ENEMIES

My 18th birthday supposed to be one of the happiest moments of my life. The moment when I finally meet my wolf and connect with her, but it turned out to be the exact opposite. It was my party; I was standing near my brother Dimitri and our group of friends. Even though I was 2 years younger than him we got along pretty well, he was my everything, my father, mother, brother and best friend all in one person. He is the Alpha and had to take that position pretty early, when he was 16 and our world of happiness collapsed. But even though we had gone through a lot of hardships, he was able to make our pack even more strong and beautiful then it was before. He is born leader and under him our pack is biggest in Canada. We were all having fun when Adrian, Gamma of out pack, appeared next to me and congratulated me with a suffocating hug, which I was very used to from my friends and spatially him, I knew he had a crush on my and I liked him as well but we never said anything about it, I was just hoping that he would have been my mate. As if my thoughts have been heard the voice of my wolf echoed inside my head. But there were no words said, it was just growling, and it was so full of hatred and disgust that I got scared. I tried to release myself from the hug but he was not letting me go and then suddenly I felt immense pain, I was shifting, it was still early, the moon was not even appeared but force inside of me was trying to get out and I could not fight it. It happened withing minutes, I could not even scream, it took over me and attacked Adrian, I could see everything through my eyes but I could not do anything to stop it. Thanks goddess, my brother was near and he transformed in a second and attacked my wolf to protect Adrian. I have never had any wolf training before but I could see how my wolf was fighting with my brother as an equal. she was not giving up even though Dimitri is our alpha. He commanded us with his Alpha voice but it still was not enough. My wolf was not submitting. I was scared, so scared that I did not know what to do I was just hoping my brother could save us all from this. Then finally my brother was able to bit me on my shoulder and my wolf stopped, she could not move anymore. The last thing I heard was Dimitri’s voice, he was commanding me to submit again and then I lost consciousness. I woke up in my bad and first thing I heard was male voice: - "If I ever see you near any men and spatially that wimp, I’m going for a kill." I opened my eyes widely and looked around my room to find the source, but there was no one. I remembered everything; the attack, the growling, the fight. - Who are you? - "I’m Hades!" - You are Male! That was not a question. He is definitely male but how? How can this be? - "I am not just any male wolf. I am an Alpha!" - You are what? This can’t be. I am a female and my brother is the Alpha of this pack. You can’t be an Alpha and you can’t be male. This is impossible, this is a mistake, very f*in big mistake. - "Stop yelling! You are not the only one angry here!" - What? Angry? Are you serious? I am not the only one? Oh, sorry if I f*king attacked your pack member and almost killed your brother! - "I won’t repeat myself again. I will see any male near you and they are dead!" - LISTEN UP YOU EGOIST FREAK, I DON’T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOUR ADMONITION! Did you just block me? Hey? Heeeeeeeeeeyyy!!!!! Oh goddess save me from this! This is f**ed up. I was going in the direction of agony when my brother knocked. - Yes? - Can I come in? - Sure! I looked at my brother with eyes full of hope but as soon as his reflection registered to me it wanished. It’s the first time I see him so disoriented. His hair is everywhere, he did not sleep, there are dark cycles underneath his eyes, he looks almost defeated. So, there is not much hope for me then. I want to laugh and scream at the same time, such a perfect beginning of an adult life. At list I have already graduated. - Hey! - Hey! - How are you? Bad, angry, lost, scared, frustrated… - Well I am! - at least. - Did you talk with your wolf? Talk? -No, Yell – Yes. - Sort of. - At list he submitted to me. - I am sorry for what happened! - What? No, Mira. It was not you, even your shift was forced. - I should have had a better control. - You could not. Even without all of that, shifting for the first time is difficult. I can’t even imagine what are you going through. But please believe me, you can count on me. I will do anything to find answers even negotiate with Black Mountains pack if needed. That made me smile. He hates them. Well not only him our hole pack hates them as they hate us. It’s a long story that counts ages but even now our members often get in fight with them and I don’t know how long our little “peace treaty” will last. - You hate him! - But I love my sister more! - Thanks! That really means a lot! He was leaning for a hug when my so-called alpha wolf unblocked me and growled at him without my consent. I can’t let this go on like this. Dimitri backed off. - Well I guess I can’t hug you. But Mira, you need to start training! You will be batter at controlling him than. - He doesn’t want me near any man. - It’s okay. I will take care of your training myself. He can’t defy me. He submitted. - “Don’t be so sure Alpha. I am very good at rebelling”. my wolf talked and it sounded so manly out of my mouth that i almost freacked out. - she needs to train and I think you should understand that better than anyone. - "I am allowing It only because you share her blood and I know that she needs it. Not because you are my Alpha." Dimitri just signed and stood up. - Get ready and meet me in two hours in the back yard. We have to start immediately, it will be good for both of you! - Okay! He tried to smile a little, but failed miserably and just left.