MUTLULUĞA SARILMAK

I looked at it as if seeing it for the first time.

I was congenital heart disease. My heart was congenitally damaged.

My heart was aching for no reason. It used to speed up unnecessarily and bring that high-pitched sound of my watch, which I hadn't taken off my wrist since I was little, to my ears.

On unrelated days, I would open my eyes between walls other than the walls of my room.

I don't know or don't want to know how my heart is. Isn't it better not to know? He would come. Because ignorance was really bliss and I was living every moment to hold on to happiness so that happiness would be the smile on my face.

I had to be happy every moment I was alive because really life was too short for my lips to be twisted down.

That's why my impudent laughter was actually the subtext of my laughter.

"Oh mom, life is short, pop a laugh too"

🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂

Neşe begins to distance herself from the people around her when she was diagnosed with a heart condition when she was a child.

Contrary to popular belief, this distancing does not happen in accordance with Neşe's will, but little children like herself break the heart of a younger child Neşe.

This situation, which comes from her childhood, will also affect Neşe's future years.

Neşe has turned into a personality who seems indifferent to people, constantly laughing at many things that people do not understand, in short, trying to cover up her resentments with a smile on her face.

As her resentment increased, the smile on her face increased proportionally to her, and Neşe convinced everyone that she was a happy and careless personality.

The strange thing is that even Neşe believes that she is