If By Chance

Chapter 8.

Khun Sam POV.

I'm here at my office reading files as I heard a knock on my door so I just put it does first and said.

"Yes,come in.."

As soon as I grant the permission,a guy wearing a black channel suit enters,walk towards my desk while his hands are both in his pocket.

"Can I talk to you for a minute outside of the office?.."

He ask me and I feel somehow,nervous.

Hearing words like this is no good,that's my belief.

It's either good news or bad news.

I just nodded and grabbed my phone.

"Let me text someone first.."

I told him and he already headed outside and I just followed him.

:Your brother ask me out,I guess he'll tell me something and it's making me nervous,did you say anything to him about what we're doing??

I turn my phone off and headed to his car..

After a few minutes we arrived at Kate's restaurant the Praya Kitchen...

We find our sit and as soon as I sit down my phone ring so I look at the screen of it.

It's a text from Mae.

;Why would I do that?!I'm not crazy like you

:You're the one who makes me crazy.

;You want me to tell him that we're serving each other without any relationship label?!

:Why you're mad,I'm just asking!!

;You're the one who's mad,not me chamcham.

Cham what?!

:Do I look like a dog?!

;See??you're the one who's mad not me..

Is there really a woman like this?!?

"Khun Sam.."

He calls me so I immediately look at me,stunned.

"I'm already talking like eversince we came here and you're not listening to me.."

He added.

"My bad,I'm just texting mo---...I mean my special friend.."

Pfftt..that was close.

I don't want Dew to know that Mae and I are texting,why??because he'll be surely gonna get mad at me,we have a deal and that's not getting Mae's phone number,ID line and even her username in any social media,he knows that I want to hit on his sister but he didn't know that I do like her,no I love her..Yes..

"So as I was saying,I want to tell you something."

Why does it feel that this conversation is no good?

I tilt my head..

"Spill it.."

I take a sip on my drinks..

"I know that we already know each other for more than 3 years and I was so grateful that we've been friends and---"

"Just get to the point Dew..."

He sigh.

"I just want you to know that...that I...I like you.."

He bow his head..

"Silly,of course you do,were friends anyways.."

"What!!no...I mean I like you...I really like you,no like as a friend but you know more-"

"Ah ha.. bestfriends.."

"Khun Sam..I like you..as in like you.."

"Wait what!?"

I almost choke myself by shock after I fully understand what does Dew means..

Wait he likes me!?but we're friends I mean we're bestfriends and bestfriends cannot like each other because it's no good if you both will be on a relationship and then you'll gonna break up both relationship and bestfriends thing will be ruin just like what happened to Moira and Jason..

Ghad...Those persons with a J on their name are really cheaters..fight me if I'm wrong.

"Dew,you know we can't be more than this right?"

My voice turns into a pleasing one,I don't want to hurt his feelings because after all we're still friends.

"I know,I know I don't have any chances to you,watching you smiling just now while you're watching your screen and looks like your texting. Someone already makes me understand that I don't had any chances with you and I understand that.."

If he just knew Mae was the one I'm texting he'll surely not gonna say this..

"I'm sorry Dew.."

"It's ok Khun Sam,I just really want to say it to you because I can't take it anymore..and now that it's clear it makes me light.."

Even though he said these things to me I still feel that I hurt his feelings,of course who wouldn't get hurt if the person you like just rejected you..

"We can still be friends Dew,I can assure you that nothing will change..one day you'll find the person that will loves you back and I'm pretty sure that she'll be better than me.."

"Thank you..."

We just both smile at each other.

Why does he easily accepts it all??

How does he do that?

Oh maybe because he already knows that I'm not really into mens..

"Can I still hit on your sister?"

He look at me seriously.

Oh wrong move..

"KHUN SAM!!don't you dare.. doesn't mean I'm letting you drive her back and forth to school,you can hit on her..!"

Oh he's back again..I want this kind of friendship.

"But I'm serious..."

I look at him seriously too.

"Khun Sam,my sister is a straight pole, you don't have any chances with her.."

Owwk that hits different..

I thought she's not..

"I thought she's into girls too because she's famous towards girls at her school.."

"I don't think so..I'm pretty sure she's straight.."

She kisses me,she pisses me,she's sweet towards me,she cares about me and she's also a girlfriend material sometimes..

After all this time,after all of those kisses and we almost had a s*x in my car,why did I don't know that she's straight!!a damn straight!!!!

"Why does your making a prone face,just like at the anime?don't tell me you didn't know that my sister is straight.."

He then laugh,what a pissed.

I grab my phone and texted Mae.

: You're straight?

;What kind of question was that,of course I am.."

I look closer to my screen and blink my eyes few times and look at Dew and look at my screen again.

"What?!.."

I take a sigh.

"You're right she's straight..."

I turn off my phone and look down.

"How did you....no way!!is she the one you're texting at this whole time!!?"

I'm dead..

"It's just a line...calm down..oh no it's not..it's"

"Khun Sam!!We agreed,right?"

"Oh it make sense now,I don't have any chances with you because you like my sister.."

He added and pause for a sec.

He look at me curiously.

"You really like her?"

I nod.

"For real..?"

I nod again..

"Ever since we've met at the airport and we got close together,it's your fault though because you're letting me comes close to her you even let me drive her back and forth.."

I cross my arms over my chest.

"But she's a straight pole.."

He laugh out loud and Kate approach us.

"I heard it,so you're really serious about Mae,Khun Sam??"

She sit besides Dew.

"Hey!!I'm still at heart break,Khun Sam just rejected me.."

She gives Dew a slap on his head.

"Oyyy!!stop with your dramas it doesn't suits you..."

I just laugh at them and shake my head.

After few sec both of them got silent and they look at me.

"Sooo....you really like her?"

I really hate this kind of question they'll gonna tease me for sure.

"Looks like Khun Sam finally found her match,too bad it is a straight pole.."

That words again, God!!

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Mae POV.

"You're late again,let me guess Khun Sam drive me crazy..I mean drive you here.."

We're here in the classroom and Yuki just can't stop questioning me about what happened, why am I late..

"Shhh..prof will hear you.."

I hushed her and she just rolled her eyes.

"You two really making me confused,you kissed,you almost had s*x on her car but you're not girlfriends??is that how relationship works nowadays?I mean you serve each other you both making things like couples do but-"

"We're not couples,ok??I'm straight.."

"Don't you like her?"

"I don't like Khun Sam,she's not my type and I'm not into girls.."

"But you always claimed that you two already kissed many times.."

I shrug my head.

"It's just a kiss Yuki,it's intimacy.."

"What was that experiment of your's??"

I nodded.

"So??did you know that most of the straight girls right now are starting to bend because of Khun Sam?"

She give me her phone and I look at the screen..

"She's the most hottest and coolest CEO of LHR..lots of girls like her and going after her.. they're all-"

"Shut your mouth or I'll slap you.."

I scold her and she let out a laugh.

Moody...I'm being moody again...why does she have to say these things to me!!I wanna kill those girls right now,who the hell are they?!?!

"By the look at your first,it seems like you're pissed off because of what I've said.."

She whispered teasingly..

"I'm not.."

I raise my left eyebrow and look at her piss..

She tilt her head like a kid asking a question.

"Is that how a girl who's not in love act??"

"Shut up.."

I said grinding my teeth.

She just let out a laugh and fucos on our lesson while me on the other side is still pissed.

Fine!!I'm jealous so what?!?this is normal right?

It's normal right?it is?

I'm jealous even if she's not my girlfriend,but we already kissed many times so that's already counted,right??

I have my right to get jealous because she kissed me...right!!that's it...

Wait why would be jealouse to those flirty woman who's after her??they didn't receive any good kiss to Khun Sam..pfftt I'm still the winner..Nye nye..

******

"Khun sam~~"

I found myself underneath her..

"Oum~~"

She start to apply a small amount of kisses on my chest as she slowly unbuttoned my uniform..

She look at me seductively and start to attack my lips again and give her a response..she bite my lips while her hand gently slip at my skirts and I can't help myself but to-

"Maeee!!Maeee!!!"

A loud noise echoed so I wake up all of the sudden and I found myself in my room hugging my pillow.

Gosh why did I had a witty dream,am I that obssess of her even though I'm denial?

I hate this feeling..it kills me everytime I deny it.

And it goes deeper and deeper everytime I'm so close to her..

But we're both girls,we can't be together,that's..that's too complicated besides Dew told me that he already confessed to Khun Sam and he also said that they're good.. besides I can't just easily confess after my big brother done it..Khun Sam will think that we're playing fire with her..I even told her that I'm straight because I really am..

I wipe my sweats and brush away my thoughts and headed downstairs,it's Sunday yes!! we're going to church..

"Good morning sunshine.."

Mom greeted me and I smile at her as I greet her as well.. we're already good...

"Looks like my sister had a really good morning,I can tell it from her smile.."

Dew give mom a kiss to her cheek and take a bit on sandwich..

"Of course because it is-Khun Sam!!"

My brother almost choke.

"Because of Khun Sam!!are you two a thing or wha-"

"No!!I mean Khun Sam's here.."

She greeted mom and my brother as well,she's well dress looks like she had some date?I guess..

I hate my mind because it overthinks..

"Can I invite Mae to the church?"

This time mom and Dew almost choke out,so I handed them both a glass of water..

Why they're all so weird?

"We should do dowry.."

What?!

Khun Sam stunned so does me..

Wait?

"Uhm..what is dowry,is it the one you pour into the water when you want your clothes to smell nice after you wash them?"

I ask seriously.

Khun Sam pinch my nose.

"Dowry not downy, Mae."

"It hurts,you dumbass it's Sunday but you want to ruin my day.."

"It's Sunday that means no bad words for today tiny wo-"

"Don't you dare to call me tiny woman again,I'll gonna smash you.."

I give her a punch on her shoulder..

"Khun Sam,you can take Mae to church since she wants to go too but we can't because Dew and I had some appointments.."

Khun Sam just nodded,and then wink at me..

"Psshhh.."

I cross my arms over my chest..

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She's so quiet eversince we got here at the church,she's so attentive when someone's talking,that's one of the reason why I like her..oh God how I wish I had the courage to stop myself denying my feelings to Khun Sam.

The mass wasn't that long,after sitting here for about 2 hours the mass already ended.

Everyone's heading outside so I stood up and was ready to leave too when I notice that Khun Sam is still sitting there.

I sit beside her again.

"Khun Sam,are we not leaving yet..I'm starving can we grab something to eat at Kate's restaurant?"

She keep looking at Jesus statue.

She smiled..

That's the first genuine smile I've ever seen towards her,most of the time even she makes fun of me she didn't smile like this...this right here is so different, it'll make you see that she already found the missing pieces of her..it feels that she already found her soulmate after searching for it for a long time..

But somehow why there's a side of her telling that she's in pain?

She look at me this time and said.

"Why can't a straight pole like you fall in love with a person like me?"

She ask and I'm starting to be confused..

"I heard it all,your conversation with Yuki at your school last time.."

I look at her eyes directly..

"I heard it Mae,during at your class,you told Yuki we're just intimate and you doesn't like anything about me..and so on..I heard it all I was there because I want to give you you're snacks for 3pm but I'm not able to give it.."

"Khun Sam that's not what I meant,ok?"

I try to reach her hand but she didn't let me to hold it..

"Dew was right,I shouldn't build my hopes up when it comes to you.."

"Khun Sam...you don't understand it.."