Dear Crush

Crush 4

Dear Adrian,

I hate you.

I hate how you have such a big impact on me.

You don't even know me and here I am getting affected by you.

I ask myself everyday what made me like you.

I got none.

Well you do have the looks.

And the brain.

BUT you being in third year just made me loose hope that you'll like me back.

Heck you will never like me back because I don't think I can ever approach you.

How do you approach a third year that is part of a chemistry school organization as VP of Operations and is the Co-President of a mental health school organization!?

Tell me I would like some tips.

My friend added you on f*******: using my account- I didn't have the guts to add you because of the fear of rejection.

One week.

It took one week for you to accept me.

And it took five minutes for you to break my heart.

Did you delete me?

What happened?

Was it a glitch?

You know what's crazy?

I cried.

Then I thought it was because you basically accepted me and deleted me right away- What the hell was that about?! I kept thinking.

But now I realized that I didn't cry because of what happened but because I felt stupid.

I thought I would finally get to talk to you once you accepted me.

I'm done.

I am not going to get anything from it.

Bye.