Heartbreak Story

Chapter 30: The Premiere

NATHAN'S P.O.V

The next day I felt completely wrecked. I could not sleep last night, hell I didn't even get any sleep. All I could think was where the hell is my girlfriend?! Where did she stay? Is she safe out there? I could not help but feeling extremely guilty for our fight. I blamed my self for all this mess. I'm such a jerk.

"Mate, focus!" Scooter said beside me.

Scooter, Ariana, and I were on our way to the movie premiere where we were all invited. My mind was still on Anna. I could not help being worried about her. I just want her back, I'm ready to apologize to her.

"Nathan I'm so sorry" Ariana said quietly. She sounded guilty but I could careless about her. She was the cause of this mess. If she didn't say those horrible things to Anna, none of this would had happened.

I was really disappointed at her. This is so not Ariana. She would never do that to anyone, the Ariana I knew was a sweet, humble, and kind person. But guess people changed then.

Then we arrived at this movie premiere called The Scorch Trials. I had no idea why that movie sounded familiar.

"Hold my hand, Nathan" Ariana said as the door of the car opened. One of the deals from Scooter that Ari and I had to look as close as we were in public, that included holding hands. I just sighed and took her hand in mine as we walked out of the car.

We walked down the red carpet together, hand in hand. This reminded me of our memories, when I was still with her. I shook the thoughts away and kept on walking. The cameramen started taking pictures of us two whilst interviewing me and Ariana, asking about our upcoming duet song.

"Is it true that you and Ariana are back together again?"

"How long have you both been together again?"

"What about the girl you were spotted in Heathrow Airport a week ago?"

The reporters started asking me about Ariana. I sighed and just ignored those stupid questions. Ari and I stood by each others, let the cameramen took pictures of us together, even though I really wanted to leave this premiere and looked for my girlfriend.

I looked the other way when I spotted a figure not far from where I was standing. She looked so familiar. I took a closer look and my heart raced when I saw who it was. She wore a black dress that hang on her mid thigh and black heels that looked so fit in her. She let her hair fall around her shoulder, with a little curly style around her lower hair. My God, she looked so gorgeous. That's her. I finally found her.

Anna.

ANNA'S P.O.V

"Are you ready?" Thyme asked as we arrived at the movie premiere.

I let out a sigh. "I'm pretty nervous"

"Don't worry, you'll be okay. You're with us now" Kaya smiled at me. I gave her a smile as well before the door of the car was opened.

Then the cameramen started taking pictures of us. Thomas and Dylan were the first to go on the red carpet, following by Thyme, Kaya, Ki Hong, and me. We gathered to a small group and the interviewers started asking the boys some questions whilst I just stood there watching them to answer those questions. Then we were separated into 3 groups. Dylan with Kaya, Thomas with Ki Hong, and me with Thyme.

"What was your role in the movie?"

"How do you feel about being the new actor in Hollywood?"

"Is she girl your girlfriend? What's her name?"

"No she is my bestfriend" is all Thyme said to them before we left to meet the other casts of TST. Thyme stopped and looked at me. "You look beautiful by the way" Thyme whispered.

I blushed. "Thanks, Ty. You look good too"

He smiled then we just stood and let the cameramen took pictures of us. Thyme and I had become good friends. I love his company. He is always fun to be around.

Then I recognized someone from a far. He wore black suit and damn he looked absolutely gorgeous.

No way. What was he doing here?

My heart raced when his eyes met mine and he walked towards me before taking me to this small backstage where there were less people and no reporters are allowed to come here. He waste no time in pulling me into a tight hug.

"Oh thanks God, you're okay. I've been so worried about you" he sounded so relief.

"Nathan"

"No, please don't start any arguments again. Let me speak to you" he said as he pulled away and looked at me. "I'm really sorry. I really am. I was a jerk to not believe in you and yelled at you in front of people. I am so sorry, I have no words to describe how bad I felt knowing that I hurt your feelings. Babe, I'm really sorry. Please, please forgive me"

I didn't know what to do. I was still upset with him, but he sounded so broken. It would be selfish if I didn't forgive him, so I pulled him into hug.

"Okay, I forgive you"

"You do?" he asked. I nodded and gave him a smile. "Thank you so much babe, I'm so sorry" he pulled me into hug again.

"It's okay Nathan"

He smiled and leaned in to kiss me. Though it had only been a day but I have missed his kiss.

"I love you so much babe"

"I love you too Nathan" I smiled at him.

"Nathan babe where are you?" a girl's voice came and soon it revealed the person who I disliked (hate is a strong word so I used the word dislike). Ariana. As soon as she saw me, her smiled disappeared. "Oh sorry" she said.

I glared at her. Why the hell is she here? Why did she call Nathan 'babe'? Are they a thing? Ariana looked at me in guilt. Wait, I thought she hated me? Why did she look so guilty?

"I-it's not like what you think, babe. She calls everyone with babe" Nathan said as if he could read my mind.

I sighed as my head pounded in pain. Nathan and Ariana really got me a headache. I don't know who to trust. When everything has finally cool down, another things happened.

"I will leave you both, bye" I announced and quickly left but Nathan stopped me.

"Please, don't leave, not again" he begged.

"Nathan, Scooter had been looking for you" Ariana said this time.

I took this chance to escape from Nathan's grip and ran to find the boys. I heard Nathan calling my name but I just ignored him. I don't understand us. We keep fighting these days, it's like something tear us apart.

"Hey where have you been? I was looking for you" Thyme asked when I came back.

"Got lost" I giggled nervously.

"Me and the boys are going to the club to celebrate it, come join us?"

I was not really in the good mood to go to the club but I looked over at Nathan who's holding hands with Ariana. I frowned, why did he do this to me?

"Yeah sure, it's going to be fun" I smiled. I need to have fun to forget about what had happened earlier with Nathan.

Thyme took my hand and we hopped into the car, following by the boys and Kaya behind us.

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"Alcohol?" the bartender asked as we sat on the VIP bar.

I shook my head. "No thanks, I'll just have water please"

"Water? Do you not drink alcohol?" Dylan asked beside me.

"I can't drink those, digestion problem" I lied.

"Oh I see"

"I'll just have water too please" Thyme said. The bartender just nodded and pour the water into the glass.

"You sure you won't drink?" I asked Thyme.

"Yep. I can't let you manage all of us drunk by yourself" he giggled, making me laugh. He was right though.

We just chat some random things. The boys danced with Kaya, they seemed a bit drunk. I unlocked my phone and scrolled down my timeline. My eyes caught a photo on a tweet. It was a picture of Nathan and Ariana. Nathan's hand lingered on her waist whilst she held his hand. And the caption said Are Nathan Sykes and Ariana Grande back? Will Nariana starts all over again?

What is this about? I thought he said that she was just his past. I couldn't help but feeling so hurt to see this.

"Are you okay?" Thyme asked, rubbing my back.

"You know what.. f**k this s**t. I'm going to get drunk tonight" I said as I asked the bartender to give me alcohol.

"Wow slow down, I thought you can't drink that?"

"I don't care! I just want to get drunk and forget about everything!" I then took a gulp of the alcohol, at first it tasted disgusting but I just kept on drinking and it actually tasted better.

I started to feel so weird, like I was not myself. Alcohol took over me, maybe this is what drunk feels. But I don't care, I just want to forget about Nathan. My eyes started to get blurred, I couldn't see clearly. I didn't know what I was doing. I just knew that I was dancing with someone else until someone took my hand.

"What the f**k are you doing?! You can't get drunk!" the person shouted. I knew that voice, but I couldn't see who the person was.

I was dragged by that person but I couldn't fight, I was too drunk and weak. I had no idea what happened to me.

NATHAN'S P.O.V

I watched as Anna hopped into the car with some guys and a girl. I think I know who they are. They are the cast of this movie premiere. And she was with that Thyme guy. I hate that guy so much.

I hopped into the car and told the driver to follow the car Anna was in. We then stopped in front of this club. I saw Anna and the boys went inside. I followed them behind. I watched as Anna and Thyme talking, I couldn't hear what they were talking about. I just waited and watched from a far. I saw a frown from Anna, she seemed so sad and hurt. That must be because of me.

"You know what.. f**k this s**t! I'm going to get drunk tonight!" I heard her said.

She went to the bartender and immediately took a gulp of alcohol. Wait, she can't drink that!

I watched as she danced with a random guy, I think she started to get drunk. She can't get drunk, I won't let that happen. I stood up from my seat and walked up to her.

"What the f**k are you doing?! You can't get drunk!" I shouted between the blasting music.

"f**k off" she rolled her eyes, still dancing. She seemed so drunk, I immediately drag her out from the club. "Let go off me!"

"You're drunk!"

I lift her up so I could carry her easily, she hit my back repeatedly but I kept on carrying her. I brought her to my car and told the driver to take us home. The whole ride, Anna kept jerking to get out of the car but I stopped her. I have never seen her drunk like this, not even once.

"Put me down!" she hit my back again as I carried her to the house.

I opened the door of our room and placed on the bed gently. Her cheeks were red, she was so drunk.

"Calm down Anna!" I was getting frustrated to control her drunk.

She stared at the ceiling, but it was an empty stare. "I f*****g hate Nathan" she mumbled.

My muscle tensed up after she said those words. "Y-you are joking, right?"

"Why would he kiss that Ariana girl when he knows that he already had a girlfriend? Why would he yell at me to defend her when I was trying to tell him the truth? Why is he so close to her? What have I done to him?" she closed her eyes.

My heart hurts to hear that. Did I really hurt her like that?

"Do ya know why he is acting like that?" she asked. When I didn't answer, she continued. "I thought he loved me but I was wrong" she said quietly, but I still managed to hear that.

I sighed and pulled her into hug tightly. I didn't know I have hurt her like this. I promised her I would never hurt or make her sad yet I did it again. I was such a jerk. I didn't deserve her.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry" is all I could say before she slowly fell asleep in my arms.

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