If By Chance

Chapter 14.

Someone POV.

She pinned me hard at the whole of Praya Kitchen's restroom,she kiss me torridly and so does I towards her..

I love the way she makes me feel pleasure with these touches and kisses she give..

She hold my caress my thigh and start to insert her hand on my skirt.

"Isra..."

I almost catch my breath as I call out her name..

"Mmm~~"

She mumbled as she attack my lips again..

She started to insert her fingers inside me and thrust me hard..

She's so wild..I like it..

I was just busy moaning when suddenly the door opens and it expose Kate so we both look at her in surprise..

"Really people??in my restroom again??I thought you're a good girl.."

"Can't help it Phi.."

My boss just shrug her head and let me back at my job..

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Mae POV.

"Mae,you're facing your phone again,you already check that for almost like every single tics of the hand's clock.."

My dad who's just sitting beside me talk out of nowhere,I barely had time with Khun Sam since he got here,he don't want me to go out if it wasn't Yuki I'll be tagging along with so just to be with my girlfriend I had to plead Yuki to talk to dad just to see her..

It's been a week now actually since he got here,he decided to stay and since I've already graduated I've decided to handle my business back at London through online selling so hat I don't have to go back there..

All day long all I do is scroll down at my MacBook check every single details of what's happening at my company,I let my trusted cousin handles it and it's pretty getting bigger now,I already had a branch of it at Paris and one is at Korea..

"Who you're texting to??"

He ask me again and I just look at him,I really love my dad because he is a good father towards me but I hate him sometimes because he always treating me as if I'm still a kid...

Dad I'm already 22...

"It's Khun Sam,dad.."

I response and look back at my phone again.

"You're always answering me the same name everytime I ask you the same question.."

He put face his newspaper.

"I'm so curious now,if who's that Khun Sam woman.."

He added..

I gulp..

Dad didn't know that she's my girlfriend,trust me I'm proud of having her,I want her to be my wife/Husband just like what said had told me eversince..

But dad didn't know that I'm not a straight woman anymore,yes!!mom already knows it,so does Dew but they all keeping it as a secret just like what I'm doing too.

I'm afraid to talk to dad about it,honestly..

Ghad he's homophobic..how am I suppose to tell this to him..

"Dad..."

Maybe I could try, atleast.

He take a glance at me,waiting for me to speak again.

"What will you do if one of your kids is gay?"

I ask out of nowhere.

He looks at me curiously..I hope he won't ask..

"Are you gay??"

Ok,he really ask..

"What?!no!!of course not,I'm just asking because I've seen a lot of people out there dating the same gender.."

I deny...

Ok that hurts...

"Good thing.."

He shortly said..

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"Babeeeee~~~"

She hug me so tight and of course I hug her back..

Not seeing her within a week makes me sick.

"I miss you.."

She said like a toddler did..

"I miss you too.."

I give her a chaste kiss and sitted at her lap.

We're at her office right now, together with Yuki,Kate and that's so called new couple Nin and Isra.

"I really hate staying here,my innocent eyes will be sinned again.."

Yuki covers her eyes as she look at us,while Khun Sam is just chilling out reading the papers.

"You want to sit at my lap too?"

Ok,that stunned all of us..

"What?!I'm serious.."

Kate defend herself..

"Can I??"

Yuki somehow don't want to be the loser this time.

We all know they're just kidding though.

They just want to tease us.

Kate tap her lap telling yuki to just sit here already,so does Yuki..

Khun Sam just shrug her head,smiling.

"Haven't you done that yet,Khun Sam?"

I ask her while my arms are still wrap up to her nape..

"Almost..."

I'm sitting at her lap in a side view so I can clearly read the papers as well..

It's about the new tech they're planning to release,it's kinda weird I didn't understand anything of it.

All I can understand is a "watch hologram"..

Good thing I'm into clothing company,it makes my head hurts reading this stuffs.

"How can you understand that presentation??"

She put down the files and look at me..

"I understand it just how I understands you.."

That makes my heart...move..

That makes my heart skips a beat.

A beat that wasn't just about simple love.

It's unconditional...

It's understandable..

It makes me cry inside.

Even though she didn't say it,I know she's not into this kind of arrangement..

"Khun Sam.."

Shes just look at me..

"I love you.."

She said and give me a smile.

As if she's forcing me to tell something towards her,

I still didn't tell her who is Nop,she haven't meet him yet though,I don't want to hide it from her because she might think that it's already cheating but at the same time I'm afraid to tell her because Nop and I stays in one damn roof!!!

It's all dad's fault,he believes that I still don't have any lovers,of course because I haven't said it to him ..not yet..

I'm still finding a perfect timing to tell him..

Him keep forcing me and Nop to get back together..

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"Where have you been??your dad is worried about you.."

He approach me with a question and I just pass him by and headed upstairs..

"Mae!!"

He grab my wrist in a gentle way.

I look at him madly so let go of it in no time..

"I'm sorry..."

He said.

"I'm just worried about you because it's already 8pm.."

"I don't need your concerns..."

"Does your dad knows??"

He ask me,as if he knows where I've been..

Oh yes he knew that I had a girlfriend but he didn't knew that it was Khun Sam,a person who's much richer than him,and more kind,humble and patience..

"He doesn't..why?"

I raise my eyebrow as I cross my arms over my chest..

"Just be careful.."

"I'm not a kid anymore,Nop.."

I was about to take a step when suddenly the door bell ring..

Who was that be?

If that was Khun Sam??she didn't do that.. she was just gonna open the door immediately and enter as if it's her house.

Well yeah,I'm her home anyways..

Bragging again self?

Yes and I'm proud.

I shrug my head to stop talking to myself,such a crazy thing I always did everytime I'm nervous.

Nop run towards it and open the door.

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Khun Sam POV.

as soon as I arrived at Mae's place I part my car Infront of their butterfly door and fix myself first before knocking the door..

She left her purse at the office so I had to bring it back to her,this purse is her favorite and she don't want to take out her sight at this one,oww and you know why??

Because this is my first birthday gift to her...

Bragging,yes...

I doubted to immediately open the door because Mae said lately that her dad was just so hard to understand and of course I'm afraid of her dad.

My girlfriend's dad.

Everyone's afraid of their girlfriend's dad,right?

That's normal..

I stretch my neck side by side and stretch my arms as well as my legs,oh my it makes me feel like I'm an athlete now who's nervous doing the long jump.

I knock three times and waiting for someone to opens it for me..

And...

There's a guy..an unknown guy Infront of me right now..

Who the hell this guy??what does he doing here??

Is Mae had a brother back at London??

Why does she didn't tell me about it??

Ok,now there's a lot of questions in my head.

He wasn't that handsome though,you can clearly see at his face that he's a...

Cheater..

"Yes miss??"

Oh he's polite..

"Is Mae there??"

"Who are you exactly??"

Can I say I'm her girlfriend??

No no..I can't do that..

"Tell her it's Khun Sam.."

"Mae!!!you had a visitor here..."

I can since that she's coming because I can feel my heart skips a beat again..

"Who was it.??why you didn't let that person in immediately??it's not your house,have you forget?"

Yeah that's my girl..

"Hmm what if it's a thief,huh?"

Limitations...

"What did you say?do I look like a thief???have you seen a thief wearing a black suit channel no.5??"

This time Mom pushing him and now she's facing me..

"Khun Sam!!.."

She seems shock..what's happening??..

"Aren't you happy to see me?"

She shake her head wearing that sweet smile again and it's from ear to ear.

I smiled back as well..

"I'm definitely happy.."

"Mae!!who was it?!"

It was Dew's voice.

"It's Khun Sam..come in.."

She invites me and I enter as well..

I can't help myself but to her so tight..

But she didn't hug me back..

"Khun Sam... daddy's here.."

She whispered..and then I saw a man who's height is 6'1...ok that was so tall aging around his late 40s

"Sorry,I just miss you..."

I composed myself and I kinda feel pain knowing I can't even hug her the way I always do before everytime I got here.

This is the first time I saw her dad..

She's right,her dad is scary but no I won't be afraid of him,I love Mae and I'll fight for that.

I found myself sitting at this dinning table together with her family,I'm in between of Mae and her mom while her dad is at the other end of the table and facing Nop while Dew is beside him..

I already ate here like forever but this...this dinner tonight makes me nervous and makes me want the land to just eat me already because its making me nervous..

Everyone's so quiet while we're eating and there's Mae dad ask me out of nowhere..

"So,Khun Sam right?"

He ask me out of nowhere,as I expected..

"Yes sir.."

I nervously nodded..I can even feel my whole body's shaking and there's Mae,placing her hand at my lap to calm me down and to let me know..

*Don't be nervous,you got this.*

"I suppose you're a rich woman.."

He continues.

"Not much sir...."

I try to be humble,it's not a good thing to boost though..that's what grandma taught me..

"Seeing you wearing that kind of office suit convinced me already that you're a rich woman..what's your business??"

Ok,maybe next time I came here I'll never gonna wear expensive clothes.

"It's just two businesses... Tech company and condominium,sir..I also do modelling sometimes at any magazines to promote my companies more.."

He's nodding while listening to me..

"What are does two exactly??"

I'm trying to be no a boastful person here but what am I suppose to do now?!

"Hechanova Condominium and LHR,sir.."

He looks at me as if he's stunned.

"Wow,I heard those two businesses is famous all over global.."

It was Nop..

I just smiled at him..in a scary way and he got silent.

"That amaze me,Mae said you're 27..that's pretty quiet hard to handle for a young woman like you.."

"Well,Dew was actually my manager at Hechanova and I also had my sister to help me handle it..."

He just nodded..

"Mae here..."

He pointed Mae..

"She also had a busy at London it's a clothing company,I told her to just go back there but she keep resisting that's why she decided to handle it throught online.."

He added..

We I didn't know this one,I know that she had a business back there but I didn't know she prefer the the online stuff..

Which means she don't want to leave Thailand.

"Have Mae,already told you that Nop and her are a thing?"

Wait what??

I look at Mae furiously..

"Dad,what are you talking about,Nop and I aren't a thing..."

"Yes sir that's right.."

Nop response as well as if he already know who really am I...

Can I read by his eyes that head already figured it out that I'm Mae's lover.

"But you guys are exes..."

Ok...it's a mess now,I want to leave already and forgot this damn dinner.

"Dad...that's already about 4 years ago..."

4 what?!?!?

Am I really hearing all of these stuffs from from Mae!!!

"Why wouldn't you tell me?"

I ask her now everyone's looking at me,I'm not afraid of dew and aunt som because they already know what's our relationship but her dad really scares the hell out of me.

"Why would she tell you at the first place??"

Her dad just got more curious..

"Dad....I..."

"Because I'm one of her bestfriend..."

I cut Mae's word to avoid any conflict,I don't her to spill it right now...not now...

"Y-yeah...Khun Sam is my bestfriend.."

That hits different when it came out of her mouth..

I'm crying inside now.

"Good thing Mae got a friend like you.."

He said...

I can't take this anymore...

"I'm planning a wedding,you should come Khun Sam.."

A what?

"Wedding??who's wedding??"

Aunt Som ask him..

"Our daughter and nop's wedding..."

What!!!????

Really Infront of me?!?!

I want to punch a wall now..

That thing just slap me so hard..

I want to leave, immediately!!

"Dad,I told you Nop and I aren't together..why you keep forcing us?!"

Mae's voice slightly raise.

"You're living in the same roof,what are you supposed to call that?you're what?!you're just exes who lives in the same house??"

Her dad somehow still calm..

But not meeee!!

"You're dad is right..."

Well yeah he's right..who the hell will live in the same house with their exes if they're aren't a thing?

"Khun Sam..."

Both Dew and Mae calls me in churos...

I just look at Mae...and ready to leave.

"Thank you for the dinner sir,I really like the food.."

I stay humble as possible and I was about to leave the dinning area when I heard Mae saying;

"There will be no wedding!!!not even a thing!!"

But I didn't mind it,I run towards the door and ready to exit when she calls my name but I didn't try to look back..

I run towards my car that's already park at the side of their gate just like how I told the butcher lately..

He gives me the car keys and I already open the car door when suddenly someone slaps it to close it again.

"Khun Sam...let me explain please.."

It's raining so hard that I can't even see if she's crying or it is just the raindrops that flows at her cheeks.

"You had a 4 years ex and it was Nop but you didn't even try to tell me anything about it!!..

"I wasn't had the chance to tell you.."

"You can text it to me Mae,if you wanted!!!"

My voice suddenly raise and it scares my whole entire body..

"Khun Sam..please.."

She said..

"you know what,I'm starting to doubt now that I love you,I shouldn't have let you ruined me many times than I've ever counted,I shouldn't have play with your games that always got me on my knees,I shouldn't have let you tamed me!!!"

I open my car door and ready to leave..

"Khun Sam please...I love you...don't leave me.."

My tears just now keep flowing with the raindrops as she hug me from my back..

She wrap those thin arms around my wLHRt and it just makes me feel all the love that she've always given me..

"Grandma was right..."

I pause for a second.

"We're just so complicated.."

I let her hug me tight,I want this...I want this touch..I want her to do this with me under this pouring rain,but not in this situation..not with this pain..

"Khun Sam..please.."

I slowly guide her arms to let go of me..

I can't take it,this is too much..I don't want to look her at her eyes because I don't want to be tamed again..I don't want to just easily give up and let her win..

"Have a goodnight,Mae.."

As soon as she let go I get myself inside the car..

"Khun Sam!!"

She knock the window so hard but no...not this time..I won't never gonna open that..

I'm in pain,you can't blame me..

Hearing those words from her dad killed me slowly and it makes me feel that my heart just torn into pieces,sliced my a knife and put into a fire..

I start to engine and she still calls out my name..

Im crying at the same time..I don't want to do this but this just too much...

"Khun Sam!"

I ready to leave the place when I heard her shouts again..

I saw her running after me 'til we both pass the gate...

"Khun Sam!"