FAILURE IN PROGRESS [ƪʃSHORT STORY ƪʃ]

In the world with humans, rose’s in the garden planted in a droughty soil. Blossoms in fear, straggle with hatred. As if there’s chains disguised as thorns, shackled. But, humans don’t bother to trouble with themselves. In fear of being detested by others. Even if they can feel the coldness of being alone. They arose hiding with their true emotions. Miserable in a crowded society. Although has a friend, but in favor. Being used if they have the value. Being thrown if their useless. What a cruel world? Just like my life goes to. I’m Rose Ardriel, a married woman. And this is my story. Their was a girl who lost her virginity in an early age of 16. When my husband, Andy Ardriel, knows my secret, his disgusted about my appearance. I thought once he’ll know, he’ll pity me. But I didn’t expect him to dislike me. Every time he comeback home, his drunk. Though he didn’t hit me, but he instead slap’s me with those hurtful words and turn a cold-hearted man. Maybe it’s because of his repugnance of me. How am I this so, so pathetic? This is way to absurd, isn’t it? I’m pathetically way too ridiculous. I know, I know that from the very start. That I’m a filthy person that everyone wants to throw off. Gosh!, what on earth have I done, that such a thing would happen to me. I’m just saying this not to attract once sympathy, but instead to let out my joyless emotions *sigh*. You must be thinking that I’m a big disappointment since I’m saying such things out of the blue.