Moon
I was hypnotized by the eyes of that incredible man, his scent, everything about him was making me completely his. His skin against mine, an irresistible heat that made me feel complete. Every part of my body shivered when we kissed, when we started to be together in that small place away from all the party guests.
It wasn't until the music stopped abruptly.
"Where is he? Hasn't the alpha come?" My sister's voice with the microphone in hand made me scared immediately.
I froze with fear. I was naked, bathed in sweat, next to the very alpha who had claimed me. He wanted to mark me, he was ready for it. He looked at me with eyes full of passion.
I couldn't let him do it. Even though I wanted to. Hearing my sister's voice paralyzed me with fear. So I could only do one thing, something I would always regret.
"I have to go," I said, as I gathered my clothes and began to walk away from there.
I saw the complete confusion in his gaze when he tried to reach me, but he was too dizzy to do so. He wanted to follow me, he was chasing me with a decreasing speed. I took off a piece of my clothing for him to follow my scent and threw it far away. That would confuse him. But only because he wasn't fully conscious, otherwise, I couldn't fool an alpha as powerful as him.
I sought to return to my house, to hide and take off anything that could link me to him. The great alpha was confused, dizzy, he started chasing me and fell for the false lure of my clothes. He went astray.
I slowly lost sight of him. I entered my room and wanted to close the door quickly so that no one would see me. I wanted to hide, bathe, forget about this madness.
I was insufficient. I wasn't the woman for such a man. I was just making a fool of myself.
Something inside me, a voice, told me to follow him. It was such a strong attraction that it was completely dominating my heart.
"Follow him, he's our mate, we're destined to be together"
It was my wolf voice talking, she was totally convinced that we should follow him.
I stopped before getting into the shower. I decided that I would go, that I would chase him, let him mark me…
"What are you doing here?" a voice asked, entering my room and slamming the door.
I saw my sister coming into my room, I started to get chills with fear. I was scared, very scared. She came in sternly, looking at me with contempt as always and examining me. She stared at me, analyzing me.
"You're vulgar... You've been rolling around out there..." she began to say, realizing that I had been with someone, because my clothes said it all.
"I'm sorry, Dawn... I didn't mean to mess it up," I began to sob, knowing that my sister would be furious. I had just ruined her opportunity.
"What are you saying? Oh, damn it..." she understood then. The alpha's scent was strong on me, because he had left his scent all over me when we were entangled.
She sniffed me closely. She had a good sense of smell, it would be impossible to fool her. My eyes filled with tears and she squeezed my arm.
"You're a fool, Moon. Don't you know what will happen now?" she asked, shaking me. Her eyes were completely red with rage.
I felt overwhelmed. I didn't understand what she was saying. Time was moving too fast. She shook me again, hard.
"No..." I replied, sobbing. I was too confused and scared.
It was new for me, he had made me touch the sky with pleasure. And then... Then I heard Dawn's voice on the microphone.
"He'll kill you now, he'll come for you to mark you and kill you. He used you for fun. An alpha would never want a weak and ugly she-wolf like you as his mate." Her words sank into my heart, into my soul.
Fear grew. She was right. I was ugly, not beautiful like her, and much less strong. No one would ever want me as a wife. No one would ever love me. My sister just wanted to protect me.
"Oh, I've been a complete fool..." I lamented, trembling. I felt unworthy now, I had made a mistake.
But he looked so passionate, so seductive, he seemed to love me. I had seen it in his eyes.
My wolf wanted to defend him. But I shook my head. My sister had always protected me, she knew what I had to do to survive. She would protect me as always.
"Yes, you've been foolish. Believing that a man would want you for anything more than just a little pleasure and fun is stupid. Moon, you're not valuable." She murmured, hugging me, comforting me.
She was right. I couldn't fight, I wasn't strong like her, I would never have a glorious destiny.
"I'll help you, sister, you know I'll always take care of you. I'll go to Naroke, so he can give me a remedy for this. We need him not to be able to remember you... so he doesn't want to kill you. My Moon, you're so naive, but I'll help you."
She hugged me tightly, indicating that I could go bathe to wash away the alpha's scent.
"I'll protect you, Moon." Her words made me feel calmer.
I went in to bathe immediately, the shock causing me to tremble. I had gotten myself into trouble, serious trouble. I had believed that a man like him would notice me and I was very wrong.
The water cascaded down my body and I soaped myself up to remove the scent quickly. A struggle raged within me. My wolf voice, which had seemed nonexistent before, fought for us to go find the alpha.
It was as if my wolf was crazed about him and wanted to be near him at all costs.
I clenched my fists, silencing my wolf voice. My sister was right, I had just made a fool of myself and he would come to kill me soon.