Forever Mine

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Declan I was losing it. Every part of me I was f*****g losing it. I thought foolishly that after that moment at the gym that Kara will open up enough to talk it out. That I can find a way to just prove to her the right way of things for us. That our love is better in the eyes of our realty. It's not a death call like she thinks. I get her reason. In the bylaws of our world it makes sense. But we can find a way around it where we can still have US. Everyday without her was hell. I think smarter now, I get just a glimpse of her around school, I can tell she just left a spot before I got there. And the excuses she had for our friends were reasonable. I have to play along since no one knows we broke up. I'm guessing she waiting but I'm hoping it won't come to that. In my heart and mind we never broken up. I still try to be that guy if not more. But now time pass too much and I need to talk to her. I need to f*****g see her. She can't just hide out. All this silence will not be an end of us. So I'm breaking through her f*****g stubbornness and demanding it. Because that's the only way for her. I was sympathetic and now that's done. My car stopped quickly at the entrance. Yet for the first time, there were guards outside. I didn't wait for either one to come to my car to ask my reason. I got out my car and kept my eyes forward. I had one goal and that's to talk to my girl. I was blocked right away. "What's your reason, boy?" I shoved his hand off me and we both met a irritation. "Let me through. I have business with Kara." He rolled his eyes and decline my call. I go to push through and another guard pulls me back. I hold all of me to not start anything. All I wanted was to speak to Kara. "You got some balls, Barron. You should leave before things get ugly for you." One guard warns me. Yet, it was a pitiful warning. I get in his face, holding all aggressions. "You're a low man and you listen when someone is rank higher. So be a good lap dog and go get Kara; because I won't leave until she sees me." "She's made it clear that you don't step foot here. Barron son. You cause a mess." Said another who flicks his fingers at my shoulders. My hands ball up and instantly my all is tell me to knock the s**t out this guy. But no. Instead I do what the desperate love man I am. I shouted for Kara to come out. "Kara Monroe. Get your ass out here! Come out and face me. Kara!! Kara!!" Each time I yelled I try to push through. And each push got me blocked out. I didn't care for anyone. I didn't care for the drama about to happen, so long as Kara comes out. Things started to get holster until a familiar voice took to light. "Hold it!" All eyes attended to the voice. As soon as I saw her walking towards me. I yank away from each of her men that has a hand on my body. Kara stepped forward like the heir she is. Tall, bold, and hell raising in her presence. I was lost at the way she just walks towards me. My mouth fell open and I lost all my senses. "What are you doing here beside your life sentence?" f**k, she look so good I almost kneel before her. "Baby, we need to talk. We haven't spoken in days." "We already spoke. Don't you understand english. It's done." I shake my head in disbelief. "I won't accept that. And I know you don't either." "You don't know me. And I don't know you. Be a Barron and do what is expected." She demanded me. But I couldn't. "We can make a deal. Come together an-" "No." She laughed. And every man around did too. "You started something and I'm gonna end it. It's that simple. So go now. Your death isn't made for my footsteps." I try to step close and two men placed their hands on me. My anger grew at her reject. "We're not over. Not that easy. You can't send your men after me for your own retaliation." Again everyone laughed but Kara didn't. Her back straighten and she moved closer to me. Her face was unreadable. Not until I felt a hard punch to my face. It stings hard, but I held my guard to read the pain in her. "Watch yourself, Declan. Don't make this too easy on my behalf. You're better than that." "Kara, let's just-" She shouted for me to shut up. And with no words she stares me down before she back out and turn. I watch as she walked away. Even when in her eyes said every opposite thing. She pause one second in and whispers to a man. He smiled as he look at me in pleased. Many things popped in my head. But it all left when Kara just continue her walk. Watching her leave didn't stop me though. I kept fighting. I shouted for a chance. And as I plead for her. The man prior walks up. "Boss says to have fun, boys." He smirked and I knew what he meant. They all circle me in. There were more here now than when I had arrived. And as one man throws a punch, I let it be. If I'm gonna have Kara take me serious then I won't fight her men right now. I came in peace. And getting in brawl wasn't it. I knew it could be a test to see if I even meant a fairness. So allowing my body fall to the ground and shield as much kicks and punches was it. Not long in another voice came. It caused the assault to end and each men moved back. "Get up, boy." I look to see Marco. Kara's fake brother. I get up and brush myself. "Can you walk?" He asked. I just look at him. Wondering if maybe he had something to do with Kara fixating on this. Or maybe that deal s**t Kara had with her dad. "Where's Kara? I need to talk to your cousin." He head bounced with a chuckle at my realization."Cousin, ha." "Where is she?" I asked again. Marco was a stone built man. He fit's his rank like Mrs. Monroe explains. And I should of known from all these years. I was just too focus on a fantasy Kara and I had built. A fantasy I want to become real. Just with a mix of our reality. Marco simply wraps his hand over my arm and yank me towards my car. I push him off me and each time he push back. "You of all people know at situations like this she isolates herself. She left to god knows where." I know where she's at. With that hint I got in my car. Marco's hand slams on my side door and leans in. "This will be your last time coming here. Giving yourself up isn't in her plan. Take the warnings she given you. Her love still lingers on it." Just like he did a minute ago. I took his hint. It was a good sign. So I respectfully nod to him slightly before driving off to find Kara. The area was abounded. Not a soul near by. If I listen closely I can make out where she is. The building I walk through was partly built, a fire up and hit mid-construction work. People died and work never continue. It's set on a hazard ground and no one dares to come. But her. It's a clear sight of nothing. And holds a town memory. But for her it felt peaceful to a sense. A rattle sound clicks in the air. After a trail of a walk I see a beautiful frustrated Kara. She kicked around anything on the ground. I pause as I watch her roll her fists and mumble under her breath. A second goes by and I got greedy. I take my first few movements towards her. "Kara baby?" In a defends she points a gun at me. My core gasp in ache when I finally see Kara as herself. The one she hid. I knew there was more and it took now for me to see it. "Kara, please. Just listen to me." "No! I don't want to hear your excuses." She angrily points the gun at me. Her knuckles turn white at her grip. "I don't have any." She narrow her eyes. Waiting for my reason. "Do what you need, baby. But I won't harm you." "Dumbass. Don't stand before your enemy without a weapon." "Things fell, Kara, I understand. There's more at stake. But don't you for one second think I'll quit fighting for us. For you. None of it matters without you." I step closer even when her eyes widen in her own fear of killing me. I saw it. Her eyes beg for what her mouth couldn't. "Our lives are twisted, Kara." "Declan, we're meant to kill not love one another." Her voice shook at her words. "Maybe so. But I fought hard because I found rare love in my enemy and I'll proudly say it." I shouted it loud. "You fought too. But admit to me if it was love. Our love that gave you the strength to make it home." She gasp. I see her grip loosen. And her eyes watered. I took further steps and I'm close. In reach I can touch. I nod to her inaudible words. "I..I just wanted." She swallow hard. Watching my moves. "I wanted us. Outside the fantasy. Despite the chaos." She choked. "I love you, baby. I have and still would do whatever to keep us. To my soul." Kara stared me down hard. She fought from hated feuds and our love. Even when I refuse to walk closer. She had a clear shot to my head, I still myself for her. Allowing her to concluded her thoughts. Didn't take long. Just a blink of her lashes when she release her gun to her side. Huffing loudly. Hating her butterflies. "Ahh f**k. This why I left in the first place!" My feet moved towards Kara. Knowing she's about to spiral in her mess. But I know if I hold her close to listen to my heart. She won't spiral too far. I was happy to know she didn't push back at my movement. She gave in. Good, baby. She wrapped herself over me and I rocked her. I grasp the gun softly and toss it over. The silence then took over. f**k there was so much to say but non-words did it all. Kara pulled back from my warmth. And I lost my air. I take her back only to have our noses touch. It was a home feeling for us. No orders, no call, no work, no nothing. Just the knowing the person you love is alive and beside you. Tranquility. "We can leave, baby. Runaway. Anywhere you want. As long as we are together." I admit. It was beyond selfish but I don't give a f**k. She opens her eyes. That dark hatred faded with her shine of hazel. "It can't be that simple. The vendetta. If not me. My brothers." She fist at my shirt as if she imagine my death in someones else's hand but hers. "You can call it off. We can make a deal. Whatever we have to do, baby." My hand swipe up to hold her. She holds my wrists to dear life. "I want us. I don't want this... It was all my father wanted for me. Just to be happy with someone I love. I just told him about you. He wanted to meet you." I caress her face. Loving her fall for me. To admitted the truth she said wasn't real. "I know. He was a good man." I brought her head close to kiss. When I saw her eyes again she was flush. Her skin was turn warmer. I curl a lip when I see her at hues. They locked. Almost pleading to me. Wanting to touch her bare skin. My body still when I run my thumb over and she opens her mouth. Her tongue poked out. Leaning in she suckle and I gritted my teeth. "You always taste too good to be to true. Every part of you, babe." She suckle on my thumb as if it were my d**k. Which made me hard quick. And the evil smirk she displayed made loving my enemy worth it all. My self control was losing it. I felt that monster coming out at her words. "Oh, Monroe. Punishing you always felt more. And damn I'll be honor if your kill me after what I desperately need from you." She pulled my thumb out. Running it down her neck. The shine of her spit was tugging. "Were we temporary? Even if you knew before?" She asked me. Her hand stop just above her breast. Her question locked my eyes on her to answer. "Permanently. I fell in love for you over you. Not your family's name. You." Her eyes turn a different shade. She was reading me like I never openly admitted my feelings before. That's a lie. I have alway, every damn day, admitted how crazy I am for her. Kara adores my praise so much it hardens me to see her each time. The knowing we are unbreakable. "Prove to me then, Barron. Prove that you can love your enemy." Her tone was a challenge and I wildly took that f*****g challenge. Her lips crash on to mine and I ignore the pure pain from my earlier beating. But Kara notice. She pulled back from my needy grip. Touching the sensitive spot. Her eyes fall and she begun to spiral. I pull her chin up to lock my blue eyes to hers. Shaking my head. "I'll take a bullet for you. I'll die for you, Kara. Don't doubt the extend of my love." "How did I fall in love with an impossible man like you." I kiss her tear. Moving my kiss down her neck, I say, "You always achieve the impossible. Hell baby." I kiss her more and hands found her waist. I feel it all go dark. And Kara arches in me. "Love me now. Right now, Declan." My nail dig in to her command. And I lose it. I was a beast out its cage. I needed this so f*****g much to think straight once again. Taking her lips she edge me each flick of her tongue. Making me hard on call. I couldn't wait. I couldn't be gentle. I was incapable. I had Kara lean on a metal post. It all goes crazy when she had her hand on my bulge and she fought with my belt. I broke her button on her pant. And aggressively yank them down. My hand wail up to graze her fold over her panties. She moans so beautiful to my touch. "f**k, baby. I need you, it hurts." She gasp with filtered eyes that took my life. My hand rip a pleasing gap in her panties and my fingers hungrily found her hole. She was so wet. She was ready this whole encounter. Her p***y damn near dripping the whole time. "Ah, you are so precious. And I want to break you." I said. "Do it then." She bite her lips in a challenge. My finger only touch her sweet wetness but her attitude pull me more. It's been so long with her all I can't be gentle and just play. I need to be in her. Fully me. One free hand and my d**k was out. I titled down to her entrance and with no warning. No grace. My full c**k enter her warm, soaked p***y. "Ah, Declan." Her moan was too good. I can't stop. My hand found her ass and lifted her in the air. She can't run away from me now. She was trapped. Her wetness was pouring down my ball. She missed me too. I had her pin so deep I was near my climax. The hard and depth of my thrust was an addicting drug. Her heels dig in me when she ripped through her own orgasm. It was so good I had to pull out to feel her. Keeping just my tip I slowed down my pace. I look over to see a table and kiss her. Her hand played in my hair. Pulling me in more. She was everything, f*****g thing. Every reason I live. Her ass sat down on the cold table. I kiss down her body to see her eyes water up. I rough earlier. Every harden thrust made a painful moan escape her lip. Yet she wanted more, even now she didn't move off me. She arch more and looks at me with a plead. "I'm not done with you yet. Not until your legs are shaking. So come up with a good excuse when the men back home ask." I nibble her skin. Taking her thighs, I prep her. She chuckles to my remark. "Who cares what they think." I fall down my knees. Facing her wetness. I rub my shaft to keep me going. And I can c*m again by this view. The gloss of organism still sits right there. My tongue coats my lips at the taste. "Be good, baby. I have a future for us. And it starts now." Clawing at her thighs I take my tongue to lick her down. She moans to my warmth and I couldn't help but mark her. Not too high and not too low. My teeth sink in her and she cries out. "Shh, woman. You're always complaining." I joked. Kara scowls at me. And I take the moment to line myself up. That siren look she had was wonderful. Seeing her reaction to me being inside her p***y was...fuck. She was so tight in every movement. I feel her pulse right on my shaft. Yet seeing her eyes roll back, hearing her moan my name. That's what gets my c**k greedy to take her. To pump every ounce of me in my girl. The one I will marry one day. "Do you hate me." I thrust. "Do you see my death." Thrust. "Do you see I'll destroy both sides for just you." Thrust. Thrust Thrust. Kara's body pull up as she rides another climax. She pumps down when I pump up. She was in need of my c**k, every need was hitting a higher pleasure. I feel it when her grip at my neck leave scars. "I forever love you, Declan. To my soul." Laying her poison lips on me felt painfully true. My body ache for her to hopefully mean it. That not over night. Over these last few days, she hasn't change her mind. I grunt in a need and brought us to the ground. As much I want to f**k the s**t out her. I need her to do her part too. I need to see where she at in it all. Saddle just right. She took her position before I spoke. "Prove to me. To the deepest core of your love ride the c**k that was made for your pussy." Circling her hips she throws her head back. Riding me like her life depends on it. I held her arms back by her wrist. And she still never last her speed. "Mine. Mine." She moans. I let small thrust up in my need. But my Kara locked me down. She wanted control and I let her. Oh, how she rides. My brain steal images to replay later. Her p***y clench and releases her juices on me. She begs more, more, and more of her enemies c**k. "Do it again. Break me, Declan." She begs. "You'll pay for what you did to my heart." She cries at the deep thrust and It's heaven to hear. Cry for my c**k, baby. Cry for my c*m inside you. Not over me. Never over me. I won't break your heart like you broke mine. Every clench, every moan, every thrust, every plead, every god damn c*m. Kara proved herself well on my brute of an act. Again and again she proved. I let her power it all until her legs beg for mercy. And only then did we rest. We laid panting on the rough floor. I had an all too cocky of a smile on. I had my Kara. She said it and admitted it all. I achieve my lost and I do better to not lose again. "Baby? Where did you want to go? I'll set everything up this week for us." I asked with satisfied c**k. Right then, Kara got up and my gaze left the bluest sky. My heart shattered at the sight I see. I didn't achieve my goal. I may have to play her mind on it. I don't want to. All I want is to bypass all this and go back to just us. But seeing her hide from me while she puts her pants on. Checking her gun only conform it. "Kara?" I called. "Go home, Declan." She voice was softly raspy. "Baby." I repeatedly said until she face me in the eyes. Because this time it will be different. "Stop calling me that." She demanded me with flare in her eyes. The same one that still hides the truth. She was seeing me as just a Barron. I restrain myself to rolling my fist but I pleaded all my pleads. I f*****g thrusted all I can to prove it all to her. And still she just f*****g couldn't do it. "No, you don't get to just say when it's over." I shouted. Kara had no emotions as she face my bare body. My c**k was still out. She a feral of a woman and I knew that. This was just next level. "The next time we see each other. You better have a gun to defend yourself." "Kara, I won't do that. But I understand why you would. I love you and I'll do whatever I have to. Even at a stand off with you." I tune myself to the loath man I am if she gonna be hers. I'll play the fire with fire. "I'll die loving you. And I'll kill every man you try to replace me with. Just watch." I sneer the last words. Kara watch my lips move each time. And I can tell it turns her on. Just as much as her dominates turn me. I did too. That cheeky smirk she gave me just said it all for me. Kara won't make it easy. I'm prepare for that hell. But I can't f*****g wait to have fun with irritating her plan. Fire with Fire Monroe.
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