Crazy dangerous love

Chapter nine

Julian’s pov

I stirred in pain, flashes of my encounter with that asshole Mancia dancing in my head creating me a headache. That deceitful man, we are not exactly friends. In fact, we hate each other, still I didn’t expect his betrayal. We had an agreement of not to go against each other, he broke our agreement now he must prepare for the consequences. This is war and I won’t be on the losing end. We had divided the territory, work in peace, mind our own business, but the asshole wanted all and shoot me in the back. As if killing me he would get what we wanted. Dominic will never let him get his way. There would be hell to pay if I died also many people would have died in both ends. Thankfully, I’m alive and I’ll kick his ass as soon as I am well enough to deal with that traitor.

I groaned in pain, but no sound came from my mouth. How long have I been out? That ass did a number on me. I slowly opened my eyes feeling them heavy, I hate this feeling of impotence, of needing someone. As soon as I adapted them to the light, I was mesmerized by the beauty next to me. Wide big gray eyes staring back at me in shock, red plump lips slightly open. Jesus, am I dreaming or am I dead? If I am dreaming, please I want to keep on dreaming a little bit longer. If I am dead. Well, who cares with an angel like her giving me company? The pain brought me back to reality, dead people don’t feel pain. I felt sleepy but watching the beauty in front of me a part of my body that has been dormant for a long time suddenly was more alive than ever. How long is it been that I feel this way towards a woman?

Well never, I never felt this way before not even with Kathy, the connection with this woman is overwhelming and I don’t even know if it is real or a dream. I never felt this attracted to any other woman from the moment I laid eyes on her. I feel at peace by looking at those gorgeous and wide opened eyes, like they reflect the beauty of her soul. This has to be a dream or am I dead and went straight to heaven? She has to be an angel because no woman is as beautiful as the one in front of me. That thought made me realize this is not heaven, there is no way I died and went to heaven, I have done despicable things there’s just no f*****g way.

Well, maybe this is hell where I truly belong and she is a demon, she’s got the body of one, temptation in the body of a woman, so beautiful and perfect, made to make men sin with her plump body, big boobs, tiny waist and big hips just the way I like a woman. f**k Julian those shots were aimed to your body not your feelings towards women, remember what Kathy did. All my hatred for women came back like a high wave hitting a rock and something down there was rock hard for the presence of this woman next to me. That made me more irritated, how my treacherous body react this way towards a woman I don’t know?

“Who are you?” I asked annoyed, not at her but a myself. Why someone I don’t know makes my body respond this way? Who is she and why is she in my room? She seemed shocked like she was caught in the act doing something bad, but soon changed her posture “The doctor” she said nonchalant, like it was the most common thing to say. Right, I was shot obviously I needed a doctor to extract the bullets. We are in the emergency room in my house that makes sense “Aren’t you too young to be a doctor?” I inquired, because she sure looks very young and beautiful to be a doctor.

“Why everyone asks the same stupid question? God, the answer is, you are still alive, don’t you think?” Sassy little thing, but a little annoying, if she is the doctor, why is she still alive? My brother knows what to do with the doctors, and why a f*****g beautiful female doctor? So young and beautiful. Was there not a male doctor? But I’m glad he brought her. She makes me feel things I haven’t felt in a while, maybe it was a good thing after all. To know I can still feel like a man. I was starting to get worried when I saw naked women and couldn’t get an erection, but seeing her I know the reason, those whores got nothing on this beautiful doctor. So sexy, stop it Julian, she is troubled for your damaged heart I came back to my senses in an instant. She needs to leave now.

“Get out of my sight, get my brother before I f*****g kill you with my own hands” I yelled, but she stood there unfazed by my outburst, did she not believe I could do just that? “Why are you still here? Aren’t you afraid of me doctor?” I smirked, but to my surprise she looked at me from head to toe then scoffed “Why would I be afraid of you? Look at you, all weak and thin, what can you possibly do to me? I can easily make one of your vital organs shut down and you can’t do s**t about it, I am a doctor after all” she smiled wickedly before she left.

Jesus, that smile, I would do anything to see that smile again... Hold the f**k up, did she just threaten me? How dare she? Who does she think she is? Damn her, I was turned on by her confidence but felt offended at the same time. How can this woman who I don’t know is messing with me? I know she is right. I am weak, but this is my f*****g house, I am the boss here not her. Nobody before has had the guts to say something like that in my face, they know it will be hell to pay. But this woman just did, she doesn’t know who she is dealing with. I shook my head, the nerve of this woman. Is she capable of doing what she just said? Holly f**k, that woman is insane. She is more dangerous that I thought, but I like that, worse I am the one scared of her. Who would have thought? Sexy as f**k too being at her mercy, in bed. She must be wild, f**k I am in. I grinned like a fool.

However, my smiled banished as soon as I tried to sit up on the bed and noticed she was right about one thing. I am indeed weak. But thin? Hell, I am full of muscles all over my body, is she blind? Or am I not that attractive to her? every single woman I have been with loved my body, why not her? Oh, and I know she saw my body while she was extracting the bullets. Was she also right when she said she could do anything to me, and I wouldn’t have the strength to stop her? I cursed, that woman is driving mad and I don’t even know her name. Not that it matters, she will be dead soon. Why would that asshole of my brother get a female doctor? And a beautiful one, doesn’t he know I hate women? Women are psychopaths, just like that one now. She just threatened me, I smiled at the thought, no woman has done that before, unless she has a death wish, but with her I didn’t feel irritated, on the contrary I liked it. Too bad we have to kill her, or do we?

Soon enough my brother got in my room and seemed like he just run a marathon, he was panting and trying to catch his breath “You are awake brother” he said excited, of course he is. I am all he has and the bastard no matter how many times he gets on my nerves, he knows I love him. He knows I would never go against him or hurt him. But this time he crossed the line “Why bring a f*****g woman into my house?” I asked trying to control my anger because I know I am still weak from all the time I was out. How long was I out anyway?

“Well I am fine thanks for asking brother and to answer your question, she was the first doctor I found outside the hospital, I didn’t have time to be picky when your life was on the line” he shrugged, well he has a point in a situation like this we always grab the first doctor we find, but how did he know she was a doctor she looks so young, sexy and beautiful as well. f**k no! What is wrong with me? “Why is she still alive? you know the deal” I asked, and I saw his face turn pale, what is going on? Does he have feelings for her? Is she sleeping with him and that is why she is still alive? “You were not supposed to see her” he muttered “What did you just said, you were going to let her go? Just like that?”

He sighed. “Julian, I know the deal. But she is still here because it’s been a week since you were on a coma, how can I kill her when we don’t know what was wrong with you?” he reasoned, one week? I have been out one f*****g week. It was only two bullets why would I be out for one week? This is not the first time I get shot, but sure is the first time I am out for so long, what is wrong with my body? “I am awake now, I want you to get rid of her brother” I said and waited for him to say, yes Julian, as you wish or on it, but all I got was silence. I hated his silence, it’s the first time he defies me for a woman, what’s so special about her? There has to be something special about her that I was turned on by her as well, but thinking she is sleeping with Dominic set me on fit of rage. “What is wrong brother? Cat ate your tongue?” Still nothing from him.

“I want her dead Dominic” I said in a monotonous tone, he knows the deal and I wonder why he didn’t kill her. “No, I won’t kill her Julian, in fact she is going home tonight” he said in a firm tone. I was shocked and intrigued, he never argues with me, he is one to follow my rules with no questions or protest. I know he has been bugging me for so long to get a doctor we can trust, to take care of us in any emergency, a reliable one. Does he think so high of this woman who he just met a week ago? We always kill the doctors thinking they can report us to the police, to me it’s best to be safe than sorry and I don’t like to risk my people, maybe it’s time to listen to his advice for once. Is it because of him or because you like the doctor too? I asked myself. f**k, I don’t know anything anymore and now I don’t want to think about love, s*x maybe, she sure is sexy as hell. I wouldn’t mind f*****g her, but what if Domonic is already f*****g her? and what about her leaving tonight? So, it was just my luck I woke up the time I did. If I didn’t, would I even get to meet her? “So, she was leaving without me knowing someone out there knows about us?” I crossed my arms over my chest. “Exactly” he nodded.

I looked at him studying his facial expression and I can see why he didn’t kill her. She is beautiful and anyone would fall for her beauty “You like her, don’t you?” I asked with a raise brow “What does it matter? Fine. Yes, I like her, but she doesn’t like me” he said after a little hesitation. I burst into laughter; I couldn’t help it even when I knew it was a bad idea because my whole body hurt like a b***h. A woman who doesn’t like Dominic Reynolds, that is a first. He gave me the deadliest glare, but I don’t give a f**k, it’s not every day I see the impotence in his face of wanting something and not being able to get it, it’s hilarious. I like this girl now, never mind killing her. She rejected my brother knowing how dangerous it can be, he is not only handsome but also rich and dangerous, many women would kill to be in his bed, he is best known around to be like a male w***e instead of a criminal. Some women don’t care about that on the contrary, the thought thrills hem. They only care about what they can get from him, and why not, he is handsome, young, experienced in bed and to top that he is loaded, what women wouldn’t be at his feet? But no, the sexy doctor said no to him. I think she is perfect to be our doctor.

Since he was honest about his feelings for her, why not tease him a little, he has done it to me many times when he laughed at me because he says I am a romantic fool, while he likes to fun with many girls at the time “She rejected you, then why is the doctor still here? Kill her and ask Moon to dispose of her body” I said, but he seemed to think for a moment, what the f**k happened while I was out? “He is dead” he shrugged “I killed him, he tried to assault the doctor and I killed him, but not after the doctor had her little fun with him” assault her? f*****g bastard and what does he means little fun with him?

“What do you mean little fun with him?” I asked curious to know what she did with him. I don’t think she slept with him since she rejected Dominic who is way better looking than Moon “She stabbed him with one of her tools” he said grinning like a fool. Well, I am impressed too, she knows how to defend herself, not as weak as I thought a doctor could be. She is brave and Dominic likes that too, that is not good for him, because next he will be crazy in love with her, and that is not good because you like her too? f**k, stop it already. She is nothing to me, he likes her, he can have her and good for Moon he is dead because if he was alive, I would have killed him myself, how dares him put his filthy paws in such a beautiful body, that body was made to be worshipped like a goddess. f**k not again! Stop thinking about that woman already Julian “Fine, get falcon here, I want to know everything about her”

“Are you sure about that brother?” he asked, hesitation lace in his voice. What does he mean if I am sure? Of course, I am. I won’t have a woman I don’t know anything about in my house or outside my house knowing about us and us not knowing anything about her in return or does he know something? “Why? Is there something you want to tell me?” I asked with a raised brow, he seemed to think for a moment, this is not good, he does that when it’s something serious and can change our lives forever. He is one to go straight to the point most of the time, unless it is something serious, but what could it be so serious about a woman we just met? “Her name is Nina” he said. A beautiful mane just like her, but what is it so important about her name? There must be thousands of women with that name “Your point Dominic?”

“Nina, as in Nina Wright….. God Julian, how can you forget her? Daughter of the innocent people you killed 13 years ago and the girl you have been helping all those years” He said frustrated. f*****g hell, this is not happening. I almost forgot about her, since she became a doctor a few months ago, I thought my debt with her was fulfilled by helping her pay for her studies. She wanted to be a doctor, that’s what the person in charge of the orphanage said, fine by me. All I had to do was pay her school not a big deal for me. But know that I see her in my house and know a little of how she thinks, I don’t think my debt with her is settle, not by a long shot. The woman who threatened me a few minutes ago would never take money as a payment for her parent’s death. Is that the real reason Dominic didn’t kill her? And why does it have to be her of all doctors in the world, why her? is it Karma biting me in the ass after so long? And now that I know I am the reason her parents died, if she knew I don’t think I can have a chance with her. I like her and I like her a lot. What did I just say? I like her a lot and a chance with her? I must be out of my mind.

“Fine, don’t kill her, but we need to make sure she will not report us to the police once she is out of here, we for sure can’t force her to stay here any longer, she has a life and a job......”. “And a daughter” Dominic cut me off. A daughter? She is married, Damn it. Why don’t I like that one bit? I was hoping to pursue her once she was back, since Dominic said she rejected him that means she is not interested in him, so I get a chance. Yes, when she is back, I will give her two options to choose from. Is either she comes every weekend to report to us or we kill her, simple as that. I am sure she will have no choice but to comply knowing her weakness, yes, her daughter “What about her daughter’s father?” I was curious and I know Dominic was too, so he must know something about him.

“Nothing about the man” he said and I silently smiled, good, that is great news, I still have a chance with her. Dominic scratched the back of his head and that means he wants to say something he is not sure how I will react “What is it?” I asked annoyed, I don’t want more surprises “Her daughter is here in the house with us” Well, isn’t it great? if I want to win her over, I need to win her daughter first “Even better, how old is the little thing?”

“Hey!!!! don’t call her that, she is so adorable, she is one and be nice to her, she likes you, she even called you dadda the first time she saw you” he shook his head laughing. I felt something twist inside of me with his words, my stone heart melting a little by his words. I like the little thing not even knowing her, I hope one day I have kids of my own so I can spoil them like crazy, I would be a great dad, not like mine.

“Uhm.. since you are awake now, they will leave tonight” he said a little sad and for some reasons I felt sad too, am I in love with someone I just met?