Char's P.O.V
It has been two months plus since i ended things with Kai, i felt sad for ending things as to be honest i really liked spending time with him almost every weekend at his house but the main reason was that the only thing that we do was just us 'sleeping' together and him feeding me tons of my favorite food.
To the point where, it became kind of meaningless staying with him because he never told me he loved me and he made me feel the only thing he loved about me was my body. However, i made the first move to end things as i felt that i really needed to do it if not i would be wasting more time on him and giving him false hope. I ended things through our chat, i know that it is the worst way to end things but i know that i couldn't say it through the phone and face to face as he stays really far from me.
When i ended things, i cried as it was just hard to let go as there is so many nice memories that we had together and we only went out once as a date with us dressing in semi formal wear but i know that it is a must to do and he admitted that he was a little sad too.
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So far; school has been fine for me but relationships still get to me from time to time such as the drama i have with guys. I always hate that i feel this way and act like that but i just can't help it at times.
Currently; i have a new dating partner. He is sort of my childhood friend, his name is 'M'. I feel that we can click better and we get along well even though we had our differences throughout the relationship.
The thing that i love about him is that even though we previously had tons of conflicts we still got back together as being dates. He loves and cares about me a lot such as asking me how is my day and all, i appreciate the little things he does for me even though we have not been out on dates. We only spend time at his place but i don't mind at all honestly as we can get our own privacy he can cook for me and most importantly we can do whatever we can (haha)
I'm so glad it's the weekend already, i can get to see him ;) I'm so happy whenever i see him especially today as i had such as long week ever since i started working. Since the start of work, it has been such a stressful week. I have been walking on eggshells around every single person as i'm so afraid of making mistakes as there is too many tiny details to look out and remember.
I met him at his place, the moment he saw me he gave me a big hug and kissed my forehead. I was thinking; ' i love him so much he is such a sweetheart!'. I hugged him back and gave him a long and deep kiss on the lips. I went to the toilet before going to his room to lay down before he came in.
I love his room as it is so cosy and his bed is so soft and comfortable. I laid him and he came in shortly after that, we talked about my work and how has it been while we cuddled together. I love being in his arms i just feel so loved and the way he looks at me i melted instantly.
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