My Secret desire

Darien It is nighttime, and the humans are out the night before the college starts tomorrow, the rain is pouring down and it has done that the last 48 hours. None of the humans want to stay in the rain for very long and the women are running in their mile high stilettoes and short dresses all a lure to the opposite s*x. It is tiring being around humans and being different I should know I have been around most than everyone else, I have been here since I was cursed in year 821 A.D., so I have seen the human change their values and wars which has almost wiped out humanity. But one thing that hasn´t changed is the humans need to feel pretty to attract the opposite s*x, at one time it was the need to bring down the biggest prey and the hunter who has the most fur, who was preferable because he was the greatest hunter. Amongst women it has been all like wide hips to easier childbirth, belladonna to make your eyes pop (even though it was toxic as hell), and to avoid sun completely so you have alabasterskin, Nowadays the beauty treatment comes with no limits operations to change everything, lashes, nails and it just keep going and becomes more and more extreme, at some time I read something about filler to remove signs of aging and i have no clue why that is, but of course a lot of the series today is about ways to stay young forever. If only they knew that with the right connections you could get that, and live forever if you don´t go ill or something like that, you can be pretty much indestructible, I am the definition of a vampire and I thrive in the darkness, however the romantic opinion about vampires there has risen in the last decade portraying us as teenage fantasy, who can survive only an animal blood and sparkles in the sun is a way for humans to do the concept more romantic. But as far as I am concerned that is just bullshit, I love my existence and I love the trill of the hunt, when the air is filled with adrenalin and fear, besides you can´t live for millennia’s if you feel conscious. I can feel my fangs lengthening, and my hunger is screaming at me, but by bitter experience I have learned not to eat everything that gets passed my way like a old homeless drug addict, those taste so bad that just the thought of them is making me convulse. I´m going into the bar to find a prey, preferable a young woman. I have just entered the bar when a woman jumps around my neck and I tense she is practically oozing of s*x and desperation while she trace a seductive finger up my chest and stops at my collarbone while she looks up through her lashes, she glanced over her shoulders to her friend behind her she licked her lips "why, are you a sight for sore eyes, if you want some fun, me and my friend are all set." she says in a very seductive tone, while she sends him a suggestive look. I look at her, she is by human standard unbelievably beautiful with her long slim body, big breasts and long blond hair, even though you can see it is colored because it is darker by the roots, she has tried to hide herself behind a ton of makeup. But I can see why human males would find her attractive. I cast a glance at her friend behind her and she is looking at me as if I´m something to eat, she looks all the way from my feet, to my chiseled body, when her eyes glides to my hands she blushes and her eyes snaps to my lap, she looks up and when she sees I have taken her in staring I smile at her, she quickly looks away. She is as dark as her friend is light, her dark skin complexion and wildly curled black hair, she is, cute for a human being. "Why would you propose such a suggestion?" I ask the blonde one. "Well, you are a god amongst humans compared to the other boys around here, and me and my friend are out to have fun, before school starts tomorrow." "I´m afraid I have to disappoint you two, but for the time being I am not interested." I pass them and keep walking further into the bar on the lookout, because I could have taken those girls outside and drained them dry, because it has been a long time since I last fed but I am not that desperate, a treat that helpfully comes with the years, and those women was pretty for humans but there was nothing natural about them, they were a fake as they come. They most of all remind me of a pair of desperate wolfs on the prowl. My act is good, but not as good as a human would manage to do it, even werewolves blend better in this type of environments, but they tend to keep themselves to their own packs, rules and land, I am what humans consider beautiful or a god among men according to the woman I just left, just like the paradise birds which males are very colorful to attract attention. I smile at that thought because if I wanted to, I probably could be seen as such. Just as I begin to walk again, I feel the presence of an individual who gets my head all riled up, my eyes snap around to find the source, I have felt it for some time and most of the time however the scent is fleeing. But now it is here again, and I feel like my head is exploding with the need to sink my teeth in the owner of that alluring scent. While I am almost out of my mind, I feel a domineering presence creeping up to me, and a female arm snakes the way around my back and traces them from my abdomen up my chest, and this gesture makes me pretty much glued to her. When I turn around, I see the girls from before it´s the blonde one who has her hands around me, they are too close for me to be rational. And even though the alluring scent still lingers, and my thoughts really are working overtime to stay focused and not demolish the whole bar and all the unfortunate humans here (not that I care, but if I do that, I will have to spend the next couple of hours to clean up my own mess, instead of focusing on this mystery scent). The girls are coming around to stand in front of me looking expectantly at me, I remove her hands and step away from her. "Please stop walking away from us, if you come with us, I can promise you, you will walk away from this more satisfied than ever before, as we can, and will fulfill even your most secret and darkest fantasies. I am Alia by the way" she pointed out to me as if I were missing out on something, but no, I knew exactly what she was talking about and I sighed, it was the same thing every freaking time I went out in the human scenes where they mated. My thirst is practically out of control thanks to the alluring scent just a few minutes ago, and she is by no means, not making my self-control any better, even though I was old, even I sometimes just loose it, but we do not want to bring vampires into the light. Just see how it went when the actual humans came to know that shifters like bears, and tigers and almost every animal you can think about did exist, and today shifters are the main characters in every girls’ wet dreams, and later it was known to men that there also was mythical shifters as a part of their world. Not to mention back in the times when they found out about witches the major troubles at the Salem witchtrials, even though they have come to terms with the fact that all of those exists, there is absolutely no reason to drag attention to us vampires as a race. No, it´s better that we still live on in the myths which is required during to our feeding patterns, it is getting easier to feed, you can always buy blood bags for personal security, but it tastes so boring, there are no feelings connected to that and no hormones in the air. All these thoughts is running through my head in a fraction of a second, and the blond and her friend is just standing there looking expectantly a me. I sigh "I´m very sorry ladies, but as I have said to you before, I simply isn´t interested, if you want to have fun go find someone who is actual willing to be with you, because I do not, nor will I ever want to be with the two of you so goodnight." Alia is looking at me and her seductive look is contorted into a look of pure humiliation and wrath, as she snaps out of it and looks at me. "Well, that is a disappointment and what a waste you turned out to be, no one says no to me! But then you most definitely swing to the other team because I mean look at me, what´s not to like. Just remember this, I will make sure you won´t have any success in whatever you do for a living or with your life." She snaps her fingers a me, and she I fuming I bet she never have been denied anything she wanted to do, and apparently was on top of her to do list. I shake my head in disbelief and refrain with great effort from laughing. I lay it on, I can´t help it she is really getting on my nerves. "I´m sorry to disappoint you Alia was it? But I do not swing to the other teams as you put it, I simply just do not like my women to be desperate and throwing themselves at me, I want women with dignity and integrity qualities that you simply do not own, so goodnight to you and your friend, I hope that we will not be seeing more of each other. Oh, and by the way don´t test my patience, and don´t you think it will be hard to make my life a living hell considered you don´t even know my name" I turn as I begins to walk away; the bystanders are staring from me to her, and some of them snickers and sending eyes to each other. I even see some human males looking disappointed I wonder if it is because of my answer that men do not turn me on, or if it is because there isn´t going to be anymore entertainment. I don´t know what´s came over me, it has been a really long time since I got carried away like that. "Oh so you think you could just walk away? You had no trouble using me after we finished that drink and you took me to the bathroom which I only remembers because my friend told me" I freezes in my way out of there and turns around and I sees her standing with a glossy teared over look on her face (damn she is good, but it could be a problem) when the implications she is trying to blame me for occurs to me, she is literally blaming me of raping her. I am sensing the atmosphere around here, fortunately there are no one who seems to think she is right even her friend doesn´t seems to think this is funny anymore, after I made sure nobody around us believes her, I turns around and practically fly outside the door. I am furious and seeing red if you look on my eyes right now you would see the reason why my race is always the villains in the movies my eyes are a crimson shade of red, and I am out in the rain again so thankfully it wouldn´t be too weird to look down. I try to pick up on the scent from earlier inside the bar, but it is long gone. When I am outside, I search the rain for the owner of the scent, but it is long gone, and finds a woman who is shaking, I take a full-bodied view at her, she is decent not what I expected, but she will just have to do. I glamour her and she follow me like lamb to the slaughterhouse down the ally, when we are down in the bottom, I abruptly turn around even in trance I can feel her subconsciousness is trying to reach her, releasing adrenalin but it is for no use, my crimson eyes have her nailed to the place. I embrace her, and if anybody saw us from distance it would just look like two people being really close, I tilt her head backwards and finds the place in her neck where the blood runs the fastest, without a second thought I drain her dry. Normally I do not kill them just erase their memories, but I was furious and hungry. When I'm done, I toss the body away while I consider where to dispose so that it will never be found, for our kind it´s essential that we clean up our mess, even the humans would notice a large number of dead bodies piling up. I remember there is a large gap in the ocean floor about 20 miles of the shore, with a lot of caves near the bottom where no humans can come because of the pressure and the current, so I pick her up and head for the beach, when I reach the water I keep going and I shift for swimming mode. When I´m sure she is safely disposed in the cave I raise to the surface once again, I register it has stopped raining thankfully. I greet the sharks who are circling around me, but they don´t dare go near me, because true to my nature a A-class predator and they know it. I start swimming back to the shore and I am in no haste, I just enjoy the feeling of water caressing my body.