If By Chance

Chapter 17.

Khun Sam POV.

I take another shot of scotch as I keep overthinking what's happening at Mae's place right now,she haven't talk to me within 4 days now,no chats,no texts,no calls and we haven't meet too.

I haven't meet Dew too,I know he's busy at Hechanova, that's why he don't have the time to visit me at my office.

"Having deep thoughts in 12 am..."

The voice came out of nowhere so I try to figured out who was it..and there's grandma approaching me here at my mini bar in our own house.

"It's ok to give yourself a rest honey,don't be pressure.."

She tap my shoulder for the first time..

"Mae haven't text or call me Abba.."

This is the first I call her by the nickname she told us to call her..

She stunned,smiling at me.

We headed at the couch and take a sit there..

"You're really dealing with a big problem,if Mae's dad want you both to break up don't ever try to give up..I saw how Mae change you,I never believe that you'll change everything in your life because of that woman.."

"She's so worth it to be loved,too bad for me I wasn't that enough.."

She take the wine out of my hand and place it at the table.

She grab my hands and let it rest at her lap as she hold them so warm.

"Do you really love her?"

I look at those brown eyes that she lock in me..those eyes just keep reminding me of my dad,I miss him.

"She's my everything,Abba...she's like an angel that falls down in my land of hell..she the first right thing that ever happened to me.."

I pause for a second and bow my head.

"All I want it to spend my whole life with her.."

"If that's the case,go for it..don't hesitate to fight for her,for your love... don't let her dad get along the way between you both.. you're a Mhom Luang Sam,you can do everything... nothing is impossible.."

She tap my shoulder as she slowly stood up and headed upstairs..

Grandma's right.

I shouldn't let her dad win.

I'll make him see that I'll do everything just to prove to him that there's nothing wrong on same s*x relationship..

I'll make him see that I'm worth it,that I deserve Mae and she deserves me..

*****

"Dew, how's the condominium doing??why you call me all of the sudden??is there any problem?"

I ask him through a phone call,I'm here at the office now checking some files from our new client..

"You need to get Mae,Khun...I heard dad last night,he's planning to bring my sister back to London.."

Wait what?!

No way...

He already imprisoned my girlfriend and now he want her to come back to London with him?!

He's insane,that's the only thing I know.

"He can't do that...Dew,stop him,do everything just don't let him do this please.."

This is the first time I please Dew,I wasn't really the type of person who's pleasing everyone..

Well,except for Mae..

I can be on my bended knee for her if I had too.

"Khun,you know our dad is so hard to be an enemy,if you want to keep your companies alive you should avoid any conflict with him as soon as possible..I can't do what you want.."

"I'll give you Hechanova...just don't let him bring Mae.."

"Khun Sam..."

I know he's not a type of person who just wanted money from me..

Dew is someone who became a brother to me,he's always there when I needed a way to talk to Mae.

He keeps Mae and me safe and sound.

"Please Dew.."

"Whether you'll give me all of your businesses,you know I'll never gonna accept that.."

He pause for a sec.

"I'm telling you this, because I want you to come at our place..I'll make sure you'll talk to Mae tonight..."

I feel happy,somehow.

He hangs up the call as soon as one of our clients calls him out..

I look at the files again..

It's the datas about our sales and ranking this year.

It's making me stress because from at the top list we're already at the third place..

The sales for this past few weeks really turn low because I can't focus on my work and I'm tired of living like this..

All I can do it hold my head with my both hands and mess up my hair..

"Urgh!"

I try to calm myself to avoid any self-conflict..

I take a deep breath..

And convince myself that I can do this.

*****

"Why wouldn't you just use your reputation as a M.L Sam??on that way I'm pretty sure her dad will gonna watch you both getting married.."

Kate handed me a coffee as I was just sitting here at her restaurant and trying myself to be relax.

"If I'll use my money and connections just to get Mae and just to keep her dad's mouth shut,is it not already kinda boasting Kate??I mean,yeah I've got everything and any minute now I can turn down Mae's dad businesses but what will happen later on?? he will surely just gonna get mad at me,he will believe that I'm really a bad person and I really don't deserve his daughter.."

I explain..

"Yeah, you're right..you know,your love story is so sick,if this was a movie?? I'd rather watch cartoons on nickjr than witnessing how the two of you dealing with this kind of thing..."

She said and assess one of her costumers..

She's right..our love story is really sick..

****

I stop my car Infront of Mae's place and waited for Dew to came out.

"Hurry up Khun,it's just 20 minutes..Dad told us that he'll be back soon so hurry up.."

He open the door for me as soon as I enter their house my senses just only need to feel one thing..

Mae's hug.

I run towards her as I finally spot her at their living room...

I hug her so tight like we haven't seen each other with our entire life.

I heard her sniffing that implies she's crying.

I was about to let go of the hug when she tighten her arms around my neck.

"Let's stay like this,babe..I really miss you.."

I give her a sniff kiss at her head as I hug her even tighter..

It feels like the time stops and everything came in a slow motion.. we're just standing here at their living room hugging each other for almost 10 minutes until I remember something.

"Mae...promise me one thing please.."

She lay her head at my shoulder and waited me to continue.

"Promise me that what ever happens you'll always gonna love me just like how you did evesince.."

I pause for a sec.

"Promise me,that if something bad happens you're not gonna forget me..you're not gonna let yourself lose me because I don want to lose you,Mae..all I want is you..no one can ever replace you.."

Mae POV.

As soon as I heard my brother talking to someone at the door,I can't help myself but to be nervous..

As soon as he let the person enter,my entire body just alarmed..

My legs are shaking,my hands can't stop moving,my head overthinks and my heart feel overwhelm.

As soon as she spot me,she immediately run towards me and there..

We both hug each other so tight..

I tighten my arms around her neck so does she around my wLHRt.

She try to let go the hug but I just even tighten my armsa round her.

"Let's stay like this,babe..I really miss you.."

She gives me a sniff kiss at my head as she hug me even tighter..

Nothing's changed.

Her hug,her presence is still making me fell for her even more.

A hug from her is still the warmest.

A hug from her is still feels like a comfort zone of mine..

"Mae...promise me one thing please.."

I lay my head at her shoulder and waited for her to continue.

"Promise me that what ever happens you'll always gonna love me just like how you did evesince.."

She pause for a sec.

If I can just write down all my promises that I had with me for her in a piece of paper,I'm pretty sure even journal notebook wouldn't be enough.

"Promise me,that if something bad happens you're not gonna forget me..you're not gonna let yourself lose me because I don want to lose you,Mae..all I want is you..no one can ever replace you.."

Why does it feels so strange when she said this thing?

Is she going somewhere?

"Khun Sam.."

"Please don't your dad brings you back to London.."

I surprised..

"Dew told me everything..Mae please don't let him dictate you of what you're wanted to do.."

We finally let go on our hugging moment.

She cup my face.

The way she look at my eyes doesn't change a bit.

She's still looking at me as if she can see my soul.

"I can't bare losing you again..it'll make me crazy,Mae.."

"I won't...I promise..."

She gives me a kiss..

A kiss that I don't want to let go..

A kiss that makes me feel better..

A kiss that I always wanted to receive every morning we wake up next to each other.

A kiss that makes me alive..

"I won't..and I will never gonna give up on us..even your dad try to throw me in hell,even he try to buried me alive..I'll be glad,because I know that I fight for us...I won't regret things that happened to us..I'll hold on to us,Mae.."

I started to cry..hearing these words from her just makes me realized that I should hold on to her tight as well...

I'll fight for us...

I will do anything..

"I will always love you..."

"Khun,you should go now my friend who spy dad said he's already on his way home..."

I look at my brother doing his best to help us and I throw my sight at Khun Sam who's just nodding.

"Khun Sam...."

I call her out..

"My name was really so precious when you're the one who use it.."

She giggled..I miss this,I miss hearing her laugh.

If this is just a dream,please someone wakes me up.

"I love you..please take care of yourself.."

She said she was about to leave..

"Khun Sam.."

I don't want her to leave,what should I do?!

I don't want her leave now,it kills me knowing that I'll not be able to see her again..

It kills me knowing that it'll take a long time again after we see each other.

She comes close to me again and give me kiss..

A warm,full of love,worried,pain and trust kind of kiss..

"I love you.."

"I love you too,Mae..."