MORE THAN RED

Sophie: I watch the people as their eyes bleed with tears,I wish I could save the lives of dead ones,I wish I could be a part of them, I wish I was there when all this happened For once I wish I was independent For once I wish they knew me But it's not what's going to happen,not now, or maybe not ever,I can only stand across my balcony and watch as they try to break the gate by their weak hands I let out a tired sigh and look back to see Rosie looking at me sadly, her red hairs fall over her shoulders and round brown eyes watch me with pure sadness which I don't need "Sophie..are you okay?" She asked and I curl my finger around the ending strands of my white hairs "yeah?" I morely asked cause...i can't lie easily I look up at her "i..don't think I'll be okay" Her eyes soften and she walked towards me and grab my hand "you know everything will be okay,papa and uncle Edward are trying" Edward..my father,yes they are trying but it's not working...yet I can't be unthankful right?true..it's so hard to be a princess and yes sometimes I want to be one of those people who live their lives in a small house so that I don't have to see the chaos running inside my head and all over the palace,the other times I'm thankful for who I'm, no matter how hard it is, at least I've a family "yeah..I'm alright Rosie don't worry okay?" My cousin was silent before she nod as if knowing well it's a lie "oka-" Before she could complete the door to my room flash opened and a maid which I recognize is Lauri,appear "your majesty is calling for you princess" I frown but calm it down I nod at her and she left leaving the door behind her closed,my eyes met with Rosie's and she nods at me "change quickly I'm waiting out here" She left me too inside so I could change from my night dress to the Royal gown every princess wear The aura is not elegant