Sisters by chance - The beginning

Relife

Sofia's POV

I've been in my own world for two days. After I woke up and finally broke down. I began to comprehend what had happened and slowly accept that I can't change what has been done. I can only continue to live. The memories are all I have and remembering them, missing them is in a way, to have them with me. I'm grateful that I'm not alone, I have to take care of myself. I have to live.

We spend the night talking while sitting on these uncomfortable hospital chairs. After only a few minutes, I feel sore on my bum and twist to get more comfortable. After that Lucas pulls me over to his lap. I'm not a particularly small girl, and I usually feel awkward sitting on laps. But here, I only feel safe, it's cozy. But I do not understand how they have been able to sit on these for hours, moreover, slept on them for several nights. The knowledge makes me ashamed, and I worry about them. They need to sleep properly, in beds!

"Don't you want to go home?"

"Yes!" Jacob answers.

"No!" Lucas answers, at the same time and makes me giggle.

"So what happens now? Where am I gonna go?" I ask and look between them from Luca's lap. Jacob twists in his chair and looks at Lucas, had it not been for the darkness I could have sworn he was blushing.

"Yeah... we've talked. And I have a house, down in the southern part of our territory. By the lake. The campsite is on the other side of it. So Lucas would be close to his family. We wonder if you would like to come with us, Home?" I feel my cheeks getting hot. Strangely enough, the answer feels obvious, but I do not dare say it out loud, so I nod quietly. Jacob sighs lightly.

"Wolves live in packs, right? Will it be a problem, me to being human and Lucas a bear?" I wonder and look between them again.

"No," Jacob says with confidence. "Johnny would give you everything you want, whatever you want as long as he can get it, it's yours. And if you want Lucas, you'll get it. Being a bear will not be a problem as long as he respects the hierarchy, and he does it better than me!" He chuckles "Your humanity is not a problem, there are more people here who have been human before, so this is no news to us!" He tells me. However, his answers create completely new questions. Who is Johnny, and why is he so kind to me? What does the hierarchy really look like, and what did he mean by 'there were more humans here before'?

"What?" is the only thing that comes out of my mouth. "What happened to the other humans?" I squeak frightened and jump up to stare at Jacob.

"Huh, nothing?"

"You said there was ... not there is! So what happened to them?"

"Oh, don't worry, Angel. They have all chosen to be turned!" He laughs. "The women to be able to bear oh give birth to children. Human bodies can't cope with werewolf pregnancies. The men for other different reasons!"

I breathe out in relief. So it's possible to become a wolf. Is it possible to become a bear?

"How did they do it?" I wonder fascinated. None of them answer me but look at each other troubled.

"You promised to tell me everything, so come on, spill!" I say, placing my hands on my hips. Jacob growls playfully, and his eyes twinkle. I guess he and Blue are having a discussion about what to say.

"Blue, if he doesn't intend to say it, then you do it!" I order, earning me another low and playful growl, more like a purr. Lucas sits quietly, he reaches for me and takes my arm. His warm hands pull me back onto his lap. Jacob sighs defeated.

"By biting," he mumbles. Oh, holey f**k! Hugo bit me, he bit me many times... Has he already turned me? I start shaking and reach for the bite on my left shoulder. The scabs are clear under my fingertips.

"Calm down, babe! He has not turned you. I promise!" Lucas mumbles to my ear, he caresses my earlobe with his lips and massages my hips. I guess he's trying to calm me down but instead, a tingle creeps through my body. My breathing gets heavier I feel confused. Wait, we're talking about serious things here.

"Stop!" I hiss and turn to hit him on the chest. His answer is to catch my hands in his and playfully nibble on my earlobe. It almost makes me moan loudly, almost.

When I turn to Jakob to resume the conversation about the turning, I am met with flickering eyes that study me intensely. The thought strikes me again how incredibly sexy they are. And they are mine! That thought makes my body tingle, and heat spreads in my treasure box. Jacob's nostrils flutter slightly as he inhales.

"I can smell you my angel!" he growls with carbon black eyes that make it pinch between my legs. My suddenly rumbling stomach and the first rays of the morning sun wake the gentlemen out of their trance.

"You have to eat!" Says Jacob shocked, stands up. "Luc, make sure she showers. Mum has left new clothes. We can continue this at home!" Lucas stands up with me in his arms and goes into the bathroom with me as Jacobe leaves. He puts me down carefully and closes the door behind us and locks it. I stand and sway a little unsteadily on the spot before he is back and takes me in his arms.

"I've been longing for you!" He mumbles to my forehead. He tracks my shapes up along my back and pulls down the zippers to the dress. Slowly he slides the shoulder straps over my shoulders and lets the dress fall. It gets stuck over my hips, and I blush vigorously. He puts a finger under my chin and tilts my head up to meet his.

"You are so beautiful ..." he mumbles and coaxes the dress over my hips so that it can fall to the floor. He strokes his lips over my cheeks and rubs his nose against mine before releasing me and going over to the shower. He starts the water and then smiles at me before leaving me flustered.

Once in the shower, I hold myself, the warm tickling feeling slowly disappears and is replaced by a dull ache in my lower abdomen. Instead of holding myself, I hug my stomach in cramps and moan. The sudden flow along my thighs makes me open my closed eyes. An enormous relief wells up inside of me, and the tears of joy flow along with the water on my cheeks. Despite the persistent pain, I feel relieved, happier. I finish showering and wipe myself. Why is it, that everything important seems to happen in the shower? The powerful flow continues, and I am forced to put the paper between my legs in an attempt to stop it. With the towel around me and my hair dripping, I sneak away to the door and peek out. Lucas is lying on the bed with his eyes closed.

"Lucas, um, can you help me?" I whisper.

"With what, sweetheart?" he mumbles sleepily.

"I need menstrual pads. Would you be so kind?" He opens one eye and looks at me from the bed. Without a word, he nods briefly and picks up his phone while grabbing the bag with my clothes and the toiletry bag. He hands me the bag with a smile and I returned it somewhat embarrassed. I mumble a small thank you before closing the door.

It does not take long before I hear a soft knock on the door. Lucas is back with what I need. He hands me a small box before going back to bed. The sight of him in a bed, even though it's a hospital bed, is a relief. He needs to rest. I brush my teeth, dry my hair with a towel, and braid it in two dutch braids before I put on one of the dresses Maggie has put in my bag. A midi bottom-up dress, it's blue with small white dots on it. I would have liked it better with a belt, but it is airy and comfortable. With the panties pre-prepared, I take a look in the mirror. My face is not swollen anymore, the bruises are there, but they have faded. I do not look so terrible anymore. The bite marks on the back itch so they seem to heal nicely. Satisfied, I go out to Lucas. He sits in bed and chats with Jacob while they eat sandwiches again. They look so carefree and happy. With easy steps, I go out to them and pick up a sandwich for myself from the tray on the bed.

"Dr. Summers will be here soon and do a final check before you are discharged. Johnny wants to meet us at his office afterward!" I smile tiredly and nod with my mouth full. We continue to eat in silence until Dr. Summers comes in, followed by Mrs. Lee. Lucas and Jacob smile reassuringly before going out to wait in the hall.

"Good morning Sofia! So nice to see you up again. Is it okay for Monica to be with us?" Says Dr. Summers and confuses me somewhat. But I quickly understand that Monica must be Mrs. Lee. So I nod again "Sure!"

"I heard you're bleeding, I guess you're relieved?"

"Yes," I answer briefly. I do not really know what else to answer.

"I just want to look over your wounds, then you can talk to Monica here undisturbed!" she says, gesturing to Mrs. Lee. I smile and nod as I unbutton the dress to pull it down over my back. Dr. Summers looks at my wounds and notes like me that they heal well. She wishes me luck and that we will see each other under nicer circumstances in the future before she leaves.

"Is it okay if I call you Sofia?" Mrs. Lee wonders. I nod again and put on the dress and button it before I turn around. "As you probably understand, I'm the hospital's psychologist. I want you to know how incredibly sorry I am for what has happened, what you have been exposed to. And I want to remind you to get in touch if you need to talk to someone. It is important to accept and process what you have been through instead of trying to repress it. I also want you to know that the first year will be the worst. Everything is for the first time without them, and you will feel a pang of huge guilt over something you could never have influenced every time. Do you understand?" she asks, receiving yet another nod from me. She smiles faintly and continues, "And... I want you to know, not all men are like him!" Her words sink in, and I don't know if to cry or laugh. It doesn't seem fitting to laugh so...

"I know..." I whisper, "I have known other, men"

She smiles and nods back. "Promis me, you'll come to me if you need me. I was human like you before. So I know some of the struggles you will go through." 

I stand there dumbfounded and just stare at her. She was like me? We are suddenly interrupted by Lucas looking in asking if I'm ready to go. We are, she answers with a mischievous twinkle in her eye "See you Sofia!" she says, facing the door ready to leave. "Thanks, Monica!" I say still staring after her in surprise.