The Golden Bite

11|You Have A Mate

This feels amazing—No better than f*****g amazing. After Emilio kissed me we struggled to keep our hand off of each other once we got out. We made it inside the house but he couldn't wait until we walked up the stairs. He lifted me up onto the counter with a sexy growl. I love how his wolf gets when we are this close. I hate that I can't give it back to him.

He pushed my legs apart and got between them. Now I'm dry humping him like a horny i***t. "I take it you want my mouth around you tonight." I smile and bite his lip softly. 

He grabs my wrists and pins them up on the cabinets. "No I want my tongue inside you while you moan my name." He growls and my insides churn. I bite my lip as he kisses my chest. I want his lips on my neck. 

"I want you to f**k me with your tongue. I want your hair wrapped around my fingers as I push you deeper." He presses against me, his hard on harder that before.

"What else do you want me to do?" He asks licking up my arm "I want you to bend me over this counter and f**k me hard." I whisper and he smirks. 

His grip on my wrists get tighter as he slams into me through our clothes. My head rolls back and my mouth parts as I let out a soft slow moan. He continues this movement a moment longer and I can feel my realese. His eyes go dark and his voice low and sexy. "What else." I wrap my legs around his waist. "I want you to rip my shirt off and suck on my tits." He pushes harder and I feel him jerk. We're both losing it. "I'm cumin" I whisper moan. "Fuck." His eyes flicker and he stops moving. His breathing is faster and his fangs have popped out. "Don't stop." I open my arms for him to come back but he doesn't. "You should go home." I jump off the counter and look at him shocked.

"What?" I look at him in disbelief. "What so you're just going to kick me out after what we just did." I growl

He bites his lip. "Tell me, did your wolf react when I kissed you? Did she lose control."

I watch him for a second. Of corse she didn't and I hate that she wouldn't at least pretend. I look down and shake my head. "Exactly. Lock the door behind you." He walks up the stairs leaving me to stand there along and stuck in my thoughts. 

I want my wolf to react to Emilio the way I do. 

I leave the house locking the bottom lock behind me before angrily. It shouldn't matter that my wolf isn't attracted to him. I am, and we are basically the same person.

I take my keys out and walk into my house I pull out my phone debating if I should text him. 

You jerk. How could you leave me turned on like that!

I walk up the stair while taking off my jacket. 

It should be your mate dry humping you not me. He replied 

Fuck him and f**k you too. I told you a million times I have no emotional attachment to him. I throw my jacket angrily onto the bed and sit there with my phone in my hands as he replies.

I'm not yours Delilah and you're defiantly not mine.

What if I was? He hasn't marked me.

Delilah....You should listen to your inner wolf. 

What about yours?

He doesn't reply and I sigh. I know why he's keeping his distance and I can't blame him. I can never break this bond and he knows it. If I was him I would keep my heart safe too.

Except I'm not him and he hasn't met me. I'm stubborn and I'm not going down without a fight. I'm going to make him give in and then turn him down like he did me.

'Oh keep me locked in the back of your mind for a week while you go cheat on mate' My inner wolf Jessica says.

'Calm down Jess. You know I don't love our mate." I roll my eyes 'Well he loves me so I intend to keep it that way'

'I want you to be happy Jess but not at the cost of my own happiness. I love you but I want to be happy too."

Jessica sighs 'I know but I already found my soulmate. You don't understand how mate is when you let me take over in wolf form.'

'Jess just meet with Emilio's wolf and forget about the mate bond for just two minutes.'

'I'll try.'

I take off my clothes and change into my Pajamas. I look out the window but Emilio's blinds are shut. Why am I asking Jess to meet with with his mate like I'm going to be with him forever. I just want a summer fling before I go back home.

I lay back in my bed and text my friend Gabbie

Are you all packed for tomorrow?

Yeah. Are you ready to get f****d up in a bar.

I giggle 

Yes, yes I am

Good cause girl I'm drinking until I pass out.

I giggle at her text and roll over on the bed. I make myself comfortable and fall asleep with memories of my lunch earlier. 

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I watched as she laid on her bed. She has no idea that I'm watching. I hate that her wolf didn't have a single reaction to me. It just proves how in love she is with her mate, even if she won't admit it. 

Sarah: So how did it go?

Emilio: Shouldn't you be asking her?

Sarah: I think she fell asleep.

Emilio: It was fun but she has a mate Sarah stop trying to play matchmaker.

Sarah: Well let a girl have some hope.

Sarah: I guess I really should just let her be happy with her mate.

Sarah:Not like she can break her mate bond.

Emilio: She can, she just wouldn't be with me.

Sarah: I don't know. You should give it a try even if it doesn't work out.

I roll over and close my eyes but sleep doesn't consume me. I can't get her being so close to an orgasm out of my head. I should have given it to her.

After a while I finally fall asleep.

I wake up to my father knocking on my open door. I open my eyes squinting as I adjust to the lights. "Hey son can we talk." he's focused on the ground, when he does that it's never good."

"Yeah" I sit up "Whats up." 

He walks closer and crosses his arm. "Felicity and I are getting serious and I want her to meet you." he sighs as I pinch the bridge of my nose. "Are you sure you can trust her. I mean what if she doesn't like my curse." I ask "I'm willing to take a risk. I don't want to lie to her anymore." I understand how my father feels. I want to support him after all it was my fault he lost his first love.

"Okay. When am I going to meet her?" 

"I was thinking tomorrow night" he smiles. "Okay...are you telling her the full truth?" I ask "No. She doesn't need to know about that yet." He lowers his head. He wants to keep me safe and I appreciate it.

"You will be leaving next year and I don't want to jeopardize your safety because of something I want." he smiles "Alright dad." he takes this time to leave and I get up. 

I need to go for a jog today. I pull out my phone and call Jacob.

"Hello" he croaks through the phone. "Get up we're going on a jog."

"Do you know how f*****g early it is?" I roll my eyes "Its never to early for a run."

He sighs and I can hear him shuffling "I'm going out for a run with Emilio baby. I'll be back." I hear keys jiggle "I'm on my way." I hear him sigh through the phone. I give him an okay before hanging up. 

I walk over to my drawer and take out a pair of shorts. I change into them leaving my shirt off. I hate wearing a shirt when I go running in the morning. There's a bunch of woods around us to keep us covered from other houses. I grab my headphones and then head down the stairs. I take my time as I make some breakfast. 

Bacon, eggs and coffee. It took me twenty minutes to make before I devoured my breakfast as if it wasn't enough. I hear a knock on my front door and answer it. Jacob walks In with his workout clothes on. "You know I f*****g passed off a blow job from Zara just for this damn run." he glares 

I just shrug and fill up my water bottle. "Well, your loss. I'm sure a blows not that f*****g good." I close the lid on my bottle. I wouldn't know since I've only had them from humans which aren't close to as good as I need it to be. 

"You're f*****g crazy man." he shakes his head. We both leave the house and make our way to the trail in the forest. I let my wolf run wild. The thing is that since I'm a golden wolf my fur is golden. I had my father dye my wolf fur just in case I needed to transform. He dyed my hair the color black while other guy wolves hair are Auburn or a dark grey. It's rare to see a black wolf and I like to be rare.

Once in our wolf form, we start to run fast and far. Our wolves can run faster than a speed train. Humans can barely see us when we are running because their eyes react to slow. My wolf has two different eye colors. We were made to take peoples mates that's our curse so I have three eye colors. Brown and gold are my wolves eye colors, brown being to hide the fact that I'm a golden. 

My original eye color is hazel. My wolf howls over to Jacobs to let him know theirs a waterfall up ahead. We start running towards it so we can jump in....