Zec (COMPLETE)

CHAPTER XIII: Unable to Forget

I keep reminding myself that I need to forget you…

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Year 2007.

A year after we graduated senior high school, we completely lost communication with Milena. The last news we heard from her parents was she befriended a wrong crowd. I did my best to forget her. I focused on my studies and gave all my attention to my boyfriend. I let him kiss me and sometimes let him touch my chest over my clothes but I’m not letting him have s****l intercourse with me.

The difference between ND and Lan was, ND understood that s*x is not the only way we can be close. Maybe because he’s older and more mature. And the reason why I’m comfortable kissing him on his lips was because I always remember the time when I kissed Milena’s lips. ND’s character was like Milena’s, he’s smart, nice and and good looking. Almost like a male version of Milena! But of course, I would still choose Milena over him in a snap!

Me and ND were happy in our relationship and today, we’re celebrating our first anniversary.

After our romantic dinner, he asked me to join a birthday party of one of his students. He wanted to introduce me to them. We went to a bar in Quezon City at 10 PM. When we arrived, I almost felt dizzy because of the flashing lights and how wild the people danced. ND guided me to a table with a group of college students. Some of them were familiar to me. I saw them from a seminar I attended regarding Web Design.

ND introduced me to the birthday celebrant, Iona. After a while, another group joined us. I was surprised to see the twins, RR and JJ. JJ’s latest girlfriend was Iona! What a small world! The twins and I talked for a bit then they joined the other guys who’s sitting at another table. All of us girls, were busy chitchatting at a table not far away from the guys. Iona and I talked for hours! She’s fun to talk with! No wonder why JJ liked her! She told me how she met JJ and I told her about how I met ND.

Iona excused herself for a minute to check her best friend, Carly at the dance floor. When she came back, she’s pouting. I asked her why and she said that she couldn’t find Carly. She told me that Carly was here earlier with her FuBu. She wanted to introduce me to her best friend, but she was disappointed when she didn’t saw them. She thinks that Carly already left with Millie and have s*x again all night. She explained that Carly was a nice girl but then fell in love with a girl named Millie. Carly got addicted to having s*x with this Millie girl.

Iona hated that Millie girl because she knew that her friend will be hurt at the end. She said that Millie didn’t like commitments, she’s only using Carly for s*x. Well, I can’t blame Iona for hating this Millie girl, she’s only after her best friend’s safety.

After Iona’s birthday celebration, she and I exchanged numbers and promised to have a girl bonding some time. ND and I were both drunk, so we decided to rent a hotel suite nearby.

When we’re in the room, ND laid me down to bed and started kissing me.He’s giving soft sensual kisses on my forehead, down to my cheek then to my neck and down to my cleavage. I don’t want him to do further than that, so I took control. I got on top of him. I’m sitting on his torso. I opened the buttons on his shirt one by one as I stare at him biting my lips seductively.

This is the first time we’re doing something like this! Our make out sessions usually were kissing while he touch my boobs over my shirt.

I heard him groaned as I kissed and licked his neck down to his chest.And I gently sucked on his n*****s. I’m way too drunk that I’m imagining that I’m pleasuring Milena tonight!

As I rolled my tongue around his n****e, I slid down his body. I felt a growing bulge on his pants. I looked up at him and smiled sexily as I sucked his n****e real hard. His hands made their way to my butt and squeezed them playfully. I began pleasuring both of his n*****s and when he groaned again, he pulled my head up to meet his lips. Our tongues started to play with each other. He moved his hands to caress my breasts.

He was going to undress me, but I stopped him and held his hands back to my hips. He wanted me to reach orgasm too, but I doubt that he could give me what I want. I earned a guttural moan from him when I started to grind on top of him. I moved back and forth as I continued to play with his n*****s. He rubbed my back and butt and pushed me down, to grind more over him. I began to move faster and faster until I felt that he reached his limit.

After a few minutes, I got off from him. We laughed as we saw that our pants were wet. Good thing he had some clothes in his bag and gave me an extra boxer and a short. I went to the bathroom and took a quick shower.

When I got back, ND was sleeping peacefully with a satisfied smile at his lips.

I kissed him on his forehead and whispered, “Happy Anniversary!”

I hoped that I satisfied him. That’s the only way to give back all the nice things he’s done for me. I just wished that he was Milena. Oh my gosh! I miss her so much! Why am I still in love with her?!