CHAPTER 12
I'm beyond pissed and static. Wala akong halos maramdaman habang hawak hawak ako ni Nicholas patungo sa kwarto ko. Nanay Ending even approached us when she saw our urgent stride. Pero sinenyasan ko na lang si Nanay na okay lang kami. I stared at his large hand enveloping mine, it looks perfectly fit. Our hands was perfectly fit. A slight pain struck my mind and an image flashed through it. I tilted my head when it's consuming me again.
Tumigil ako sa paglalakad.
Napalingon si Nicholas sa akin. His angry face melted when he see me slightly massaging my head. Agad niyang hinawakan ang pisngi ko ng makita ang pamumutla ko.
"What is it, sweetheart?" He's worried. But I was shocked at his endearment to me again. Napapikit ako at kumapit sa kanya, parang hinihigop ang lakas at katinuan ko sa panaka nakang sakit ng ulo ko. I'm nervous for myself.
I gasped when the pain hit me again.
Natarantang binuhat niya ako. Ang mata niya ay hindi mapirmi sa akin. Hinayaan ko siyang mabuhat ako. Marahas kong kinagat ang labi ko para pigilin ang aking sigaw.
"Aw?!" I arched my back when it didn't stop. This time it becomes more painful.
"f**k!" Malutong niyang mura at pabalyang binuksan ang pintuan.
Malakas na tumambol ang dibdib niya ng hawakan ko siya doon. Is he really this worried? Malakas na ingay ang nilikha ng pinto ng mabangga sa wall ng kwarto.
"Hold on, Eli.. I'll call your doctor now." Saad niya at maingat akong inilagay sa kama. Hinawakan ko ang kamay niya ng akmang tatayo siya.
"Dito ka lang." Mahinahon kong saad. I felt his trembling anticipation. His green vulnerable eyes meets mine. It's full of so much emotions, he looks so worried. He looks so pissed at something. I grasped his hand, he immediately embrace me. Kahit medyo masakit pa ang ulo ko ay ngkaroon pa ako ng panahon para maamoy ang bango niya. I immediately got concious of mine too.
Fudge!
His forehead knotted. "Tatawagan ko ang doctor mo. Hindi pwedeng ganito, na wala tayong ginagawa at baka mas lalong lumalala." Madiin niyang sabi sa akin habang nagpipigil ng galit. I felt like he is in pain too.
I stared at him. Ang gwapo niya pa rin kahit nalukot ang mukha niya. A lone tear escaped through my eyes. I wanted to remember my past. Mas lalo siyang nataranta. He licked his lips nervously.
I saw his Adam apple moves.
"Please...Let us call your doctor now, sweetheart.." Mahinahon niyang saad. I felt the strain of his voice. Vulnerability laced immediately through my heart.
"W-why?"
His eyebrows twitch. "Why what, Elizabeth?" He asked still baffled. He hold my hand. Umusod siya sa tabi ko at dahan dahan akong hinapit sa kanya. I close my eyes and felt the soothing feeling I'd with him.
"Why are you doing this? I'm just your client."
Tiningala ko siya. Napatitig ako ulit sa berde niyang mata. Walang emosiyon iyon pero kalaunan ay may nakita ako. It was both pain and longing.
He sighed heavily. Tumingala siya at nahihirapang huminga. Ang lalim ng iniisip niya.
"Don't ever think that I'd do these things just because I pity you. It is more than that.." Seryoso kong saad.
Napaso ako kaagad sa titig niya. Masiyadong mainit at malamig.
"W-what do you mean?" I stuttered. I closed my eyes then open it again. "I want to know too what happened earlier."
He stiffened.
"I want your honest answer from you, Nicholas." Pahabol at seryoso kong saad. I don't feel the pain in my head anymore which is a great help in our atmosphere right now. "Sino ang babaeng iyon?" Umiling siya.
"I don't want to give the answer myself."
"Why?"
"Huwag matigas ang ulo mo." He grunted in a stressful manner. "Huwag mong pilitin ang sarili mo, mas masasaktan ka lang." There is an ocean of silence between us.
"I don't want to lose you again. Not now that I'm irretrievably different without you." He slip his hand through mine. I gaped openly at him.
Papaano niya nasasabi ang bagay na iyon?
I felt so lost looking at his smoldering eyes.
"Please..." He gently brushed my face with his breath as he lowered down his head. ""Let's call your doctor now. I'm really f*****g worried."
There's nothing more lonely, nothing that brings more desolation to the soul than losing memories. I'll never stop looking, never let that small spark of hope become extinguished.
Nag-iinit ang pisngi kong umiling. "It's fine. Hindi na masakit." I reassured him shyly. He noticed my expression and swallowed something.
He stared at me intently and darkly. Hindi ko alam kong namamalikmata lang ba ako o may nakikita akong pagnanasa sa kanyang mga mata. I wanted to feel any disgust but I felt I am on fire too.
"Then I can do this?"
Lito ko siyang tiningnan. "Do what?" I asked him.
He gently leans in and kisses my warms lips. My eyes grew wider at his sudden kisses. His lips brush mine. It is hot, fiery, passionate and demanding. I want to pull away before I lose myself but I can’t seem to, it's magnetizing me.
He pulled away immediately when we were about to run out of breath. My flushed face was visible now in his eyes. I squirmed a little when I stared back at him. Lasing na lasing ang kanyang mga mata habang nakatitig sa akin pabalik.
The next thing I knew, he had slammed his lips to mine and nearly knocked all wind from my lungs. Hindi ako naging handa sa mga gresibo niyang halik. He muffled a groan and test my mouth. I was against his warm chest, chiseled to perfection. His hands then travel towards my body and stop right on my boobs. Marahan niyang pinisil iyon, causing my mouth to open.
"That's it..sweetheart. Give me your sweet moan." He murmured and deepened the kiss.
The kisses were too familiar to me, both looks like my salvation and tormenting. He pushed his tounge over me and I arched my body because of his touch. Lust and desire. His mouth was so warm, the caress of his lips softer than I could have imagined and I opened my mouth with a low moan.
This was my dream!
"Ah!" I moaned when I felt him tilt my head a bit and kissed my neck pervently. Wala na ako sa tamang huwisiyo dahil naging sabog na Ang utak ko sa pamilyar na sensasiyong nararamdaman. He covered me with his large body. He licked my neck and I shut my eyes because of the pleasure. My clothes were nowhere to be found.
Am I that too lost to notice? I shyly protest. He chuckled and lowered his heads to kiss my breast as he gently suck it. I pulled his neck and ruffled his hair because of it.
"I missed these lovely twin of yours.." He huskily said. Hinawakan niya ang legs ko bago mas ibinuka iyon. Wanting more for his pleasure, I gladly oblige. Gumapang kamay niya pababa sa gitna ng mga hita ko. I hitched my breath when he found me there.
I moaned louder when he circled his hands around. It was more pleasurable than I thought.
"Nicholas..." I called his name, still breathless.
He still romancing my body and I can't help to felt suffocated because of my anticipation for something.
Mas iginaya ko pa ang katawan ko sa kanya.
"Just stay there, sweetheart."
Napahampas at napahawak ako sa headboard ng kama ng maramdaman ko ang kamay niya sa loob. He leaves my breast and slowly his kiss travel down to my feminity. I wanted to protest but he move his hand deliciously. As a cue, I felt him dive over there.
"Ah! N-nicholas.." I laid my head back and pushed something so indicident.
"I can't take it anymore." I pleaded with a hoarse voice. My legs were shaking.
I shamelessly moves my hips to meet his hard tounge, making me crazy. My toes curled when he opened my legs wider. Hindi ko na kaya. Kinuha ko ang kamay niya at inilagay iyon sa dibdib ko. Natigilan siya sa ginawa ko. I lifted my head to see him while still guiding him to massage my mountain. His face was so red while his lips was moisturely parted.
"f**k!" He growled before towering me so fast. "I can't really say no when you always did this." He firmly said. Wala na siyang saplot ni Isa kaya nararamdaman ko rin ang kakaibang init ng mas magtama ang aming balat.
He kissed me once more. He gladly slide his tongue over my shoulder blade and neck before he pushed all of his on me.
"Aw!" I arched painfully because of his sudden penetration, he was so large.
He hushed me and kissed me all over my face. It's not that painful but I felt like I was stretch a bit.
He pushed again making some whimpered before he finally settled, throbbing inside of me.
"It is been a while, but you are still tight." He said with a restraining voice.
I opened my eyes and I saw his dark red face. Sobrang kunot ang noo na parang nagtitimpi.
"How large are you?" I asked him.
He stare at me. Natawa siya at mahinang humalik sa labi ko. I parted my lips when I felt the pleasure because of the vibration. I immediately saw the extreme desire on his face.
"I'm for your size, sweetheart." He sensually whispered.
He started to pushed and left me. He pushed again to fill me. Gosh! I felt so lost and sated. He was rising toward me, levitating, holding on with her hard competent hands. Hindi niya hinayaan gumalaw ang katawan ko at mas iniigihan pa ang trabaho. Mas hinawakan pa niya ng mariin ang beywang ko at pinirmi.
"Oh! Ah!" I moaned,this time it was so loud.
He groaned loudly. He then quickened his pace and I almost lost in track.
"I'm almost there." I panted.
He lowered his head and lick my neck. The bed creaked because of his strong and fast movement.
We were moving like mad and suddenly I could feel my inner walls in terrifying detail, as if he had gotten fifty times thicker.
"Ah!" I moaned and something came out of my body.
"f**k!" Nicholas growled. He look like a beast right now, a sexy beast. Hinawakan niya ang beywang ko at sa Isang iglap ay pinatalikod niya ako sa kanya. He immediately slide in his large manhood on me making me moan crazily. Hinawakan niya ang braso ko at inangat patungo sa dibdib. Malakas akong napasinghap ng bumilis pa ang galaw niya. I opened my legs wider to feel him wholy. He likes it. Pinanggigilan niya ang paghawak sa dibdib ko at ang paghalik sa batok ko.
The next thing I knew,. I felt him came to me making me felt his hot liquid inside of me. It was so many because I felt so full.
"I'm sorry.. it's been awhile." He said breathing heavily as he tugged me to lay down with him. Parang hindi siya napagod at mas nadagdagan pa ang enerhiya niya samantalang ako ay hindi na halos Makagamit.
"Lets sleep now. We'll need it for later." He whispered and kissed me on my nape as he hugged me from the back.