Jewel POV
I have been a nervous rack. After receiving the last threat, I made up my mind. I have to leave Mike. I am just hopeful that we can spend this one last night together before I leave him for good. I don't care if it rips my heart apart, my first and foremost interest is Mike´s life.
I know I might have come to him when the first threat happened, but at this point in time, it is too late to tell him everything and then expect him to forgive me easily. I have kept a huge thing from him, and I know that he would be disappointed, more than that. He will be mad despite everything. I don't want to see him hurt.
So I have to choose between two crappy options, coming clean and revealing everything to him, making him feel bad and that I don´t trust him enough to go to him with somethi
