betrayal of a mate

The past part 1

Afer reminiscing about the past , i headed trowards the kitchen as quietly as possible praying that i don't ecounter any pack member and get beat up first thing in the morning because my body is barely holding on 

When i finally made it to the kitchen , i let out a sight i didn't know i was holding.I make my way to the fridge and start getting what i need to make the pack's breakfast . Although , i hate cooking for the pack,for almost 60 person .You can imagine how exausted it makes me more  than anything else and i still do hate it . However, it changed a little since kylie started voicing his thanks and opinion whenever he ate my food .He didn't live in the pack house but he made sure to drop by whenever he can to keep me company in secret and honestly , I've ever been more thankful.I changed the way i see it thanks to kylie who adviced me "try to see the good in the little things " so I started viewing it as a habit or a preparation for when i find my mate and have my own familly  and if i don't i will try to think of kylie whenever i cook since he can't even boil an egg , I chuckeled a little at the thought of him cooking . It was simply impossible .

"oh kylie,I wonder how are you doing?are you safe and happy or are you suffering and hurt like me ?are you even alive ? " i felt tears forming in my eyes and threatening to fall , but i held them back, as the thought of kylie's death coursed through my mind.I always knew that he might be already dead the very first night he became rogue and was thrown out in the woods , all by himself . But i liked to think he was alive , because he might be , because kylie was the fighter that i never was and never will be no matter how much i try .He was always bullied wherever he went by humans and werewolves alike .The names they called him left me speachless . However, he saved no effort in talking back and protecting him self and even when he kept quiet or couldn't protect me , you can see fire in his eyes that's threatening to burn you to ashes. 

His strength and resilience inspired me and helped me through the hell i've been living in and still do .

I jumped as a hand made it's way around my waist and pulled me trowards a hard chest behind me . Realisation hit me like a slap in the face  . The only  person in the pack who does this is no other than him , Mike Finn , the future alpha of the midnight moon pack. A twisted , arrogant , heartless men to say the least .He speared no effort to bully me , call me names , beating me up and the list goes on . But what scares me the most is his s****l harassment and cruel punishment that leaves me shivering at the mere memories of it .

**FLASHBACK**

Tomorrow was the alpha's son 11 th birthday and i was the one who needed to prepare for the party .So i got up as early as ever and started cooking breakfast as fast as i can to avoid the packs warth . They hated when i was late by even a minute or had missed preparing something and beat me up that i couldn't wake up the next morning from the pain and injuries only to beat some more before leaving me to "rest".

After preparing the breakfast i waited obidently , sitting in a chair at the kitchen , head down and eyes downcast in fear i might accidently look someone in the eyes and get punished as i waited for the luna to finish her breakfast and tell me what i need to do for the celebration since this is my first time preparing and she and the alpha won't be here for it since they need to attend a meeting concering the rogues probleme so they would be away for 2 days at most .

"Alexandra"called the luna , she is a very beautiful woman in her thirties.She had a sleder svelte figure , with a perfect flawless creamy skin , blonde straight hair and black undifferent eyes looking down on me.

"yes luna " i whispered

The luna was always indifferent most of the times .She  didn't bully me nor bother to stop the members from doing so .But everyone knew she hated blood so they make sure to not beat me till the point of bleading in front of her .

 At first though when everyone thought i was a wolf pup she would give me some clothes she had bought when she was pregnant with mike and wanted a girl but soon enough she changed her attitude when it was confirmed i was a human . Honestly, i was hurt at her change of attitude and cold behaviour because i felt like i lost the mother that i never had but soon enough i was thankful for her for giving me the cold shoulder and not abuse me and  also since her intrest in me may spike the jealousy of mike who always expressed his hate trowards me in the most cruel ways possible .

"listen carefully Alexadra ,tomorrow is mike's 11th birthday and unfortunatly i won't be here to celebrate it with him nor supervise the preparation so you better keep in mind every and little task and work you need to get done so everything will be flawless . Do you get it ? " 

"yes luna"i muttered 

She looked at me for a while as if she is deciding to trust my words or not but decided to continue netherless.

" Okay now the first thing you need to do is clean the kitchen , living room and the big hall room where the celebratio will take place . Second , change the curtains . I began to deslike them and put the instead the beige ones in my room and the milky white in the the celebration room , the rest you may change as you like . Next , you will decorate the celebration room and last , you will bake the cake,remember it's a three layer chocolate cake with trawberry and berries on top. oh do bake some cupcakes , cookies and an apple pie for later when i come back .I already got the pack members to buy everything you may need. now i know it is your first time preparing but i don't care and i know that you know better than mess this up do you hear me ?" she said sternly.

"yes ..yes Luna " i whispered as i nodded my head repeadetly .

Satisfied with my answer she turned around and left . I got up and started washing the dishes when suddenly one of the pack members brust in .He snickered as he looked at me and strode to my direction .

He slapped me so hard before i could even registre what's coming at me . the sounds of slapping , punches thrown muffeled with my sobbing and whimpers echoed in the room .