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CHAPTER 3: THE SILENT KILLER

Dear Haru,

It’s all up to you know whether you want to leave now or not, i wont leave, in one condition too, It doesnt matter, as a matter of fact you’re jusy always Been bad Chaos at this rate, but I rather just wait until you’re not bad chaos anymore unless you’re just my haru that i wanted, but, always the same I faced between your good and worse part, it doesnt mean i would have to leave you but to let yourself into peace, You just wanted to challenge against yourself, like i dont regret what you’re telling me is, the only thing i regret is how you’re so intimidate and didnt care as i seeing you, You should be not tolerated, like how you managed our Relationship’s to be part of Live longer, it’s always i faced with the bad chaos, but as i said, i dont want to seeing your bad chaos is because you Went to far for it, and stepping Away Just like i dont know your decision and situation at the same time, and yet you never understandable about yourself and what makes you right way to, I dont say that i would dislike, but to be honest you’re just hoping to wait until its Worse than i thought, Even tho you decide to Break up, it’s all over to you now too, I dont believe how your actions wasn’t changed at all, itutuloy ko padin umuwi sa bicol, ofcourse to avoid To see me again, whether its your condition, its all up to you too, and its all up to me, but i prefer you should decide and answers and ask properly too, “get out” i said it, because i know the chaos Is all against me again too, i knew this would come, second of thought i said it its because you taking it silence to escape, so i would rhetorically Said it to you, for good cuz you dont want to see me or showing myself from you, and that’s why i dont want to faced up each other for good because u cant stay focus, lastly, im not dumb at this relationship whether its comes to grammar, but the action and expression i would not exactly like you wanted me to having so much far fun like what you did to me, and pretending that you dont even know me so that’s why u called me a Mr., that’s so kinda small mean to me cuz how you’re calling when against arguing even we’ve been known each other, im not even a dumb, but im not even smarter like you, But you want me to seeking me revenge, even im to weak for having a chatty arguing time, and actually im raising my flag to Give up the arguing, but i would have to think about what I SAID what ever you feel hurt, even tho you cried alot of time but i take silence crying for good, and ik im weak but i actually regret too, but I dont want to having a “Bad time” to telling the truth once it for all, so what ever you telling me or what ever action that you showed me for this, please be careful with it, even you dont want to leave me you still have to Leaving and Distancing, this isn’t your place or mine, cuz this place take alot of Harm, and its only for you like u said to it, and that’s why we should having a place for a good and Healthy at the time. So this is my Messages to let you know, but it doesnt mean you have to judge. And you will just Judging for making it like this is a play game, and if still has to? Wel im certainly dont know. So whether you inactive on it, i count on it on how you escaping already, even you decide to not talk to me, 24/7 i still do the same but still it has a count to what ever it is. But this is went to far because this is unfair too, and i hope you notice it too, and i noticed, and i regret it because my action, but it doesnt mean i would take it so serious but this mainly. Is just starting again, all over again, so if your loyal is true, it has to be then, if you still want to broke up or hurting me again...

A letter of love...

Mhelfred

(typos are intentional)