that means I will be a dad. I am going to have to talk to her mom to try and get her to help me to talk to Seraphina to try and see a doctor soon.

Seraphina – After having a talk with Luciano we headed home, and I went up to my mom and she asked how I was doing. She said that she noticed that I walked away after Luciano was finished with his speech for Tony’s services. She asked if I knew about what he was planning? I told her no that I didn’t know about all that, I told her that it would have been nice if he discussed such a big move with me. She looked at me and she was quiet for a minute and she told me that she understands that I had a life back there but the fact that I was getting married to him she thought that I would automatically follow him here. I told her that I understand that but still I made a life for myself and I was on my own for such a long time. I told her that I enjoyed my life back there and that I still wanted to fight and do the things that I love. I told her that there is something that I need her help with and that I want this to be between me and her. She looked at me and she said you mean our first secret? I told her yes, our first secret she smiled so big and she said okay what is it? I told her that I have been feeling sick before all the stuff that happened with Giovanni and pork chop and I told her I am not sure if it is the flu or possibly, I might be pregnant? She looked at me with wide eyes and she pulled me into a tight hug, and I told her can’t breathe momma. She let me go right away and she had tears in her eyes. She told me that she barely got her daughter back and now she might be a grandma. I told her let’s not jump to conclusions right away and I told her my fears and I told her that I really took a bad beating from pork chop and I want to make sure if I am pregnant I am hoping that the baby is okay. She grabbed my hand and brought me to some room, and she made a call right away.  Ciao, ho bisogno che tu venga subito alla tenuta. Ho bisogno che tu faccia il test gravidanza su mia figlia. Ho bisogno che tu lo mantenga privato se sai cosa ti fa bene. (Hello, I need you to come to the estate right away. I need you to do a pregnancy test on my daughter. I need you to keep this private if you know what’s good for you). I looked at my mom and I asked her what she said, and I told her that it sounded like she just threatened someone, and she said that she did. I looked at her in surprise and I told her now I know where I get it from, she just laughed at me. We waited in this room for about 10 more minutes then a lady walked in and had me sit down and she started to talk to me in Italian and my mom told her that I speak English and the lady looked at me and smiled. She asked me what I have been feeling lately and I told her everything I have been feeling and she did an examination on me. She pulled out a little box and took out the pregnancy test and gave it to me and pointed to the restroom in the corner. I went into the restroom and I paced back and forth because I was seriously shitting bricks at this point. Like f**k me if I was pregnant then that would mean I would not be able to fight for a while, I was going to become a mom. What the actual f**k was I going to do if I am? f**k my cherry nougats!!! What if Luciano did not want kids then what was I going to do then? My mom knocked on the door and asked if I was okay and I told her yeah that I am just having a hard time trying to pee. She asked if I am done pacing back and forth, I had to laugh because like how the f**k did, she know? I told her how did you know, and she said that she did the same f*****g thing as me. I finally sat down to pee and I asked her how long do I have to wait till the results? I heard her talking and she said that it takes five minutes. I set the test down and I opened the door and she asked if I wanted her to be in here with me and I told her that I would not want anyone else with me then my mom. Her eyes got watery and she sat next to me and held my hand after I set the timer on my phone for five minutes. She asked me how I would feel if I am and I told her that I would be happy either way but that would mean that I would not be able to fight for a while. She said that she would like to see some of my fights, and I told her that some of the guys recorded my fights and uploaded them online. I told her that I could show her some of them if she would like. She told me that she would love to see them and see what a badass I really am. I told her that most of my fights were with men because the girls were too easy for me. My phone timer went off and I picked up the test and it had two lines and I asked my mom what does it mean if it has two lines and she screamed really loud and scared the f**k out of me and she said mia figlia (my daughter) you are going to have a baby. I looked at her and I was like WHAT!! One thing I never thought I was ever going to do I f*****g passed out and my mom screamed.