The Golden Bite

13|We Aren’t Meant To Be

Emilio grips my hair in his hands and pulls my head back. He sucks the base of my neck and I moan. I grind against him and he walks backward and sits on the bed. I create more friction and the bed starts to squeak. "Emilio." I moan

His hand slides into my panties and he circles my c**t. I jerk my head down to rest on his shoulder. After a minute he slips two fingers inside. I bite his shoulder to hold back my moans. I move my body against him as his fingers pump in and out of me.

"I-I don't want her to be your mate," I whisper. "Her who?" he asks "Gabbi." I continue to move faster this time. "Why don't you want her to be my mate?" he asks and my heart sinks. He was supposed to say I won't but why would he. Why would I want my friend to go through that?

I just want to feel him this last time and then I'll leave him alone. "I want you all to myself." 

He tugs on my hair again and pumps his fingers faster. I can feel myself getting closer and closer over the edge.

"She's not my mate," he whispers

"But you like my fingers inside don't you."  I bite my lip "Yes. I-I want them inside everyday Emilio." he said she wasn't? I wasn't reading their body language wrong. They both reacted to the way you react to your mate. "She's not my mate. I just was surprised to see her." he pants.

I arch my back and he goes deeper. "Emilio faster." he pulls my body up before pushing it back onto his fingers. I go over the edge. My toes curl up and my body is shaking. I want him to feel like this too.

I unzip his pants and he furrows his brows. "What are you doing." He questions.

I don't answer and pull him out of his underwear. Gosh, his c**k looks better up close like this.

He's hard and ready for me and I stroke my hand up with force. 

"f**k baby." 

I climb off of him and get on my knees. He watches me with a lustful look. I lick my lips before taking him in my mouth. His eyes roll back and he grips my head. I swirl my tongue around his tip and he groans. "f**k baby your mouth is so tight." he pushes himself deep and I get a taste of his pre-ejaculate. I start to pump hard and fast and his grip in my hair tightens. He grips the covers in his hands and I like that he's in my room. 

"You like having my c**k in your mouth don't you." I shake my head and grip his balls. I can feel ready for him again. Every time I did this to Jonathan he would always insult me. I didn't want that with Emilio I wanted to please him. 

I grip his thighs and push him so deep he hits my neck. I gag but continue sucking. "You like that." I panted "I f*****g love it" 

He jerks his body off the bed and it squeaks every time he does. "c*m in my mouth." I moan. He suddenly jerked in my mouth and his hot liquid went down my throat as I swallowed. I continue to bob my head until he was done and then I moved back. 

When I stood up he was leaning on his arms with his head tilted to the side. Mm so f*****g sexy.

"Come here he growls." his wolf is fighting for control. I wish my wolf would do the same. I walk closer and he grabs my wrist. He pins me down onto the bed and gets on top of me. His wrists on mine feel like fire burning me.

He lifts my shirt with force and then starts nibbling on my stomach. I moan as he does. His eyes are switching from a dark brown and a very light brown, or yellow. I can't tell since his head is down. "That felt so good baby. I haven't c*m like that in years." he bites my belly button and pulls on it. 

"So good I want to feel what it's like inside you." he purrs "Why haven't you in years?" I ask.

He moves back up to my lips avoiding the question. I look into his eyes and they are yellow. "Y-Your eyes," I whisper. His body tenses up and he moves away from me so fast. He turns away from me while I recover. I take two breaths before getting off of the bed.

I put my hand on his shoulder. "I didn't mean anything bad by it. I like it." I smile. "We need to get back downstairs," he says not turning back towards me. He pulls up his pants and I bite my lip.

"Did I do something wrong?" I ask him. "No, you did everything right. It's me that did something wrong." he opens the door and walks out. What the hell was that supposed to mean. I'm tired of him walking out on me when we both want the same thing."

I walk out of the room after fixing my clothes and my hair. I had to wait a few minutes before walking down the stair. Felicity and David haven't seemed to notice how long we were gone.

I sit back down next to Emilio who doesn't make eye contact with me for the rest of the night. 

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*Emilio*

I couldn't look at her while my father talked more about himself to Delilah. If I did I wasn't sure if I would still be in control. When I had her pinned against the bed my wolf had consumed me. He was going to bite her and I had to pull away. I already let her see my eyes. Luckily she believed that was just a regular eye color for wolves.

She wanted me so bad and I wanted her too. I wish I was normal then I could have a mate to go through this with without thinking I'm going to bite her.

I know she's angry with me but I need to keep her safe from me. "So Emilio do you have a mate yet?" Gabbi asks. I almost choke on my food and my dad rubs his neck nervously. "I don't need a mate,"  I said cooly. I can see a faint smile from Delilah next to me. 

"Nonsense surely everyone needs a mate. Even though I hated what my mate did I loved him a lot." Felicity says "When our bond was destroyed I was devastated. I'm sure your father feels the same about Shelly."

My eyes went dark. How could my father tell Felicity about my mom? We aren't supposed to tell anyone about her. "Y-Yeah. A mate bond is amazing." he smiles nervously. I'm furious with him. How could he talk about my mother to his new lover?

"I don't think a mate bond is special at all. It just bounds you to a random person for life no matter if you love them or not. You're just expected to meet and have babies during the heat." I say and Delilah nods. "I think he's right. My mate and I are not in a good place and I don't see myself having kids with him when I want them," she admits.

"There isn't any way to break the bond unless they die so what are you going to do?" Felicity asks. "I'll find a way. I refuse to let my mate control me." she crosses her arm and I try to hide my smile. I may have a chance with her if she doesn't want him.

No!

What the hell am I thinking?

I can't let myself be with her. If I do then I might kill her.

At the end of dinner, Delilah and Gabbi take everyone's plates and puts them in the dishwasher. I watch Delilah smile with her best friend. Her lips are still a tint of pink from what we did earlier. Gosh. "It would be nice if you could hang out with my daughter this summer. I'm sure you could show her around." I nod my head.

"My friends love her so we would be happy to." I sand up with my father. "I'm staying over tonight son. Take the keys and let yourself in." I nod.

I get my stuff and make my way out of the kitchen. "I'll walk him out."  I hear Delilah call from behind me. I make it to the front door and she opens it for me. "Listen Emilio I had a great time tonight." she smiles and I turn towards her. "Yeah so did I." I cross my arms.

"Emilio you may be fighting with yourself over whether you want me or not but I want you. I'm trying to make things different but you keep pushing me away." She bites her lip and fidgets with her fingers. I sigh before grabbing her waist. I pull her out of the door and close it. Then I pin her against the door with my hands on either side of her.

"I never said I didn't want you. Why do you keep putting words in my mouth?" I growl "You walked out of the room after we...you know." she looks down at the ground avoiding eye contact with me. "Did I f*****g tell you I didn't want you, Delilah?" I ask and she shakes her head. "No." she smiles.

I take her hand and kiss the back of it before walking off her porch, leaving her in a flutter. Her mate must tell her horrible things all the time, why else would she assume I didn't want her. I defiantly want her.

I just can't have her. I'll never be able to have her...