Chapter - 126 - A day with Heavy Thoughts
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Steev's POV :
However I was alone so decided to prepare for the next day.
imagining randomly things however I had already started imagining about the scenario 1 so I thought just to continue about that.
I imagined saying that I was aware of whatever happened the previous day and Sophia had confessed everything to me. So I was aware of whatever happened and I needed explanation about what actually happened but then it was totally wrong to tell like that because if I directly confess with her that I already knew the matter then obviously there would be no point in scenario 2 because I have told everything and obviously she have to agree with whatever I have told so there doesn't arise anywhere and in that I even cannot find out if she would be telling me the truth or going to hide the truth from me.
I close my eyes imagine everything once again about how the things should go and then I started once again from the beginning, it continued from the scenario 1 where I had put several questions in them so I have to find answers for that so the scenario one continued from me telling to Shikha that Sophia had ignored me the whole day whatever things which I went through because of Sophia in the office or here was the thing which I had to tell her. I would tell Shika that how I waited for Sophia in the morning and even she was aware of it and then in the office as well she never for cover to me she had to say something but she was going on post poning the topic and at the end of the day she just went away even without turning back. When I was calling her name also she did not turn back even once and that thing which I was about to tell to Shika and after saying all that I had to sit and wait for Shika's answer I had to see if she was going to tell me the truth and admit whatever she had done or she would be just ignoring whatever I had said and she was just going to act as if she doesn't know anything. If she says me all the truth then there arises scenario two.
I created scenarios by myself and tried solving it. I thought when I see with Shikha about Sophia first one was Shika will act as if she doesn't know anything about that and she will just try to show some sympathy what she will act fake and the she would just try to say something bad about Sophia she might try to provoke me more against Sophia and try to break the friendship and if Shika did that I would really be heart broken. I would really feel bad and would feel that Shika doesn't trust my friendship with Sophia and that is why she was doing that. and the other thing would be when I share the thing with the Shikha she might get regression of whatever she is has done and she might confess everything with me she might tell whatever she had done and she was reason behind all that and if she did so then it would be great I would not at all be sad I would really be happy all my sickness wood run away I would forgive her there and then I would never keep a bit of sadness about whatever had happened. And after thinking all the things I did not have any more energy to think anything else. I was sick and my energy was getting drained just by thinking.
* Few minutes later. *
" Steev... Steev... wake up.." , I heard.
I opened my eyes after few seconds and then realised that John was waking me up. " Steev, thank God you got up. I was so worried. I was trying to wake you up from so long time but you were not at all waking up. Thank God now you are up. " , said John. " Is it John, I was not aware of it at all. I do not know what had happened, I don't remember how did I fell asleep. " , I said. " Oh is it. Are you sure you were sleeping? " , Asked John. " Yeah then what else it would be? " , I said. " May be you were unconscious. " , said John. " Oh God. Really!? " , I asked. " I am not sure but I feel so. " , John said. " Steev, do not worry about tomorrow. I am confident that everything will be fine. If Shika really deserves to stay in your life then definitely she will and nobody can change it. So be calm. Do not go to meet her with lot of worries. Remember how happy and excited you were two days ago when you went to a restaurant with Shika. Yes exactly that same happiness and excitement you should have when you go to meet her Tomorrow. " , said John. " By listening to this I'm feeling much better John, thank you for this. " , I said. " No do not thank me. But just understand that do not worry what Shika did just understand it was only done with good intentions and not with any bad intension. So you being upset or angry doesn't make any sense. Did you get that. " , said John. " Yes John you are exactly correct. I should not worry for silly Matters. I stressed myself so much that I fell Sick and I even fell unconscious. It is nothing but due to my stupidity. " , I said. " Yes exactly, it is your stupidity and nothing else. " , said John. " Now my over flowing stress has been reduced but still I'm a bit nervous and it will be till tomorrow. And I hope it is normal. " , I said. " Yes if you are a bit nervous then it is fine. But over stressing is not fine. okay. " , said John. " Yes my brother you are right. " , I said. After the conversation John went to the kitchen as he was going to prepare some tasty food for me and him. I still had weakness and fever. I was waiting to have food and then I had to take my tablets. As having food in empty stomach was not fine. So I was laying down and thought instead of thinking something nonsense I could take a tiny nap until John Arrives. I closed my eyes and went for a deep yet tiny nap.
* After twenty minutes. *
Once again heard John calling my name. And I woke up. " Steev, look I have prepared Bread chaat. " , John said. " Wow bread chaat? It would be awesome. my mouth is watering already. " , I said. I was really excited to have it because I was sure it would be very nice. John served the food for both of us in two plates and kept it. I slowly got up and sat to have food. I had the first bite of the food and God the food was really tasty. " Hey John this is really very tasty. It's very good i can have even though I am sick. " , I said. " Yes bro that's why I prepared chaat. You can eat it with lot of fun. " , John replied.
Just like how a mother takes care of her kids, the same way John was taking care of me. A mother always thinks that her children should eat food with lot of excitement rather than eating forcefully and when I saw that John prepared some yummy dish specially for me because I was sick. And he did not wanted me to have plain bread because however I had no taste in my mouth and even without telling that John already knew about it. That's the reason John thought well and prepared yummy and tasty food. It was Bread Chaat. It was his first time to prepare that dish and it was only for me because I was unwell. I had no words to thank Lord for giving me a second mother in the form of John. John had taken care of me like I was his child. And I know it was all my lords hand behind that. And my mother's too. She was making sure I was fine and would not suffer much. I was really Lucky about that I could say. Tears rolled down from my eyes. But silently i wiped them off. I did not want John to see it and get more worried. Though it was not a matter of worrying but what if would worry. And u was not ready for that to happen there why I kept quite and silent at that time. Until it doesn't harm anyone it was all fine.
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