Never Ending Lies

DIFFERENT SIDES (Part II)

(LISA)

I don't know what I was feeling in this moment with Jennie honestly I never knew what I was feeling since we recently started hanging out; part of me knew that this was dangerous yet another disagreed knowing thatI wanted to kiss her right here and now as we stood so close; not caring about if anyway saw or even if they cared.

There was something about Jennie's unsettling 'innocence' that seemed to disappear at times when it came to our banter; I wanted to laugh at the realization that she was a lot like me when I was out screwing around trying to get lucky and pretended to be innocent in order to get what I wanted.

That thought in itself set a red flag within me as the thought had occurred to if was Jennie playing me in some way?

"Li... Lisa." Jennie stuttered breaking me from my thoughts.

"Yeah?" I answered softly as my thumb underlining her lower lips.

"You're cell is vibrating." Jennie spoke pushing me a bit back. Rolling my eyes in annoyance I took the device from my pocket looking at it as she opened the text.

"It's Bambam. He wants me to swing by and chill. Guess I'll drop you off." I spoke not seeming interested as he had just ruined this moment.

"No. I wanna go." She spoke grabbing our things and heading towards the car.

I was taken aback at Jennie's words as she walked further from me as I just tried to make sense of what the hell just happened. She want's to meet my friends?

Why?

Well in retrospect I already know her friends.

Should I take her? Was that a good idea?

"You sure? You do know that my friends aren't quite boy scouts right?" I laughed a bit nervously.

"Lisa, I'm well aware of who your friends are. Especially Bambam. I can take care of myself babe don't worry." Jennie spoke nonchalantly as she buckled her seat belt getting comfortable in the seat.

"Alright."

The car ride was silent as Jennie seemed to be lost in her own world staring out the window watching the trees pass by us. Part of me wanted to know what she was thinking, what she was feeling. Was she second guessing her choice to join me with what I am sure is going to be a nightmarish occasion now even more so that I am bringing Jennie practically into the lion den and god only knows what Bambam had planned for me or what he'll have planned now that I had Jennie there.

"You sure you want to do this?" I spoke breaching the silence as we grew closer to Bambam's family home.

"I'm sure Lisa. You would think that out of the two of us I would be scared." Jennie smiled finding humor in my slight discomfort.

"I just don't want them to say anything that will make you feel uncomfortable you know? If you do start feeling uneasy or discomfort let me know andI'll take you home. You don't need to do anything you don't want to just because these are my friends." I rambled going on trying to make it clear that the second things start taking a turn for the worse she's out of there as the car came to a slowing stop.

"Lisa, I'll be fine. Trust me I've dealt with Bambam and his perverse ways many times." Jennie spoke making an uneasy knot form in my stomach bubbling in anger as I would have words with him later.

Getting out of the car I escorted Jennie to the back of the house to Bambam's loft since she was approaching the entrance to the main home; as we drew closer and closer to the loft so many thoughts spun in my head at how this evening could go wrong.

What if he said something about the bet or hinted towards it? What if any of them did? Since knowing Bambam, Suelgi and Jisoo would be present since normally I tend not to shy away from any one on one time with Bambam since that always lead to trouble; which is something I do not need in my life at this moment.

Slowly rounding the house to the loft I swear Jennie could probably hear the pounding in my chest despite the fact my demeanor was calm as my palms started to sweat raising my fist to knock on the door.

"It's about time bitc... oh well hey there." Bambam spoke pausing his greeting noting that I wasn't alone as he leaned casual on the door frame. Sporting a lazy crooked grin as his eyes wondered up and down Jennie.

"Hello to you too douche-bag." I chuckled snapping my fingers as Jennie's presence seemed to have had a trance over Bambam.

"You going to let them in or keep drooling Bam." Suelgi's voice emanated from the background before appearing to his side.

"How rude of me. Please come in and sit anywhere; and I do mean anywhere." Bambam spoke stepping aside stressing the term 'anywhere' with a double standing as I caught his eyes staring at Jennie breathtaking backside.

"Pig." I scoffed under my breath so that no one would hear my comment.

"So what have you two been up to?" Bambam asked his eyes shifting back and forth.

"Out." I answered.

"Less cryptic Lisa." Suelgi stated.

"Marysville." Jennie added.

"Go on." Bambam pressed on grinning like a child getting ready to cause a bit of trouble as his lips curled.

"Oh, we totally screwed in the back of Lisa's car. Squirted everywhere." Jennie spoke bluntly lying.

"WHAT!" All of us yelled with dropped expressions of shock on our faces. None o f us expecting Jennie whose reputation of being sweet and innocence could be so vile. Although I should know better since we have adapted an interesting type of back and forth.

"Kidding. There was this festival thing." Jennie spoke laughing seeming pleased with the reactions she got.

"The strawberry feast?" Suelgi asked.

"Yeah. It was fun." Jennie spoke taking a seat on the couch next to Suelgi finding it easy to relax as I sat straight as a pin in the arm chair.

"So um where's Jisoo?" I asked noting that the tanned skin lad was nowhere in sight.

"Getting some beverages. All out." Bambam spoke his eyes never leaving Jennie's body. I could see what perverted idea's circled in the wheels of his mind as he mentally undressed the girl on the couch licking his lip.

Normally I wouldn't have given two shits at Bambam and his ways but for some reason this caused me to ball my fist tightly by my side. Was I possibly threatened that if I didn't come through with the bet soon Bambam would? I don't know which worried me more; losing to Bambam and my car or that Jennie would get hurt either way.

"Alright you lame asses better be ready for some shots!" Jisoo spoke barging in the front door with a big brown paper bag.

"Chu, Don't be rude we have company." Bambam spoke leaning back finally taking his eyes off Jennie.

A confused looked came across Jisoo's face as he spotted Jennie on the couch next to Suelgi before his eyes found me in the corner calming her expression as if everything added up perfectly clearer now.

"Hey Lisa, Jennie. Shots?" She shrugged pulling out two glass bottle's of tequila.

"How did you even manage to buy that?" Jennie asked knowing well enough that all of us are reasonably under age.

"Not legally of course." She winked causing a sheer pink blush line along Jennie's cheeks.

"Let's play a game." Bambam spoke getting up heading towards the kitchen before reappearing with five shot glasses.

"Never have I ever?" Suelgi asked with a wicked smile raising her cheeks.

"Bingo." Bambam answered handing us each a glass.

"You know how to play Jennie?" I asked studying the girl who in this moment seemed lost and confused.

"Yeah; I just never played it before." She answered timidly as Jisoo started filling each shot glass.

"Well we'll start simple. So never have I ever swallowed." Bambam spoke waiting around the room to see who would drink; not much to our surprise Suelgi was the first to drink.

"Are you serious?! Come on I can't be the only one." Suelgi spoke enraged with disbelief as her eyes scanned all our glasses.

"Sorry babe. That's too much of commitment for me." Bambam spoke laughing finding Suelgi's anger humorous.

"I'll drink to that." I said leaning forward clinking my glass with his before titling my head back allowing the burning tequila to warm my throat.

"Okay assholes I have one; Never have I ever chewed and screwed after a hook up." Suelgi spoke glaring her eyes.

Bambam, Jisoo and I rolled our eyes taking our shots. My eyes saw Jennie and how ashamed at how innocent she was being unable to enjoy the game with us. That's when it hit me to get her involved.

"Alright. Never have I ever... been caught 'pleasuring' myself." I spoke not wanting to use much vulgarity in the state as I looked at Jennie who shot me a look that could freeze all of hell as she tipped her head back still keeping her icy glare on me, sending shivers along my spine.

"Wait what?" Bambam spoke shocked with his jaw open, he practically jumped in his seat as he refilled Jennie's glass.

"Well never have I ever just watched someone 'pleasuring' themselves like an idiot." She spat.

"s**t shot's fired." Jisoo commented as again the three of us took a shot.

"This just got interesting." Suelgi giggled from the sidelines, "Alright. Never have I made a promise petition for purity." Suelgi continued.

Jennie took her second shot at the low blow question, "In retrospect it sounded like a good idea at the time!" She spoke refilling her glass.

"Alright me next!" Bambam spoke clearing his voice, "Okay... never have I ever been or been guilty of giving inappropriate 'touching' in public."

"Ass wipe." I muttered knowing I was guilty in many situations as I shot my head back, Bambam smiled wickedly as he too was guilty. All of the usual suspects drank but what caused us to almost choke was when Jennie sling her head back as well.

"Oh this I got to know." Suelgi smiled shifting closer to Jennie like an eager child waiting for story time.

Jennie sighed as a blush colored her cheeks, "When Kai and I were together. We were making out under the bleachers during a break at practice when he... slide his fingers under my skirt. Nothing happened though."

Everyone's eyes widen in astonishment at the confession as Jennie looked around the room at the gawking eyes causing her to blush harder.

 "It's always the quite ones." Suelgi laughed.

"So my turn? Okay... Never have I ever pretended to be someone I'm not to impress peers." Jennie spoke taking the fun out of the game with a serious tone in her voice and choice of words.

"Lame; Kay, Never have I ever been in a three way?" Jisoo asked as she proudly took her shot waiting for someone to follow; which to no surprise was Bambam.

After 20 minute's and a few shots later I decided to back out of the game knowing I needed to sober up if I was going to bring Jennie home soon since it was almost a little past ten and I could tell that Jennie was getting tired as she had shuffled from the couch to practically sit in my lap leaning into my side as support; or she was drunk.

Excusing myself from the group and shifting my weight from under the petite cheerleader; who wasn't so thrilled on my leaving I headed towards the kitchen getting the coffee started so that I could keep myself awake.

"So what was that all about earlier?" I heard Suelgi's sultry voice ask as she managed to walk her away towards me.

"What do you mean?" I asked handing her a cup of coffee as well so that we could have a decent conversation.

"Think she means that little back and fourth with Jennie." Bambam spoke still surprisingly sober as he walked into the room.

"Can't say."

"Can't or won't?" Bambam asked.

"Both." I replied bringing the warm mug to my lips.

"So... how far have you gotten?" Bambam asked wanting a report.

I shrugged, "Nowhere. I mean clearly we have these moments but then I don't know I get into my own head on how this feels so wrong." I admitted sighing in annoyance.

"Ahh is our little Lisa going soft?" Suelgi mocked putting a pout on her lips.

"Piss off."

"Then just do it. She's drunk enough for a wham bam thank you ma'am." Suelgi rolled her eyes shaking her head.

"True; little Princess Purity is ways away from turning it down." Bambam spoke.

"Because I actually have some class and decency to not make her first time a drunken experience." I scowled looking at the two of them with afire heated rage burning in my gut.

"Well if you won't I will and I'll just take my winnings now and call it a night."  Bambam spoke with a sickening evil grin curling the edge of his lips.

"You won't do s**t Bambam." I growled.

"God, I bet she's a moaner and a loud one at that." Bambam stated.

"Excuse me!"

"I'm getting hard just thinking about it. Her face pushed up against the wall with her ass out just enough for me to take her from behind, teasing her with one hand threading the wet folds and the other playing with those delectable perky n*****s of hers..."

"Shut up Bambam!" I warned getting angered at his way to bold of a statement.

"You're telling me you haven't thought the same thing Lisa? Cause I'd call total bullshit on it." Bambam scoffed as if knowing.

"Of course I have; especially when she get's that look." I spoke through gritted teeth.

"What look?" Suelgi asked.

"That one." I spoke nodding towards the brunette who was looking at me with drunken lustful eyes as she took her bottom lip with her teeth as she ran her tongue over the flesh.

"Oh yeah. she has total ' come f**k me' face." Suelgi spoke noting Jennie's expression.

"Tell me about it." I sighed feeling a knot turn in my stomach and a heatwave course within me as I tried avoiding Jennie's gaze.

"f**k man; I just might call a truce on this bet so I can take Ms. PomPoms upstairs to the bedroom and just r****h her the way you clearly aren't going to." Bambam continued running his mouth that was begging to be collided with my fist.

"I swear to god Bambam if you don't drop this..."

"Mhm, her warm tight walls constricting and leaking all along my hard length; I can already hear Jen yelling out my name as she ride's me. Those cheeky breast of hers bouncing up and down as her face contorts as her o****m builds and I..."

I could feel my hands balling into fist at my sides while Bambam kept running his mouth adding more fuel to the fire as every part of me craved to knock him the hell out for uttering those things about Jennie.

Like I stated before normally I wouldn't have given two shits about Bambam's filthy and perverted tongue when it came to the subject of nailing a nights conquest; but this was a whole new low. I mean those girls where willing and knew what they were getting into but Jennie; Jennie didn't need to be subjected to this pig and it was just now that I was taking note of this.

My sight spotted the smaller girl who sat on the ground next to Jisoo engaging in whatever drunken exchange of words were being considered as conversation when she caught me looking at her.

Her smiley happy expression disappearing as she took in the aggressive signs of my body language as she stumbled her way over towards us. My hands unfolding as she probably knew I wouldn't put her in harms way.

"What you guys talking about?" She asked before falling into my arms, Jennie's legs giving out causing her to wrap her arms around my neck to regain her balance.

"You." Suelgi spoke with zero filter.

"What about me?" Jennie asked seeming upset.

"Just how happy that you wanted to join us tonight and how sad it is that we're leaving." I answered before anyone else could get a word.

"Aw, already?" Jennie pouted.

"Well it is almost eleven and I promised your mother I'd keep you out of trouble." I spoke cupping her chin with my thumb and index finger starring into her dilated eyes.

"Okay Lisbear. You're right." Jennie sighed once again licking her lip.

"Always am." I spoke heading towards the door thanking Bambam for the 'enjoyable' evening and wishing the others safe and sobering goodnight before leading a drunken Jennie towards my car only praying that she wouldn't get sick as I drove slowly down the deserted streets.

"How you feeling?" I asked glancing over to Jennie who seemed to be getting lulled to sleep by the quite atmosphere.

"Sleepy... dizzy." She answered yawning.

"Here. Roll down the window and have some water." I answered cracking the window open as I reached for a water bottle from the back seat and handing it to Jennie who took small slow sips of the beverage.

"Lisa..."

"Are you feeling sick?" I asked nervous not really wanting to clean up vomit.

"No, you... you passed my street." Jennie answered pointing back a few streets behind.

"s**t. My bad." I laughed not realizing how space out I was as I my body felt like was on autopilot since I was thinking about going back to my home.

"Hmm. Silly." Jennie chuckled as she leaned her head back in the seat when I felt her fingers trace along the side of my face. Tucking a piece of loose hair behind my ear as her thumb gently stroked along the soft flesh of my cheek, "So pretty. Pretty LisBear." She mumbled before retreating her hand and placing back in her lap.

"Well here we are; home sweet home." I spoke unlocking the front door and walking Jennie up the stairs towards of her bedroom. Stepping into the room, Jennie automatically started undressing herself, pulling her top over her dark brown hair with difficultly, ignoring the fact that it's a button down, before tossing it towards the ground and exposing her toned upper body.

"Help?" She asked looking like a helpless child pouting.

Rolling my eyesI walked over to her dresser taking my best guess at were Jennie would keep her sweats, draw number one? Nope, underwear. Shutting the draw I pulled a second draw becoming successful with locating her pajamas's.

"Sit down." I told her placing her down on the bed so that I could untie Jennie's boots so it would be easier for her to slide them off her feet and placing one foot at a time through the pant legs. "Up."I instructed to the girl who had shrunk a few inches since taking off the heeled combat boots trying to pull up the gray baggy sweats.

Finally shimming the lounge wear up Jennie's toned tanned legs her arms still hung over my shoulders; stepping closer towards me and burying her face into my neck. Her chest covered by the over sized shirt that I had spied on the bed.

"Hmm Lisa. You smell so good." Jennie spoke practically moaning her words out slowly as her hands rubbed along my collarbone; "So sweet." She added causing my body to stiffen when the feel of her warm wet tongue glided over my hot skin as she took the soft flesh between her lips and slowly sucking on it.

My eyes slowly closed, rolling back in their sockets as I fought the urge to groan at the enjoyable moment as part of me was tempted to push Jennie onto the bed, ripping her clothes off and r****h her til the late morning hours til we were both sore; yet the more logical side of me knew that it wasn't the right thing to do and would only make me a hypocrite after I had already told Bambam I wouldn't sink to those low standards.

Placing my hands to Jennie's waist I retracted her from my body saying nothing as I stared into her smoldering chocolate eyes. Maneuvering the covers to settle Jennie in as her eyes began to shut.

"Night Jen." I whispered getting up and ready to leave when I felt Jennie's tiny fingers wrap around my wrist.

"No... Stay. Please. I don't want you to go." Jennie slurred sitting up as she tugged me back towards the bed.

"Careful Kitten. You sound like a needy girlfriend." I grinned teasing the girl.

"Come cuddle."

Sighing in annoyance I stripped my jacket off remembering just now that I only had a sports bra underneath when I looked down and saw a gleaming light in her eyes. I knew that there was no chance in hell I was going to be leaving.

Settling under the blankets with Jennie as she nuzzled the her head in the crook of my neck; her warm exhaling breath skimmed along my chest as she curled into a ball by my side.

"Please don't ever leave again." I heard Jennie say under a low breath. Her words struck a cord in my heart strings as her mothers words from the other day when she admitted that my leaving Metro West had an impact on the girl who slept by my side.

I started growing frustrated with myself. Was Suelgi right? Was I becoming soft because of Jennie? After two years and all the time I spent shutting people out and hiding behind high walls that I build to protect myself and my broken heart it took less then a few hours for Jennie to drill a hole and have them slowly crumbling down. I couldn't allow this.

I refuse to let this happen. I mean just because a heart is broken doesn't mean it stops beating and Jennie made my heart beat faster than anything.

Leaning my head into pillow looking at the ceiling growing frustrated with myself as I knew what I had to do and part of me really wished that I didn't have to do this.