everything starting to look up for the better and life changing events and starting to happen slowly and I can't wait for it all
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Life is starting to look up for me for better I'm doing things that I've been passionate for for years and I'm getting it to my music and I'm actually on SoundCloud with my music a lot of people is loving my music I have had like two record labels that wanted to sign me but then I went down south but it's okay cuz I believe in one door closes another one will open for better I'm going to be starting my online class again next month on the 14th going towards my bachelor's degree and criminal justice of science can't wait for that life is really starting to look up for me you know my daughter is suffering now she's living where I was living at but she's going to be okay cuz Life is starting to look up for her too I just wish that the guy that she's dating she will leave him alone because he's nothing I mean how would you feel if your daughter always sad and crying and suicidal thoughts going through her head all the time because of this person I don't like that and it's crazy because now life is passing by and my baby girl is too young to be stressed out and depressed and having these crazy thoughts you know I know that she's very talented she get it from her mother and she can go a long way and I know it once she's real focused but at the end of the day I'm going to always be here for her no matter what weather is good bad or ugly I'm going to always be here for my daughter I don't care what anybody say or do or whatever she is my only one and I pray nothing ever happens to her because I don't know what I would do with myself anything was to ever happen to my daughter cuz life doesn't wait for No One and if anything was to happen to her I don't know what I'll do with myself I think you might as well take me to because at this point I will feel like I don't have nobody anymore 3 years ago I lost my wife and life changed for me I end up homeless and a shelter and just kept on going downhill from there at the end of the day but I always thought that I didn't have a purpose in life but now I feel like I do have a purpose and everybody's going to hear me and that's the gift that God gave me and that is this voice so the world can hear me my gift to them but I know that is going to take a lot of blood sweat and tears for everything that happened is not just going to happen overnight it's not going to happen over months it's all about being patient and if you don't have patience I thought I sent you too you have nothing because ain't nothing going to happen quick fast in a hurry or at a snap of a finger or blink of an eye it's not going to happen you got to work hard for what you want to in life that's just how life is today and money is the root of all evil but is still mandatory or must have is money cuz without it how you going to survive how you going to live how you going to have the things that you need personally for me
my life has changed I am going to school now online to get my bachelor's degree in forensic science I sign my first music contract with Interscope record label on March 1st 2024 all my music is on SoundCloud and crazy enough people is loving my music I am so happy and grateful and thankful and also humble for all the blessings that's going to happen in my life I am so ready for everything to happen for me it's never too late to follow your dreams don't let nobody tell you that you are too old to follow your dreams I have this gift been having this gift that God gave me and I'm so thankful and ready for the world to hear me cuz I'm going to shine like a diamond and Sparkle like a glitter in the sky and it doesn't matter who doesn't like it I'm still going to do me and make myself proud and happy and if nobody like it oh well because I know now with my purpose is and I'm going to conquer everything that's coming my way I would not say that I can't because can't it's not in my vocabulary I can and I will achieve and become so successful and Rich I am so ready I am so driven to live my best life happy whatever is with anyone who is not with anybody I'm still going to do Sparkle at the end of the day cuz everyone knows that things like this take time I can honestly say that it didn't take that much time to be heard it didn't take that much time to be recognized and all it's hates is that right person to come your life and believe in you and wants to see you prosper then rather see you failing because failure it's not an option I won't fail I will always succeed and believe and the gift that God gave to me that I've always have had as a child and I still do as an adult that I am I'm going to do what's needed I know sometimes life can really beat you up but if you have strength and your belief in him there is nothing that you can't conquer in life any obstacles that comes your way you could shut them down and the word is I can't I will and I'm definitely going to achieve it I am worthy to become successful in life I am worthy to be loved by someone I am worthy because I just am and if you feel that you're not worthy always know that you are worthy and it's time for you to come on out there and let everyone hear you the voice that God gave you and I am so blessed and also humble for the gift that he gave me and I'm about to let the world hear me listen to me understand me feel my energy because I know that is not going to be easy peasy but you know what it's going to be fun and I know that my late wife is proud of me today and she always used to say to me you can do whatever you put your mind to it don't ever say you can't do something because I know you can sparkle you just have to apply yourself never give up keep going and you will see how successful that you will become one day I say this to my late wife thank you I love you and you will never be forgotten and I'm always going to make you proud it's not a day goes by that I don't think of you I know you are in a better place it's sad that you're not here on Earth with me celebrate everything that's going to come my way but I know you are here in spirit I love you Gayle Patrice Hill you will always be my person it still hurts to this day it's about to be 4 years that you passed on but you know what it's okay cuz I know that God sent for you and there's nothing anyone else could do you are in a better place
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