The Unloved Female Alpha

Do I Have To Go? - 8

- unknown pov

"Should I RSVP to the Legion's party Alpha?" asked my Beta, "Ughh" I moaned in frustration, the thought of anyone's party irked me, just a reason for single wolves and she wolves to hook up or hope to find their mate and with me being the future Alpha of the Black Moon pack, I am always looked at as a piece of meat by single she wolves hoping to climb into a Luna spot.

"Chasen, I really don't want to go to that bullshit" I told my Beta. "Uh, yeah well I need to find some new she wolves cause the ones here aren't doing s**t for me James, since we using government names". Goddess he annoys the hell out of me.

"Come on Alph, you know you want to see the Legion's territory, their world class dungeons and to see if Alpha John really locked his crazy ass daughter up in one of those cells". I literally spit my drink out laughing, he's right though, everyone has heard the story of Alpha John's daughter, she allegedly went crazy, killed half the pack and the Alpha had to lock her up for the last few years to keep her from killing everyone else.

"Man, you'd probably be the crazy psychopaths mate" I tell my Beta, "But, I wouldn't mind getting in good with the Alpha, any alliances we can build will only help Black Moon in the long run" I say while pulling my dreads back from my face, as one of the few Alpha's of color, I know we are always a target, sad how being different makes you a threat, but Black Moon is about to be in my capable hands and I haven't trained my entire life to lose my pack because of some racist asses.

"And You are correct sir" said Chasen in his best game show voice. "I'll send our RSVP and I'm going to go get my hair cut, beard edged and trimmed and hit the weights, might as well give the ladies at The Legion something to look at" he said before Ieaving my office. I swear his ego has a life of it's own.

'Goddess, please don't let me find a mate, I do not need the distraction, I need to focus on Black Moon' I prayed to the Moon Goddess, just as I have every time we visit another pack since I turned eighteen and didn't find my mate here.

'Our mate will make us stronger'

I can not stand to hear my wolf Jax in my head, he wants his mate more than anything, he'd even give up the Alpha position for her, he told me "Once we find our mate, nothing else will matter" . Like hell, I have a duty to my pack and no she wolves going to change that.