His Only Girl

Chapter 12

Charlene's P.O.V

Hello everyone...I'm back after so long so sorry for not updating for such a long period of time (haha). Life has been quite hectic for me as usual...

It's almost the end of 2021.

Thinking back of what I have been through in 2021, This year has been quite bitter sweet to me...

I had been through numerous dating phrases from the start of 2021 till today, I had numerous regrets about my life opinions too when it comes to relationships especially. I always tend to blame myself for not cherishing someone enough and overthinking is my biggest flaw since young...

I want to talk about this flaw of mine = overthinking.

Overthinking has been something my two best friends and the guys I know have been telling me all the time to the point where sometimes I feel insane. The main source of overthinking for me is feeling insecure as a human being, I have been trying numerous times to tell myself that everything is going to be okay when it's not.

I also feel that I don't have self worth and self esteem too. I feel that I don't feel pretty enough too, most of the time in a day I like to scroll through i********: when I feel bored. I always tend to see i********: Influencers looking super pretty and skinny, the vibes that they give are so confident as they know they have good looks compared to me I feel so ugly...but I guess is normal right? as we are all human beings and nobody is born perfect too. All it takes is taking care of myself to create self love, slowly and surely I know I would feel confident and beautiful in my own skin...

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Author's Note:

Hi everyone, Sharlene here. 

So sorry for the super late update! Life has been quite hectic and stressful for me as a 21 year old working adult..

I would update whenever I can from now on..

Hope you all will support my 2nd story as I'm also kind of treating this as my online diary too haha! 

Love u all! :)