Heartbreak Story

Chapter 31: Making Up

NATHAN'S P.O.V

I watched as she fell asleep in my arms, her cheeks turned slightly red from the alcohol effect. My heart sank to see her like this. I tightened my grip around her, she was never this upset before. And it's saddening that I was the cause of her upset.

I kissed her forehead. "I'm so sorry, baby"

WARNING: EXPLICIT CONTENT!!

ANNA'S P.O.V

When I woke up, I felt a pang of pain in my chest. Boy it did hurt a lot. I groaned as my head pounded terribly. I tried to get up but something hard held me back in my place. I rubbed my eyes to see the clearer vision, that's when I saw a sleeping Nathan beside me. His arm wrapped safely around me.

Wait, wasn't I supposed to be with Thyme?

I untangled his hand away slowly from me, trying not to wake him up. But I failed, because then he stirred and opened his eyes. Seeing him brought back the memories of our fights and I could not help but feeling upset.

"Hey, you are awake," he said as he saw me. "How are you feeling?"

"Worst. My head is hurting" I sighed. "Let go off me please" I said as his hand still rested on my stomach.

"Oh, sorry"

Then everything went silent. None of us dared to start a conversation. I was still very upset to him.

"I'm sorry," he began. "I never wanted to hurt you intentionally, I can never do that to you. The past few days I have been a completely asshole to you. Anna, I'm so sorry. I'm very sorry for all the mess I caused. I'm sorry for making you sad and can't be a good boyfriend. I don't deserve any forgiveness from you but, I just want you to know how sorry I am for hurting you" his voice was broken.

As much as he had hurt me, it hurt me too to see him this upset. He was sincere when he said he was sorry, and I would be selfish if I didn't forgive him. After all, he is human and makes mistakes.

"Please give me another chance" he pleaded.

I sighed. "Okay, I forgive you. I'm sorry too for overreacting"

He shook his head. "No, you're not overreacting. You have every right to be mad at me for being a jerk to you. It's all my fault and I hate myself too"

"Nath, it's fine, don't blame yourself" I said, giving him a smile.

That made him smiled. "Thank you, baby. I love you so much"

"I love you too Nathan"

He then leaned in to kiss me, I closed my eyes and kissed him back. I have missed this. I have missed his kiss. The past few days had been hell for me, but I'm so glad and happy that we made up. Because I have missed my boyfriend so much.

Nathan rolled over so he was on the top of me, hovering over me as our lips met again. He intertwined our fingers and pinned my hands down on the mattress, kissing me gently. There was this feeling where I want to touch him.. and feel him. I don't know why but I want him now, I need him.

I sat up, running my hands around his soft hair. He moaned as I played with his hair, I smiled at the effect I gave him. The kiss got heated and before I could stop myself, I tucked the hem of his shirt and lift it up. Our kiss broke for a second before rejoining it again, Nathan ran his hands on the back of me and undressed me as well, leaving me with just my undergarments.

For a moment, he pulled away and looked at my body. That made me feel extremely uncomfortable because no one has ever seen me half naked. And I'm ashamed of how my body look too. Nathan sensed my insecurities because then he took my hands in his.

"You're so beautiful," he said, looking at me in the eyes. "Don't be ashamed of your body, I've told you before that you are beautiful inside and out"

I smiled in grateful. "Thanks, Nath"

He smiled and kissed my forehead. He then took off his pants, leaving him only with his boxer and there I saw his bulge. Blood rushed on my cheeks as I realized I was the cause of it. He then lift me up and kissed me again as he was hovering over me, not breaking our kiss. But soon he pulled away.

"I can't do this babe" he sounded so guilty.

"Why? Do you not want me?" I rubbed his cheek with my thumb.

He smiled weakly. "I do want you babe, but I know that you are not ready. We can wait until you are ready"

I smiled. "I am ready"

He then unclasped my bra as I took off my pants, leaving me all naked. He did the same, we were both naked. He positioned himself between my legs, throwing them around his hips. I was nervous, but I'm ready. I'm 20 and I'm old enough to do it, plus I'm in love with Nathan and there's nothing wrong about that.

He looked at me. "Are you sure about this?"

I nodded. "Yes, Nathan"

"It's going to hurt for the first time but I promise I will be gentle"

I just smiled and he leaned in to kiss me again. With then, he pushed himself in me slowly. At first, I didn't feel anything, but then a sharp of pain hit me and I hissed slightly.

That made Nathan stopped in the middle. "Am I hurting you?" I could hear concern in his voice.

I bit my lips. "A bit"

"Do you want me to stop?"

I shook my head and breathed. "No, just please go slow"

There's no way we will back out now that we have made it this far. He leaned in to kiss me and thrust his hips gently, letting me to adjust. I groaned silently as it felt so not comfortable. Nathan thrust in me very gently and slowly, as he promised. The pain was still there but soon faded away and replaced with this new sensation of pleasure that I have never felt in my life.

Eventually, Nathan speed up a bit but still thrusting me gently while I let out a moan. I quickly covered my mouth as the moan came out so weird from me, but Nathan moved my hand to uncover my mouth.

"Don't cover it, just let it out, baby" he caressed my cheek.

Damn, he felt so good in me. I closed my eyes as Nathan placing kisses on my neck. He groaned as I dig my nails on his back, I guess that sent him to the edge.

"f**k, you feel so good, Anna" he moaned in my ear, sending me shiver down my spine. I smiled that I was making Nathan feel good.

He pinned my hands above my head, resting his forehead on mine as our lips met. No sounds around us, just our heavy breathing and the bed rocking. Nathan found the spot where I felt so close to my climax.

My breath became heavier as I was so close to climax, Nathan kept moving in and out, but judging by the heavy breaths, he was close too. A second later, something pushed me to the edge and I felt this amazing feelings. I grabbed Nathan's arms as I moaned his name.

"So beautiful" he mumbled.

Not long after that, he moaned my name as he climaxed too. How I love the sound of my name when he moaned. He then pulled out and collapsed beside me. We were both breathless.

I did it. I just lost my virginity to him. And I didn't regret it all, I'm glad that my first was with him.

He pulled me closer as I rested my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat.

"That was amazing" he was the first one to speak. "Truthfully, I have never made love to anyone, you were the first one" he smiled.

I blushed. "It was amazing too. And I'm glad I had it for the first time with you"

He smiled and pecked my lips. "I'm glad I'm your first time, baby"

With that, we spent the rest of the night cuddling and soon we both drifted into a deep sleep.

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