Love me

Chapter 25

WARNING: THERE IS A KIND OF LITTLE KISSING IN THIS CHAPTER. IF YOU FEEL GROSSED OUT, DON'T BLAME ME. JUST DON'T READ THE LAST PART.

He did not know what to do. He stood in front of Abraham puzzled. He was far by happy as this meant he got a shot at being with Alexander but he could not express this. He turned around without saying anything else and left the man standing there in triumph at least that is what he thought. Xavier was walking absent minded, pulling the horse. The words said by Alexander’s father kept repeating in his mind. He felt the urge to find Alexander grow stronger. He had to find him at any cost. He was pulled back to earth when he heard a faint voice calling out his name. He lifted his head, eyes locked with the last person he neither thought he would see nor wanted to see. Alice looked like a replica of a corpse. Her once glowing skin was pale and void of beauty. He felt pity for her but she dug her own grave as he made it clear to her that he was not interested hence he was not going to play the pity game with her, he had more important things to do. “Xavier, I have been looking for you for months now.” Alice said, her voice hoarse as if she had not had a sip of water for days. Even Xavier’s throat hurt just by listening to the poor girl before him. “Alice, I made it clear to you that…” “I know but Xavier I love you.” Alice said tears threatening to come out of hiding. “I really do Xavier and I just need you to give me a chance. I will do anything.” Alice said coming closer to Xavier engulfing his arm into an embrace. Xavier quickly retreated his arm from Alice’s cold ones, “I told you I had someone I already like, and in fact I am in love with this person.” Xavier said while he continued to walk. Alice turned him around, not in a really soft manner, “What is it that she has that I do not?!” Alice was done with the pity part and she could not handle Xavier walking away from her again and as the emotional mess she was, she lashed at Xavier but quickly recovering and going back to her pity party. “I will be what she is Xavier just tell me.” “You can never be like them Alice, never.” “Please Xavier, please do not do this to me, I beg you.” Alice was now crying, holding on to Xavier’s arm for dear life. Again Xavier removed his arm from the not only cold but trembling arms of Alice. “What if, what if I helped you find the person you are looking for? Your friend, right? Will you give me a chance then?” Xavier was silent for a second. Finding Alexander would be easier with the help of her men since they were also good at locating him, but he did not want to hurt the poor girl further. Even Alexander was not very fond of Alice. Even though he kept on smiling and congratulating him, he still could see the hurt in his eyes and he heard the small sniffles that night. He was not very pleased with Alice being a part of his life as he had to spend less time with him. Obviously from the new found information, Xavier doubted it was ever about time. The thought brought a tiny smile on Xavier’s lips. His trail of thoughts was interrupted by the woman he forgot was still standing with him. “So will you give me a chance?” Alice asked. “Alice,” Xavier said as he placed his hands on Alice’s shoulders, “Please go home and rest. You look like you need rest.” With that said Xavier walked away leaving a broken and confused Alice with her mouth hanging murmuring a what.

Xavier threw himself on his bed. He was very tired as it had been a long day. He did not want to rest without finding Alexander of cause, but Ellen had told him to rest. He also knew that pushing himself was not a smart thing to do but finding Alexander was his first priority. He rested his head on his pillow, deep in thought. He wondered how Alexander was. He wondered whether he ate or not. He wondered whether he was alive or not. Xavier shut his eyes trying to chase away the thought of Alexander being dead. “I will find you baby.” Xavier smiled at no one in particular at the use of the nickname, blush covering his cheeks and ears as he covered his face. He could not wait to hold Alexander in his arms.  “What have you done to me Alex?” Xavier said as he drifted to dreamland.   

    “Alexander wait.” Xavier shouted, a huge smile on his face. He chased after a joyful Alexander that ran lively on the field. He had been waiting for a moment like this his whole life. He finally caught up to Alexander, pinning him to the ground. He looked godly. His smile, the way his eyes became narrower as his smile grew wider. Those where the little things Xavier would die for just to see them every day. He pecked Alexander’s soft plump lips, making the boy blush and look away. He released one of his arm and used the free hand to gently turn Alexander’s chin so that he could face him with his thumb and pointer finger. “Look at me.” He said softly. “You run pretty fast you know.” “Ohh yeah?” Alexander asked in an angelic voice. “Well I know that no matter how fast I run, you will always catch up. Just like how you will always catch me.” The boy laying on the green grass said as his with clothes sparkled under the sun light. Xavier looked at the boy under him and once again packed his lips. “I love you Alexander. I have been looking for you for God knows how long. I have had sleepless nights thinking of you.” Alexander placed his right hand on Xavier’s right cheek as he saw him get emotional. Xavier turned his head, kissing the hand. “Do not leave me again baby.” Xavier begged. “I will not. I promise.” Alexander said as he pulled the man he loved to his lips. Their lips colliding, they kissed, starting of as a soft gentle kiss and escalated to a kiss filled with desire and l**t. Xavier brushed his tongue against Alexander’s lips asking for entrance, to which Alexander responds by opening his mouth letting Xavier explore his mouth. Everything was perfect. This is what Xavier has been waiting for. While in the moment, things suddenly changed. Alexander stopped kissing him back. He opened his eyes to see what was wrong only for his eyes to meet with a blood covered Alexander who looked lifeless. “Alex, Alexander, baby wake up.” Xavier cried trying to wake up Alexander. The sun that was shining bright suddenly disappeared, a storm followed by heavy rain following. Xavier opened his eyes as he jumped up from bed, covered in sweat. “I hope this nightmare has nothing to do with Alexander.” Xavier said to no one in particular.