If By Chance

Chapter 15.

Third Person POV.

"Why do you have to run after her,Mae?!"

Their dad approach them as they finally get inside,both of them are wet because of the pouring rain as Dew holds Mae both shoulder to guide her..

"You shouldn't said those things Infront of Khun Sam.."

She said it a calm way..

"Why exactly??"

This time Mae can't take it anymore..

She's so proud of having Khun Sam in her life,the first person who makes her feel complete,the first woman she love,the only person who understands her even though she didn't said what exactly she feels..

Khun Sam is the only person who understands everything in her,and now...now that she thinks that she slowly losing her woman because of what happened tonight,she didn't had any reason to stay calm..

"Because Khun Sam is my girlfriend!!"

She shouted and soon receive a big slap from her dad,she hold her face that just turns redder and warm at the same time.

"You don't have the right to shout at me,you're just my kid!!"

She composed herself.

"A kid that you keep imprison here and keep treating like she's still a 14 year old girl...I'm old enough,I can handle myself,I can do whatever I want and I can love whoever I want to love and you..you can't and you'll never gonna stop me.."

She was about to leave when her dad grab her wrist aggressively..

Her mom try to stop him so does Dew but they can't do anything.

"Is that what that woman taught you??raise your voice towards your father!!"

She furiously take back her wrist.

"If there's one thing that she taught me...that is loving someone unconditionally dad and love yourself more than you do towards other.."

She pause for a second.

"You should stop that,loving a woman is a sin my child and you know that"

"I love her,and you'll never ever gonna understand what is the love we had for each other"

She stamp her feet as she run upstairs..

Dew follows her so does Nop.

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"Mae.."

Dew slowly enter her room and found her lying in her bed crying so hard..

"Mae?...change your clothes first you might catch a fever.."

Her brother sit at the edge of her bed and Nop just standing there.

"She's mad at me P'Dew...she believes everything that dad said..I think I'm gonna lose her now.."

She said it as she still lying with her stomach..

"You will not...Mae"

Her bother caress her back to calm her down atleast.

"Dew was right,you'll not gonna lose her.."

She roll over when she heard Nop and look at him with her swelled eyes.

"It's your fault..you shouldn't come here..."

"Mae..."

"If you're not here...this shouldn't happened!!.."

She shouted at Nop..

She cry again and roll over her bed..

"If you need someone to talk to, we're here ok?I'll talk to Khun Sam tomorrow,don't worry.."

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Khun Sam POV.

"Khun Sam!!Khun Sam!!"

Someone's calling my name and I can almost heard here from the room.

I can't move my body,I can't open my eyes

My body feels so heavy,what's happening?!

"What happened doc? is she gonna be fine?"

Wait what?where am I?

That's Kate's voice,I'm sure of that.

"She will be fine,she just need to take some rest by now,we had to check her head again after she wakes up..the accident really hit your friend so hard,her arms got dislocated but it's ok now,we already cemented it..."

That's Dr.Tinn's voice..wait am I in the hospital??

•Flashback•

I drive fast my car to get the hell out of Mae's place,I can't bare see her crying..

I took the most fast accelerate in the middle of this silent road and only the screeching of the wheels from my car will be heard together with the sound of the rain..

I took another shot of acceleration as if I had a nine f*****g lives with me and as if I got a nine souls as well..I don't care about anything anymore..all I have right now are those memories that we shared together,those laughers,hugs and kisses..

I wipe my tears as if I don't care if I eyes run out of tears and all I had to cry is blood...

I don't care about anything,I'm numb..

I can't bare the pain..I can't..

I suddenly stop my car where there's just trees and no houses to be found.

And there I cried all my heart out..

I almost destroy my wheel as I smash it so hard..

"Urghhh!!!!why!!?!?"

I shouted over my lungs.

"Why I had to live like this!!it feels like hell!!I hate this!!I hate life!!"

I shouted again..

"Why can't I just had the love I always wanted!!why I had to encountered this kind of pain I can't bare,I thought my parents death will be the most painful part of my life but this...this right here is much worst!!!!"

"God,I knew I'm a bad person and a bad person like doesn't deserve an angel like Mae,but eversince I met her I've change,I avoid going out every night,I've done with those one night stands,I've done playing every womens heart.Shes the only person who changed me into the best version I am right now,she makes me a better person,she makes me the most happiest person everytime I am with her,she completed me..God I know I am the worst child you've ever made but do I had to suffer all of this when all I want is to be with Mae??!!!why you always letting me live in misery??!!!"

I shouted and shouted and shouted until my own throat gives up,until my body all numbs.

I told to myself that I won't give up to her..what am I doing?

Something hit inside on me..

I must turn back,noo!!I can't bare losing Mae,I already lose her when we were kids,I can't lose her again,I can't..I won't forgive myself if I'll find out that Nop and her really gonna get married..I'll fight..

I'll fight for us..

I start my engine again,and I turn my wheel to do a U-turn but then..

As I look out the window,a van beeping hits my car in no time..

Everything becomes a deafening silence..

I found myself having a light head and I slowly leaned my head on the where am I sitting..

I slowly opened my eyes and all I can see are those memories that Mae and I shared.

It's all in a dream sequence,it looks like in a fast forward from the very first day we've met at the airport,out small fights at the car,then the first time she slap my head,the flirtings,the kisses and hugs,the dates that I can't count on my fingers,those I love you's..those days that she visits me in my office,the day she graduated,the beach date....

All of it comes back to my senses like a dream.

I hope this is just a dream.

I hope that when I close my eyes and open it again,everything on us are still fine.

"Mae..."

The last word I've mouthed when her imagine appears in my sight and it has a bright shining thing at her back she's smiling at me so sweet from ear to ear..

I can't help myself but to smile,slightly.

"I love you.."

I heard her saying it before everything went black..

•End of Flashback•