THE DRAMATIC LOVE AND HATRED

Chapter 4

Steev’s POV :

I saw my bus coming. The bus stood in front of me. I climbed the bus and sat down. Now my heartbeat had increased even more. There were only few minutes left for the interview and I was very scared. I was confident enough but still some nervousness was killing me.

I started recalling in my mind about what to talk and how to talk in front of the interviewer. After few minutes I saw the place coming where I had to get down. I stood up and then got down from the bus.

And I reached the right location. I took the address of that building out of my wallet and started hunting for that particular building where my interview was going to be held.

“Oh!! There it is”, I said to myself when I found the building. And I started walking towards that building. And I entered the building, as the office was in ground floor itself it was not a big task to find it out. I entered the office and sat in the waiting room. A person came and asked me, “Did you come here for the interview?”. “Yes sir”, I replied.

The person said, “Okay then go and meet manager sir, he is in his cabin. There your interview process will begin”. 

I started shivering even more. But I motivated myself by saying, “ It’s not your first interview of life. You have faced lot of them so stop being dumb and be brave Steev”. I believe that self motivation is more powerful than any other motivation. Therefore I forgot all my nervousness and anxiety and walked bravely towards the manager’s room.

“May I come in sir?”, I asked.  “Yes come in and please sit down”, he replied. The first impression about the manager was good. I felt he was sweet and also I felt a bit comfortable in the beginning itself. “Good morning sir my name is Steev”, I said. “Good morning Steev, good to see you here”, he replied. “Without any further delay let us begin”, he said. “Yes sir”, I replied.

He started with, “Introduce yourself”. I started introducing myself. He started asking various questions relating to my personal life, about my previous job, the knowledge which I have about this company and so on. I answered all the questions truthfully and confidently. I was praying that hopefully he gets impressed by me. “I will let you know the results of this interview tomorrow through a phone call”, he said. “Yes sir, sure. Thank you”, I replied. And then I left from there.

My nervousness and all the anxiety were completely vanished. I was a bit scared about the results of the interview but 90 percent of my worry was gone. 

Again as usual I walked towards the bus stand and stood there.

I was started thinking should I call Shika and tell about today’s interview or not. Roller coaster of my thoughts began. I started thinking a lot again. I started thinking what if she thinks I was unemployed till now? Or what if she judges me? And one sudden thought hit my mind and that thought created a huge impact on my mind. The thought was “What if Shika got married?”. This thought really broke me. I did not know exactly what was the truth but still I concentrated on the negative side more as always. I started thinking that I need to stop thinking about Shika from now. I was in a hurry to share this thought with my roommate john. I was sure he will definitely find out a solution. My bus was come. I climbed the bus and sat in it. Why did I even get this feeling I thought. It was my mistake of overthinking about it and I had to pay for it.