Abigail
"Kian, what are you doing?" mahina kong tanong dito.
"Shhh! Just feel me and let me feel you." Sabi niya at nagpatuloy na sa ginagawa. Pumaibabaw siya sa akin.
Pinigilan ko siya. "Teka Kian - are you drunk?"
I don't know what's gotten him these past few days, but after what happened when I was locked in the storage room and I was almost drown after fighting with Shalana, Kian started going home drunked.
Umangat ang labi nito pataas patungo sa aking labi at hinalikan. Nung una hindi ako tumugon ngunit kinagat nito ang akin ibabang labi dahilan para mapabuka ito at ipasok ang kanyang dila.
Napaarko ang aking likod ng humaplos ang kamay nito sa nasa pagitan ng aking binti. Hindi ko na napigilan ang mapaungol.
Hinalikan ako nito kaya hindi ko maiwasan ang mapatugon. He lick my lower lip and slightly bite it making me open my mouth. Pinasok niya ang kanyang dila, exploring my mouth.
I can't help but to moan.
Bumaba ang halik nito sa aking leeg hanggang gitna ng aking dibdib. He remove his hand on mine and touch my breast. He pinch my n*pples making it hard. I moaned in pleasure. Even though I'm still on my clothes I can feel the heat of his hand.
He remove my shirt together with my brassiere. He look at me with lust and desire then look down to my breast.
I blushed. I know we did it many times but I'm still shy.
Pinigil nito ang aking mga kamay at tinaas ito.
"Don't. No need to cover."
Napakagat ako sa aking mga labi. magsasalita pa sana ako ngunit sinunggaban na nito ang aking mga labi. Mapusok itong humalik sa akin kaya sinabayan ko ang paraan ng halik nito.
He lower his head and kiss my upper breast down to my cleavage. And now he lick my n*pples on my right breast, sipping it like a hungry baby, bitting and pulling it with his teeth I felt a slightly pain but it adds more pleasure. Pinanggigilan niya naman ang isa. He exchange of kissing them.
Wala akong ibang ginawa kung hindi ang umungol napahawak ako sa likod ng ulo niya at mas inilapit pa ito sa aking dibdib.
"Ahhh!" Napaungol naman ako at napapikit ng mata ng bumaba ang isang kamay nito at pinasok ang isang daliri nito sa akin. Habang patuloy na pinangigigilan ang aking dibdib. I'm wet already.
"You like what I am doing?" I moaned not answering his question. Kaya tumigil ito making me groaned in annoyance.
Nagmulat ako ng aking mga mata at tumingin sa kanya na nakakunot ang noo. "Why did you stop? Malapit na ko."
"Answer me." At biglang pasok ng daliri nito, napaarko ako ng aking likod. "Ohhh! Yes!yes!yes! Keep doing that I like it. Faster."
"Beg or I'll stop."
"No! Please, faster I'm near."
"Gladly" And he moved his finger faster and add another finger. After few minutes I came. Napahingal ako dahil doon.
Humalik ito pababa sa aking tiyan pababa ng puson hanggang sa maabot nito ang destinasyon.
He started removing my pajama together with my panty. Now I am naked in front of him. While him still fully clothes.
He lower his head in between my legs. Hinalikan niya ang aking gitna dahilan upang mamasa muli ito.
"Ohhh!! Ahhhm!! K-kian!" I cried in pleasure.
Pinatigas niya ang kanyang dila at pinasok ito sa akin. Napapikit ako ng aking mga mata at napahawak sa kanyang ulo upang mas ilapit ito. Napakagat ako ng aking labi upang pigilan ang mapaungol ngunit dahil sa sarap ng ginagawa nito. I moaned louder.
"K-kian! I-i'm near. Don't stop! Yes! Ahhh!"
"C*m baby, cum." Sabi nito sa akin ng nakatingin at muling bumalik sa ginagawa.
He inserted two fingers in my hole and moved it in and out while licking and sucking me.
And then few more minutes I came twice already. Nahingal ako.
Napatingin ako sa kanya ng tumayo ito. Akala ko aalis na ito yun pala ay maghuhubad lamang.
He removed his shirt that's why I can't help it to admire his body. Ang malalapad nitong dibdib at abs na namumutok at masarap panggigilan.
He next removed his pants not removing his eye contact to mine. He sexily put it down leaving his boxer.
I gulped when I saw how big and hard it is.
He looked at my whole body I blushed when he looked at my center because my legs is opened wider. That's why I closed it but he come near me and hold my legs to positioned his self in between my legs.
Pumantay siya sa akin at kiss me again torridly. I gave him the same intensity. Napayakap ako sa kanyang likod ganun din ang aking mga binti, hindi naman ito tumutol sa aking ginawa.
Again he touch my wet c**t. He come closer to my ear and kiss its earlobe then he whisper. "Your so f*cking ready for me."
"A-aaahh!"
Umangat siya and ready he centered his to mine. He touched himself and slide it to my c**t sliding up and down.
Nakakakiliti ang kanyang ginagawa but then he suddenly pushed in.
"A-aahhh!! Oh my-- Oooh!!!" He moved in and out faster and deeper.
I heard him moaned. "Yes!! K-kiann!! Aaaah!! faster! deeper!"
"Aaah! You're still tight."
"Oh my-- Ooooh! I think I'm near"
"Don't come yet! wait for me" Mas binilisan pa niya ang paggalaw dahilan para umuga ang kama nahulog na rin ang kumot ngunit hindi namin ito pinansin.
"Aaaaahh! I can't take it anymore! I'm c*mming! ooooh!"
"Yes baby. C*m. come with me. I'm near to."
"Oooooh! Kian"
"Aaah! Abigail."
Pinagpapawisan na kami parehas kahit may bukas pa na aircon.
Few more minutes we reach our c****x. He filled his hot semen inside me. Nanghihina at hingal na hingal ako ganun din siya ngunit hindi niya tinanggal ang kanya sa akin. Napapikit ako sa pagod.
Maya maya pa ay biglang gumalaw ulit ito sa aking ibabaw. Kaya napadilat ako.
"Kian?" halos pabulong ko ng tanong.
"Just rest and let me r****h you." Hindi na ako nakaangal at tuluyan ng nilamon ng kadiliman.
Abigail awoke in the wee hours of the morning, exhausted. Despite the darkness, her gaze traveled around the room, attempting to figure out what had happened and where she was.
Sinubukan niyang kumilos kahit madilim ay nangapa-ngapa siya sa kamang hinihigaan niya. Natigilan siya nang may mahawakang braso, muli niyang kinapa ito at napagtantong si Kian iyon.
Isang maliit na ngiti ang gumuhit sa kanyang labi. Sa kabila ng dilim ay maingat siyang tumabi rito. Nang akmang hahaplosin niya ang mukha nito ay natigil rin iyon sa ere at pinagpasyahang huwag na lamang huwag hawakan nang hindi ito magising.
"What do you have, and despite the grief you have given me, I find it difficult to leave you. Nothing has gone well in many years we've been together? Is it because of my feelings for you, or is there another reason? And it maybe harsh or even if it's just out of your anger, I don't know why, but I'm still happy. Wanna know why?" tanong niya kahit alam niyang tulog ito at mapait siyang napangiti. "Because that means I'm not disgusting." patuloy niya.
"Until now, that is, because I am hoping for a change. I pray the day comes when you love me as much as I love you. Love that is more deserving of and greater than your feelings for her. Do you realize how much I admire you? I'm so envious that I'm denying myself of even the tiniest amount of time you can't even give to me. When will you forgive, my love?"
Pinahid ko ang luhang dumaloy sa aking pisngi.
"I'm telling to myself that its not my fault. Kusa ko lang naman to naramdaman eh. Ang hirap kasi, mahal kita eh. I love you very much kaya masakit para sa akin ang iwanan ka dahil hindi ko kaya. Nagawa ko ngang magtiis sa lahat ng sakit na dinanas ko na kulang na lang iaalay ko ang buhay at kaluluwa ko sayo mahalin mo lang ako. Wala na nga ba talaga? When will the day comes you'll forgive me?. Sana tatandaan mo na kahit anong mangyari mahal na mahal kita." Hindi na niya napigilan ang maging emosyonal. Tinakpan niya ang kanyang bibig upang pigilan ang paghikbi.
Mabilis siya humiwalay at tumalikod dito upang hindi marinig ang kanyang pag-iyak. Bigla itong gumalaw kaya akala niya ay nagising ito at narinig ang kanyang sinabi ngunit ganon na lang ang gulat niya nang bigla ito gumalaw at naramdaman na lang niya ang mabigat nitong braso na yumakap sa kanyang bewang.
Naramdaman niya kung gaano kainit ang haplos ng yakap nito kaya hindi na niya napigilan ang mapahagulgol kaya bago pa magising si Kian ay iniwan na niya ito at pumunta sa kanyang kwarto. Doon niya nilabas ang lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman niya.
Hihintayin ko na lang. Hinihintay ko na lang dumating ang sign para itigil na ang kahibangan na ito.
Abigail thought after waking up the next day, Kian will talk to her but instead he was gone as if nothing happened. Ngunit mas ayos na rin iyon dahil sa kanyang mga sinabi kagabi ay baka tuluyan na siyang bumigay.
She woke up with pain all over her body and her eyes looks like swollen. It was only once but she feel sore and drained.
She got up and went to the bathroom. She took a shower and prepare herself. She look at the mirror and saw that there is a lot of hickeys all over her body. She still have it on her neck so she have no choice but to wear a turtle neck half-sleeve shirt. She can also see bruises on her arm so she have to cover it.
Abigail
Nagluto na lang ako ng pagkain para sa sarili at pagkain para sa pagdating naman ni Freya. Hindi ko nagawang makausap si Kian about Freya but maybe he wouldn't mind since she's also a friend of him back then.
Pagkatapos ihanda ang lahat ay nagtungo na ako ng aking kwarto upang tawagan si Freya. Shalana even went missing for few days now. Kagaya rin ng nangyari kay Kian, bigla na lang din itong nawala. I don't know kung nasaan ito ngayon pero nandito pa rin naman ang mga gamit niya so maybe she was just out there enjoying herself. Mabuti nga iyon nang matahimik din naman ang isip ko.
Calling Freya....
"Hello! Abigail. Malapit na ako sa inyo medyo natrapik lang kaya wait ka lang dyan."
"Ow! Ganun ba? Sige kaya nga kita tinawagan para malaman kung nasaan ka na."
"Yep, kaya nga ito na bye na muna. I still driving you know. Sige, seeyah! Bye!"
Binaba ko na ang tawag. Nag-antay na lang ako sa sala para mapagbuksan ko siya kaagad.
Pagkatapos ng 10 minuto nakarinig ako ng tunog ng doorbell.
*ding dong*
So I opened to see my beautiful bestfriend Freya.
"Waahhh!!! Abigail. I've missed you so much." Sabi nito at agad akong sinalubong ng yakap.
"Grabe Freya, anlaki ng pinagbago mo lalo kang gumanda."
"Naku bolera na ang bestfriend ko ikaw nga ang malaki ang pinagbago. Looked at yourself lalo kang pumayat but still gorgeous. What happened? Seems like 'di ka inaalagaan ng maayos."
"Naku ikaw talaga. Tara nga bakit ba dito tayo naguusap pasok ka sa sala tayo magusap." Paglilihis ko ng usapan buti naman at hindi niya ito napansin at pumasok na lamang.
She checked the place. "Where is your husband?" Tanong nito habang sinusuri ang bahay. Naupo kami sa may living area.
"At work. Wait here I'll get you something to drink." Akmang tatayo ako nang pigilan niya ako.
"Pwede mo naman iutos na lang iyan sa maid, just stay here with me," pigil niya sa akin.
"Actually, we don't have a maid here," alanganin kong sabi.
"What? Are you kidding me? Wait - why? Then who's cleaning the house? Who's cooking?" Naguguluhan siyang tumingin sa akin.
"Kaya ko naman. We don't need to hire a maid."
"What? Your house is freaking big and don't tell me ikaw lang ang naglilinis dito?" Hindi pa rin makapaniwala.
Tumango ako. "Yeah. Its fine, It's also my responsibility din naman. I should know houshold chores."
"Yeah! Alam ko yun pero hindi ka manlang ba pinigilan o hindi nagusap ni Kian? What did he say? He's fine with it?" Tumingin ito sa akin ng diretso at tila binabasa ako.
"Ano ka ba naman Freya masyado kang serious. Syempre Kian was hesitant at first pero pumayag din siya. Actually I was not tired at all naman since malinis naman palagi ang bahay." She lied.
Freya doesn't know anything since we really kept it. No one knows how I was treated, all they know that it was an arranged marriage. Umalis na rin naman na ng mga panahong iyon si Freya patungong ibang bansa so we really lost our connection.
Hindi pa rin makapaniwala si Freya sa sinabi ko maybe because she know me as a spoiled brat, malayong-malayo sa kung ano ako ngayon.
We change the topic and just talk about how life change now. Nagkwentuhan lang kami at in-enjoy ang oras naming magkasama. Tumagal din ng ilang oras iyon at hindi na namalayan na maggagabi na pala.
"Nabitin ako. The time is so fast, but don't worry we still have a lot of time. We should meet again, if you have time visit me on my shop okay?"
Nakwento niya kasi that she have a fashion boutique and she was even inviting me to be her partner after knowing I don't have a job.
"Sure, I'll contact you na lang."
We hugged each other and said our goodbyes.