His Only Girl

Chapter 3

Charlene’s P.O.V

Till today, our relationship is not in good terms. I felt so empty, I download a dating app ‘Tinder’ to explore and mess around. I was laying down on my bed with my phone, i was using the app and texting my friend, Lia at the same time.

Lia and I were talking about what we had been doing recently, Lia said: How have been lately? I have been busy with work lately as it’s now holiday period for us. I replied: I didn’t sign up for part time jobs this break, I’m working on writing a story for a company that I signed with. I had also been an emotional mess on and off when I’m dealing with guys.

She replied: That’s great, at least you have a small source of income with your passion with writing stories. What happened? You can share with me you know. I replied: I don’t know how to start sharing, but whenever I talk about it, I talk to feel emotional.

At the same time, I was using the app messing around. I was thinking; This app looks fun to use, swiping numerous pictures to see different guys and chatting with them.

I matched with this guy named Jason, he said; Hi, nice to meet you! What are doing on this app? I replied: Hi, nice to meet you too! I’m here just to make friends.

He replied: I’m here to make friends too! by the way, I find that you look cute I replied: Thank you! I find that you look handsome too.

I find that words from guys like him make my heart flutter, i find that guys who exercise and are also handsome attracts me, but it tempts me to do bad things too.

I texted Lia: I’m looking at Tinder now I feel that these guys are so handsome. My heart is fluttering but in a bad way haha.

She replied: It’s normal to feel that way, just know what’s right and wrong when you are texting them okie? I replied: I will be careful I promise.

Kai’s P.O.V

Ever since the day we had that big fight, I feel so down. I feel that my trust has been broken from what she had done to me, deep down I’m not sure would I still want to give her my trust.

I decided to just focus on my new job currently to distract myself from all the thoughts in my head. I was thinking; What has Char been doing nowadays; we haven’t been talking very consistent... but at the same time work has been so tiring.

I pushed the thoughts aside, focused on my work in front of me.

-after work-

I was looking at my phone, scrolling through social media. Photos of beautiful girls and aesthetic scenery photos but in my mind, images of Char only catch my mind.

However, I chose to brush the thoughts away when I thought of all the lies that I got said too from her... When I got home, I washed up immediately and watched a couple of YouTube videos before I turned in to sleep.

-the next day-

Kai’s P.O.V

Ring!... My alarm rang. I woke up feeling like crap but the thought of going to work made me feel even worse. I needed the money, so I didn’t have a choice,

I dragged myself out of bed, washed up and got ready in a short period of time. I wore white blouse and trousers with sneakers, sprayed perfume and grabbed my bag before heading out of the door.

Thoughts filled my mind; I don’t want to go to work ☹ but I don’t have time to slack as working would sustain my expenses on what I want to do.

I had a dream last night about Char, I remembered what I dream of haha. I hardly remember what I dream of as it largely either bad dreams or no dreams, I dreamt of the intimacy that i used to have with her it was such a nice dream.

I dreamt that we spend the day in my room, we cuddled while she slept in my arms. I gave her loving kisses when we were in bed together. I love these moments together; it warms my heart with her in my arms.

The dream made me miss the moments we had together, I miss having her in my arms ☹ but I can’t do anything right now, I’m on the way to work now. I think she is still sleeping currently so I need to just suck it up now.

I was thinking maybe after work; I could meet up with her for dinner than we could also talk things out. When I got to work, I told myself; I must do my best today to finish the work load so that I can see for dinner later!

I decided to leave her a text, I said; Hi! I’m sorry that recently we have not been talking so often like how we used to be, but do you want to meet up for dinner after I end work? I placed my phone aside and focused on my work for the day.

- After work ended –

I checked my phone, Char replied: Sure, Let’s meet at Orchard MRT at 745pm. I checked my phone, it’s currently 7pm, I should have enough time to get there. I replied: Great! I just ended work see you soon. 

-next part in next chapter-