Broken Yet Desired

Chapter 12: Missing Six Weeks.

Lexi Pov:

So it had been a few weeks since I had met Blake and everything was going so well I almost completely forgot about Cole. Well as much as I could.

Blake and I had made love quite a few times.

I think the first time or should I say that whole night we made love our first time I got pregnant.

School had started or at least the summer courses did.

Chole and I had become best friends.

I found out that it is hard for dragons to have mixed babies, but not impossible. Like Blake and I had thought.

After the second time we all had gone to the club we made love. So that's when it happened.

Liam was definitely having a blast with us. I didn't ask a lot of questions. Like I should have.

The past six weeks were amazing plus a lot had happened.

Chole and I went shopping a bunch.

Everyone but Liam was taking summer courses.

All of mine were about magic. It was amazing to learn all about it.

Liam dropped us all off at school the first day.

He had become so close with me. It was almost weird.

So the first day I walked into class and met a bunch of other witches a few others were half breeds like my self, that was nice.

The teacher was a full witch not that it had mattered.

We all got to choose a wand and learned a few spells. I didn't tell anyone about my Father's spell book though. Or should I say my spell book.

I still wanted to go out and practice a few of those spells.

I learned pronunciation of spells were very important and of course how you flicked your wand while you said the spell was just as important.

A lot went into it but I was a natural. The first time I made light come out from my wand.

Magic was so much fun and a lot of hard work I am so glad I took this class to help me get the basics that I had been missing.

When you get powerful enough you do not need your wand anymore. You can your hands or your mind if you are that strong.

Until I had gotten the phone call from Cole did I realize how much time had past and how late I truly was and how I needed to make a appointment to see a doctor soon.

He had knocked some Alpha girl up at camp. I was so mad at him for that and so disappointed. How could he say all of those sweet things to me back home but then completely just do a one eighty.

I get he missed me and she was one of a few female Alpha's and that I left him like that and wouldn't answer his calls or texts.

Thought from the day I left till now I had about twelve missed calls and over one hundred missed texts from him.

I didn't even bother reading them before I deleted them all.

He wanted that dumb skank after all that he had said to me and done to my body. I would probably of been pregnant by him when I had s*x with him. Blah blah dirty talk blah.

But how could I even be jealous at all when I met my second chance Mate here?

And I have his child inside me??

I am though..

I told him about Blake though I never told Cole his name.

I was lost in my own thoughts about that phone call and these last few weeks that I didn't hear Blake sneak up behind me.

He wrapped his arms around me in a tight bear hug before I could even react, and twirled me around the face him.

" Today is our last day of classes darling! How would you like to celebrate? The club? Or a night to ourselves in bed my sweet darling? Mmm you smell good?! " Giving me kisses all over my neck and lips.

" Blake I wanted to tell you something. Please come sit down on my bed." I was almost embarrassed to say it.

How could I tell him? Will he be happy? Or mad?

Okay just spit it out before I loose my nerve I already have goosebumps everywhere.

I shook them off then began as we sat on my bed.

" Blake darling I know you said and the research said it was almost impossible I think I am..."

" No! Omg! " He shouted.

" This is amazing news! I can not believe it we have to get you into the doctor after class today. I will handle everything. I am so excited my darling. I love you." He looked deep into my eyes holding the back of my head and my stomach at the same time. I think he...

Omg.

He leaned down to try to hear a heartbeat.

I was so overwhelmed with dread that he would not be happy, but I should of known he has been looking for me for a while now. He was almost done with school being older then me. He was going to be come a tech God thought and he was doing a bit in biology too.

He couldn't decide if he wanted to go into the medical field or the tech world both had great opportunities for him.

But if he wanted to become a doctor he had a lot more school ahead though.

But I couldn't think about his stuff now I had to think about whether or not we were pregnant and if I could handle seeing Cole again.

" I think I hear something darling, I knew you smelled a bit different. I know I can not smell as good as a Werewolf but darling I wish you could hear this." He was still laying his head on my tummy.

Destiny was jumping for joy in my head but also whining as well.

I get why but come on all of this is going...

I got up and ran for the bathroom.

I threw up all stomach acid it was gross.

Blake came in behind me with a cold bottle of water and a warm towel.

He rubbed my back as I got very sick.

After I got it all out and drank some water he dabbed my head with the towel.

It felt nice having him take care of me.

He picked me us as I closed my eyes.

" You just rest my sweet darling while I make you something to settle your stomach." His voice was like a melody puting me back to sleep.

.....

After Twenty minutes he had a light breakfast made with some vitamins and fresh juice.

He woke me up to breakfast in bed after my morning.

It was very nice.

Blake sat down the breakfast tray. With toast, bacon and fresh fruit was on the tray.

" While making food I called the town doctor and got you an appointment after our last class today. I hope we have a healthy child. " He smiled as he said that.

He stole a piece of bacon while I munched on some food.

" Everything tastes delicious I hope we have a healthy child too. I have so many questions for the doctor. When we were researching, we found dragons carry their children for two years. Do you think it will be the same or half the time? " I can barely manage to say everything as I'm stuffing my face full food.

He wiped some fruit of my lips.

" Probably half the time, But still don't werewolves take 3 to 4 months. Almost half as long as a human. Humm. I bet this will be a learning experience for all of us." He said smiling and stealing some fruit now.

" I got a call from ... Cole this morning.... "

" I don't want to think about him right now but I am... I am ...so sorry...." I finally managed to get out.

" You have nothing to be sorry for he does. I swear if I ever met him I will tear him apart for everything he has put you through. " Blake said angrily.

Destiny was howling on my head.

She missed Cole and Ben something fierce. Thought she really loved Blake too, no one is like Cole and Ben.

I cried uncontrollably now.

He sat there and held me. Making me feel so much better.

As I sobbed into him.

How could I still be thinking of him when I have so much? I guess the Moon Goddess was right she did have plans for me.

But if they can't get along. And everything that he did while away how can I forget and forgive him? He was so selfish. But wasn't I as well?

" Do you remember our trip to the secret waterfall?" Blake asked snapping me out of it.

" Yes. It was night and we snuck in. How can I ever forget making passionate love to you there?" I wiped my tears away.

" I made passionate love to you darling. Like I am about to now. "

He pulled of his shirt and cleaned off the tears all over my face and neck and chest .

Put the breakfast stuff on my dresser and took off his pants revealing his boxer briefs and his hard as c**k in them.

" Darling I have never tasted anything like you before and you are definitely the most delectable thing I have ever had. "

I pulled of my top and bottoms.

He jumped in bed and pulled off my panties.

Mmm yes your smell has definitely changed darling it's more mouth watering then ever.

He smelled me before diving into my folds with his tongue.

He was excellent at eating it.

He licked me up and down and played with my c**t with his tongue. Until I orgasm all down his throat.

He pulled off his underwear and slid inside me.

God he was so big.

He filled me up and then some.

And always well trimmed down there. Mmm Humm.

He was thick and long. His balls where humongous. Lol.

Just what the Moon Goddess ordered for me. Lol.

He had sexy tattoos all over his body. They stopped just before his neck.

Some times during s*x he releases his wings and we float and make love. It is the most wonderful thing ever.

Like now.

He found the wall and turned around and leaned me against the wall.

" Omg Blake. I am going to orgasm again." I screamed out.

He grabbed one of my thighs as he thrust in and out of me and the hand other was on my ass.

" Please my darling love orgasm again." He exclaimed in his sexy accent.

With that I squirted everywhere. I started gushing out of me like a waterfall. He had hit the right spot.

He then slapped me ass.

" f**k Darling! Keep it coming my love." Blake excitedly exclaimed.

I think it gushed for a minute or two then we floated back to the bed.

He turned me around and kissed me deeply and finished deep inside me.

" Ahh Darling that was worth waiting 25 year for you, my love." He said out of breath.

We quickly made it through the day... Though I day dreamed of my six weeks here so far.

Meeting Chole and Blake was the best thing ever. Then Liam coming up to visit and staying here with us after finding Chole.

Blake and I had a few wonderful dates.

First he took me to a waterfall. It was so beautiful.

He had a beautiful picnic set up. With a comfortable blanket.

He had brought swimming stuff though we decided to go nude.

We made love on the blanket under the stars. That was the first time he floated in the air while making love to me.

The second date we went to a roller skating rink. It was lots of fun.

We had doubled with Chole and Liam.

We had dinner and skated for hours.

I had never had so much fun.

Then in school I learned a bunch of stuff. All about magic and how to do good magic.

It was nice to be around some of my kind.

I met a few new friends too.

I had done so well they were giving me and extra half a credit with the one I had already earned by taking the class.

My dad's book had helped me a lot. Plus my own natural talent.

I felt like I almost had a family again. With all my friends and Blake.

I thought maybe Cole had gotten me pregnant too. But only the doctor will know for sure.

Definitely after this birth control.

Everything had fallen into place.

College was like a dream come true.

Destiny and I have become so close. She is super horny. But that is okay. She is also very smart and strong.

The classes have been great everyone is super nice here.

And Blake has been like a dream come true.

We had a few adventures with in those six weeks.

Besides date we had lots of club adventures, and hikes and swimming.

It's been so much fun.

Chole and I had lots of fun shopping. And dancing the nights away. She was such a cool dragon. It was amazing.

With me being pregnant I sure hope they are using protection.

I drove us to the doctors appointment

When we got in a bit of waiting.

" Ms. Miller? It's your turn." A nurse said while looking around the waiting area.

Blake help me up. "Here she is. Though I do not know how long she will stay Ms. Miller. " With his Southern charm.

I blushed as she guided us to the room.

She asked me a few questions.

" When was your last period? " In a happy tone.

" Umm make 6 weeks ago?!" I said back nervously.

" How many partners have you had before? " In a cheerful tone.

" Two." I shyly said in almost a whisper.

" Well then we will have to see how far along you are. Please get undressed and fill out the rest of this form and the doctor will be in shortly." The nurse said.

I filled out the form and then got undressed

some of the questions where out there.

No I have never been with a woman. No I have not been pregnant before. Nor have I had a miscarriage.

This is my first time. I am so nervous..

I got undressed quickly after that.

The door opened and the door came in.

" Knock knock." She said.

" I am Doctor Green. I will be your doctor today and hopefully through birth." Dr. Green said.

She grabbed the gel and turned on the wand.

" Now your not to far along so I am going to be using this wand today. It doesn't hurt. With this gel. Now relax and lets see what's in there. " She said more excited then I was.

She squeeze the jelly on my belly and a bit on the wand.

" Cold touch." The doctor said.

Then the wand was in me and an image appeared behind us on the monitor.

We saw two little babies.

" Twins." She said.

" One dragon and one werewolf. Both look to be half breeds." She then looked at my face and I was white like a ghost.

" How far along am I?" I blurted out.

" Well the Werewolf one looks further along then the dragon baby. Which will make keeping the dragon in your tummy harder not impossible." She said.

" We will monitor you closely, especially when it's time for delivery. You are very healthy so this should be a piece of cake. Do not worry." She started.

I was turned over and over in my head. Wondering why I gave my virginity to Cole. I could just be having a dragon baby and never have to worry about him again. But now this.

I mean he wasn't always a jerk...

I started bawling. The doctor got up and told us she was going to give us a few minutes. Then be back.

He held me as I cried for what seemed like forever.

" It is okay darling. We have two strong children. Do not cry my love." As he stroked my hair and comforted me.

" How can you still love me. I didn't wait for you and I am pregnant with one of his kids? " I cried into his chest.

He grabbed my head gently and tilted my face so I was looking into his eyes.

" Darling you are my world. And my Fire Goddess said that if I wanted you to be truly happy in life I need to learn to share you. She told me you have a few possible futures but the one we're here at the happiest is with both of us. Believe me I was definitely pissed at first I had been looking for you for years only to find you and to discover that your destiny revolves around us both. But I have learned to deal. Waiting so long for you has made me more mature in growing up. " He said lovingly to me.

" But?" I started.

He put a finger over her mouth.

" Hush now darling, you can only choose what you want. if you hurt you too bad I am here for you and these babies no matter what and I will love them like no other father ever has." With that said he placed a genital kiss on my head and the doctor came back in.

She gave me lots of multivitamins and a pamphlet on what to expect when in your first trimester.

Next time blood work she told us to come back in two weeks. That we might be able to tell the s*x if the babies were not hiding their parts. Lol

I had gotten dressed almost numbly. I wanted to call Cole back and scream at him.

Why did he have to do this to me? Why did I give him something he didn't deserve. I wish I would of just held out.

But he was so sexy and sweet when he wanted to be. And so strong.

He was one of the most feared Alpha's in our continent. The only one probably stronger is the Alpha King.

We got back to the car and he noticed I wasn't all there.

He buckled me in and we started driving.

" I know this is a lot for you Darling. When Cole gets here I will give you two some time to process this all. " He said.

" But I will protect you until I know he means you no harm my darling love. You and those babies mean the world to me. I could drop out now I have my bachelors. We could be happy." He said a bit worried because I haven't really said too much.

" No please stay with me in school I can't be with out you. And your education means something do not throw it away. You had a plan stick to it. I am just trying to deal with this news. I wanted to be done with him. I was going to call him and tell him over the phone that I reject him. But just hearing his voice brought all of those warm feelings back. I hate that I still love him. Or part of me does. I guess since I cannot stop thinking of him I should give him a third chance." I huffed out the last part.

" If only for the child and to ease my mind. " I said.

We drove back to his place and he made me dinner then we made love and he brought me home.

After I was home and well feed and comforted well by Blake.

I felt a million times better.

I had been waiting on my couch with Blake until Cole got there.

Blake snuck out my window and flew away but not before giving me a loving kiss and promising me he would not be to far trying to ease drop but making sure Cole doesn't hurt me.

I opened the door and just stared at him for a minute.

He was more sexy if that was possible and all sweaty from finding me.

" I ran to find you. I am sorry for my smell. And for a lot more." Cold started.

I invited him in.

We sat on the couch.

He told me he only slept with her because he could feel me sleeping with my other Mate.

He had venom in his mouth when he spoke of Blake.

" He loved me and cared for me when you hurt me! Liam told me you slept with Summer! Even after I gave my self to you fully! You Slept with her for years and how did that hurt me Cole?" I coldly said back.

" We both made mistakes but I didn't know what to think you were not answering me. You just left I didn't even get a chance to explain. She took a video of us that night. She was black mailing me! I never even wanted her. I couldn't stay hard for her. She is lucky I could even finish. The only way I got through it was because picturing you on her body. I know it wasn't right but you wanted to stay hidden and I didn't want to lock her away I would have to explain why! I know I could have done something else that would not have cost me you but she wouldn't budge. And I just wanted her gone. After that I told her if she ever did anything like this again and she was going to be a rogue." With tears in his eyes.

" I don't know if we will ever be okay but I wanted to try. You are one of my Mates the Moon Goddess told me so. And I can not stop thinking about you." I said back.

We started hugging and that lead to sparks and making love.

He held me for a long while after and I couldn't tell him yet.

How could I tell him I had twins and one was his?

He left after cuddling me and promising me things would be different now.

He kissed me passionately and with hunger. I almost made love to him again.

In fact we did.

He was so sexy and different from Blake he was more rough and was less gentle then Blake. Though both partners were amazing. Just a bit different from each other.

Cole loved spanking my ass too.

He saw my hickeys and gave me a few of his own.

Then he was off to get to his dorm before classes tomorrow.

The new year was just starting. Only a weekend in between.

Why was I still a bit broken with two Mates?

That morning when I woke up alone I was in panic.

I had a nightmare my father had come for me.

I woke up in sweat and in pain. Like he had actually stabbed me like in my dream.

I called Blake over immediately. And told him about the nightmare.

He held me for a long while before class had begun.

I was so scared. I was so real. He stabbed me over and over In my stomach.

With such hate on his evil eyes.

" You will pay b***h! Just like your stupid mother!" He screamed in my face then the stabbing started.

He comforted me and told me he would look into my father's dark coven to see what he can do to protect me and our children from him.

The first day was so weird because of Cole but it was definitely nice to have him here.