Dear Crush

Crush 5

Dear Adrian,

I said I was moving on already but why is it so hard?!

Moving on as if we actually happened. Aren't I funny.

What is it with you?! I honestly can't stop thinking about you.

And that smile- OH GOD THAT SMILE OF YOURS HAD MY KNEES GO WEAK.

I saw you today.

It was as if I was meant to see you today.

You see, my friend and I were waiting in line at Starbucks, when my other friend texted me that you were near our "study spot"

So I automatically smiled and was telling everyone before me in the line to hurry up (in my head) so I can get to you

As soon as I got my drink my friend, who was with me, said "Look it's Adrian"

I saw you walking past us and made your way to the stairs

So I pulled my friend and we followed you. You were going in the same direction where our "study spot" is.

I just want to ask,

Were we obvious?

Did you find it creepy?

Sorry! MY friend is the definition of obvious...

We were about 10 metres behind you.... walking....

And my heart was beating 10x faster.....

I hate you.

I said I was moving on already but you just haaaaaad to make eye contact with me earlier did you?!

Now tell me, how can I move on from you?!