Never Ending Lies

DRUNK KISSES

(JENNIE)

God she is infuriating!

No, Jennie. Don't think about her, don't let Lisa ruin your night out. Just don't!

Ah! What is she doing? Cozening it up with that harlot? Was she trying to make me jealous? God why is Lisa so freaking maddening? I told her I didn't care what the hell she does or who so why am I over here caring!

If she thinks that this is getting to me, that I'm going to go after her and that tramp in the bathroom she can think again. I hope Lisa catches something. That will show her!

"Something on your mind little mama?" I heard Jisoo asked.

"You're friend is infuriating." I practically growled.

"Yeah, Lisa can have her moments." Jisoo laughed shaking his head.

"Tell me about it. I just can't get a read on her Chu, like one minute it's like she's right here and poof, the next she's gone." I confessed to the young girl in front of me.

"Can I tell you something Jennie?" Jisoo spoke.

I nodded turning around to look at Jisoo as I noted sincerity in her gaze.

"Lisa really likes you, and that scares her which is understandable after everything, but don't give up." Jisoo advised placing a kind reassuring hand on my shoulders.

"But she's so-"

"Confusing? Jennie, I've known Lisa for a long time and trust me, her behavior of late is tolerable at best and Bambam has gotten on her about liking you. Lisa hates being so readable at times." Jisoo continued with much appreciated advice and information.

"Is there anything I can do?" I asked already knowing there was a fat slim to none chance.

"Just relax. Also there isn't anything to get jealous about with that girl, Lisa isn't enjoying it. I know." Jisoo spoke.

"How?"

"Because drunk kisses mean nothing." Jisoo speculated as I stood there contemplating and analyzing her words of wisdom. Was she right? Did I have nothing to fret over, that the reason for Lisa's behavior is that she's scared? This was one of most recent moment's I wish Lisa would allow herself to just open up to me and let me know what she's thinking and feeling.

To take her walls down for just a moment and let me in like I know she's capable of doing. Part of me is aware of what Lisa refuses to let herself admit to; yes she's scared we all are of something.

I could feel my body surrender before my brain agreed to it; I had to go after Lisa and apologize since I knew the only reason the action she took was because I had lost my cool and snapped at her for ditching me; although in my defense it was justifiable.

Leaving the dark corner of the dance floor I hid in, making my way towards the restroom the door flew open and I was greeted by the brunette Lisa had run off with.

"Oh thank god, Lisa needs help." The girl spoke frantically causing all sorts of alarms going off in my head.

"And you just left?" I spoke enraged not even asking what was wrong as I pushed passed the girl hurriedly to get to Lisa.

"Lisa?" I called out my eyes searching the empty bathroom until hearing the horrible sound of gagging and retching from a stall. "Lisa?" I called out again walking towards the Pearl white door.

"Go... go away." She spoke. Ignoring the request opening the door my eyes where greeted with a bare backed and in just her bra Lisa with her hair flopped to the side; cautionary kneeling closer to the ill girl I held her hair so that it wouldn't touch the water and rubbing her back to sooth her.

"I said go away." She berated as Lisa's sickness continued as I walked over to the sink and wetting a paper towel.

"Feeling better?" I asked handing the towel to Lisa, enabling her to remove the contains of chunks that inhabited the corner of her soft lips.

"A little. Thanks." Lisa answered sitting up right and leaning her back against the cold wall.

"Want to go home?" I asked tracing the delicate soft skin of her forehead, placing loose strains of hair that covered one of those beautiful eyes and smiling. The urge to kiss her again was tempting but the scent of her vomit breath kept me at bay.

"Not yet." She shook her head after a moment of silence.

"Why?" I asked.

"I want to dance with you." Lisa confessed causing my heart to race.

"Think you're up to it?" I laughed trying to hide my nervousness.

" Believe I can hold my own." She returned standing up.

"Alright. But you might want to put a shirt on." I hinted.

"Or you can take your dress off?" Lisa advised laughing at her own words.

"Slick. But not that slick Manoban. Now come on, one dance and I'm taking your intoxicated ass home." I replied grabbing Lisa's shirt from the floor before feeling my cheeks blush as I watched her slowly and troublesomely button her shirt.

"There, right as rain." Lisa cheered proudly of the basic achievement.

"Alright. So you ready for that dance?" I asked hoping she might change her mind.

" Totally babe." Lisa smiled kissing my cheek before descending towards the door, exiting the bathroom and onto the dance floor.

"Wait. What about your friend?" I asked knowing that I was ruining the moment.

"Doesn't matter." Lisa shrugged not seeming to care as she drew my body closer to hers thatI could smell the same intoxicated scent that had lingered on my pillow from the night she had spent with me.

The beat was slow and seductive, the air on the dance floor was hot from radiating body temperature from others; everything in this moment is maddening as slick sweat starts to glide down our skin while we dance and making us breathless, even though my breathing was becoming ragged as Lisa's hands hold me to her as we connect eyes causing my lips to quiver as we were so close.

Soon the music stops and I tried to back away clearing my throat but Lisa held me in place, swaying our bodies to a slower hypnotic beat. Her forehead resting on top of mine, her warm exhaling breath escaped from her nose with the sexy, smooth and heart pumping beat.

A quick smirk curled at the corner of Lisa's lips as she traced along the flesh of my lips with her thump while repeating the lyrics of the song in a raspy whisper in my ear.It was like she wanted me to understand the connection between us and the song as she recites the verse;

' Friends think I'm crazy cause I'm thinking about us lately,

But really if I could I forget about you,

you got be putting in time, time in

Nobody got me feeling this way...

To say that we're in love is dangerous

But girl I'm so glad we're acquainted'

Once again my breath hitched in my throat at the words Lisa sang. My skin started to tingle as my cheeks flushed.

"Is that what we are Lisa. Acquainted?" I paused looking in the soul of her eyes that were dull yet lustful as she didn't answer. "Come on, let me take you home." I stated once the second song had ended.

The drive back home with Lisa had my head spinning as I tried to rack my brain around everything that happened earlier. What had happened back there? One minute we're fighting and ignoring each other to her being all over me, holding me close to her form as if scared to let me slip out of her grasp and letting go. We haven't spoken since the moment on the dance floor, only because Lisa had been zoning in and out of slumber.

Finally I pulled up to Lisa's house and gingerly coaxing the sleeping beauty awake. As guessed Lisa was putting up a resistance to being disturbed. 

"No." She moaned causing my heart to flutter at the cuteness.

"Lisa, you're home. You can sleep when you get inside." I smiled laughing.

"Ugh. That means I have to move." She argued.

"Yes. It's such a task I know but you'll be thankful when your back doesn't hurt in the morning." I informed her as she slept in the fetal position in the back seat.

"Fine you win." She groan climbing over the center console and into the passenger seat to get out of the car.

"Keys" I asked walking beside Lisa's wobbly form up the curved path way. Grabbing my wrist before handing me the keys Lisa stared at me saying nothing before she released me. Once inside Lisa's home I did my best to quietly get her to cooperate, which wasn't an easy task.

"Lisa where are you going?" I whispered as she wondered down the hallway as I followed behind the wondering drunk girl.

"Couch." She stated entering what I'm sure was the den and face planting on the couch.

"No, Lisa upstairs." I protested trying to get Lisa to sit up on the couch.

"Kiss me." Lisa spoke, the blunt statement caught me off guard causing me to blush and become at a loss of words, I could feel my pulse race and blood warm my skin as it rushed between my legs.

"No." I finally answered.

"Why?" Lisa pouted.

"Because you're drunk."

"So? You can have your way with me." Lisa laughed finding this funny as she slumped into the sofa.

"Oh gee Lisa how romantic." I scoffed with a sarcastic laugh in my response.

"Jen. Are you leaving?" Lisa asked.

"Do you want me to?"

"No." She yawned.

"Then I'll stay. Although I'm sure you'd be comfortable upstairs." I continued trying to reach her common sense.

"So you are trying to have your way with me." Lisa giggled.

Shaking my head I draped a throw blanket that was spread about the top of the couch and covered Lisa, her eyes steadily closing and breathing slowing down before falling back asleep. My eyes drinking in the tranquil beauty and studying her serene features before kissing her forehead lightly.

"Good night Lisa." I whispered softly with a c***k in my voice taking in one last look my mind was still shook with her bold stated request. What would have happened if I did kiss her? Would she remember it tomorrow morning?If so would she regret it?

The only thing that had stopped me from giving in was the words Jisoo had told me at the club that still circulated through my thoughts and judgment.

Drunk kisses mean nothing.