Chapter 26: First time

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I should have gone back down to do the chores, but I didn’t, I could barely make myself move. I just felt so sad and unwanted and stupid, I had Fenris, I should be grateful for that and not be so greedy in wanting them all, but the wolf wanted what she wanted and that was all of her mates. I shook that thought away and feeling fed up with being sad and crying, I decided I would do my best to shove down and ignore my feelings for Jax and Romulus and focus only on Fenris. I was surprised no one came to make me work around the house, and quietly I made my way to Fenris and knocked on his bedroom door. He ignored the first two knocks, but the third time he answered. Looking down at me, he said, “oh it’s you, Rose, you don’t need to knock my door you can just come in.” “Ok,” I said and threw myself in his arms. It was harder to ignore the pain than I thought, but the smell of my mate and the feel of his arms around me helped, quite a lot, and for the first time since the rejections I didn’t feel like a drowning woman. “I take it, it didn’t go so well?” He said quietly. I shook my head no and whispered, “none of them wanted me. Actually, Romulus was really nice to me and said sorry, he said he still needs time, so he doesn’t want to do the rejection ritual yet, but Jax full on doesn’t want me at all.” “I’m sorry.” Fenris kissed the top of my head and pulled me with him until he could sit on the edge of his bed, he tugged me down onto his lap and made me straddle him, my knees either side. “You can use me to feel better,” he said. “That sounds awful, I could never just use you like some object.” He laughed softly and said, “I don’t quite mean it like that babe. I mean use my smell, the comfort of me and being with me, and yes my body too to help with the pain of those two i.diots. Know that I want you.” I pressed my forehead against his gently and he tilted my chin up and kissed me, so softly I melted into it. He kissed me for a really long time, it was slow and gentle and felt amazing when he danced his tongue slowly around mine. I swear we must have been kissing for a good ten minutes, he didn’t even break the kiss when he brushed his lips across my cheeks and slowly kissed his way down my neck, open-mouthed kisses that had me softly moaning. I couldn’t stop myself from crying out when he kissed me all over my neck gently, open-mouthed kisses using his tongue as if it were my lips. It felt so good, especially when he traced his tongue up my neck and his lips fell back on to mine. I was breathless when he pulled away. “Feel a little better yet?” He murmured. I nodded, but blushed hard when he smirked, “I think you might have soaked your panties?” Looking down, I saw his sweatpants had a damp patch from me, but still asked hopefully, “sure it’s not from you?” He pulled me in against his body and mumbled between kissing my neck, “I’m pretty sure it’s both of us.” He may be quiet, as in kept to himself a lot, but he certainly wasn’t shy, he pulled his trousers down just enough to let his thick hard e.rection spring free. It looked so big and thick I couldn’t see how it would ever fit inside of me, it was all wet and sticky from his pre-c*m too. “Take your trousers off,” he whispered. I took them off, and he pulled me back onto him. “Keep your panties on, or I’ll probably end up pushing my boundaries and just taking your virginity.” He gripped my a.ss cheeks and made me move against him, it felt incredible as he rubbed his thick hard length between my p*****. lips, my panties the only barrier between us. “I really can’t wait to f***k you,” he moaned. I knew he was close and losing some control because he asked, “you sure I can’t f***k you right now?” I decided that I did want Fenris to be my first, or at least my first time losing my virginity to someone. I nodded and said, “you can have s**x with me.” “You sure?” He breathed. “Yes, they rejected me and Jax is being unnecessarily mean towards me about it, so why should he be my first. You chose me before our time was even up, and you’ve been kind to me.” “I wasn’t that kind to you.” “You were kinder than Romulus, and you accepted me as your mate.” He didn’t waste time asking any more questions after that, and literally tore my panties off. “Woah!” I breathed. He smiled and said, “I hope you like to be as submissive in bed as you are outside of it, I like to dominate, but don’t worry, I’ll be gentle for your first time.” He stood up holding me and laid me down on the bed with him on top. Kissing me hungrily he ran his hands over my body, I felt self-conscious with him touching my body knowing I wasn’t slim or tiny like Chantelle was, but he seemed to be enjoying it, so slowly I relaxed. He pulled my top and bra off and gently squeezed my b.reasts while we kissed. I moaned when he broke the kiss and sucked my b.reasts, licking my n.ipples. His hand went to my hip and he slowly pushed himself inside of me. There was both pleasure and pain, but with how turned on I was as well as how attracted to him I was, made it so I felt the pleasure more than the pain. He kept his promise and was sweet and gentle with me. “Are you ok?” He whispered. I nodded, and he slowly moved inside of me. I helped him by moving my hips and slowly our pace got faster and more urgent. I could feel how close I was to spilling over the edge. Leaning on one forearm, he used his other hand to rub my c.lit and pulled out of me enough that he did something, I don’t know what it was, hitting my g-spot over and over again? Whatever it was, it felt so good I was seeing stars and came hard, the sound of me crying out loud had him slamming his hand over my mouth so no one else would overhear us. I felt myself gush a lot of fluid while he continued to move inside me and rub my c.lit. I worried I’d wet myself and tried to push him off. “I think I wet myself,” I panicked. He laughed softly and said, “not quite, I made you squirt for me. Now lay back down.” He pressed on my shoulder to make me lay back, and then he pushed himself deep inside of me again and pounded me more hard and fast, this surprisingly made me s.quirt a little more, and then he came inside of me. He lay on top of me getting his breath back, but hearing me struggle to breathe from his weight, he climbed off and lay beside me in the bed. “This bed is gross and wet now,” I said. “Mm, I’ll clean it in a sec, I love making a girl squirt.” I s.lapped his arm for that and instantly panicked, I’d treated him as if he were Jax, but he wasn’t. Thankfully, he only asked, “what was that for?” “Don’t talk to me about your other lovers and what you’ve done with them.” He quickly sat up and looked down at me. “Rose, Im so sorry, you’re right, I wasn’t thinking. That was really insensitive when I’ve literally just taken your virginity.” I changed the subject and asked, “is my virginity gone in human form forever now?” “No, by morning you’ll be a virgin again like nothing happened, it’s the magic of the moon goddess and just how it works for true mates when there’s more than one, she makes it fair for all of us.” “Jax doesn’t seem to believe in her, he said he is catholic.” “Yeah, that’s the path he chose, got himself baptised and everything, I don’t know why when he doesn’t even go to church or follow much of their rules.” I thought about the things me and Jax had talked about and replied, “I remember him saying he sees his relationship with God as just between them two, that there’s no need for fancy buildings or showing off about it. He doesn’t agree with a lot of what’s said either, but then he has mentioned the moon goddess before too, just not as much.” “My brother’s complicated, I think he believes in both to a degree. Mentioned once about gods and goddesses and deities, I think maybe he believes god created the others, like lesser gods and goddesses or something.” I thought about that, and it made sense from things Jax had mentioned in the past. I felt sore and couldn’t get comfortable. Fenris the ever sensible brother noticed and said, “you’re sore aren’t you.” I nodded and smiling softly, he got up and said, “I’ll run you a bath.” He was completely naked right now, and he looked perfect, his body was as perfectly sculpted as the David statue. He was soft between his legs now, but even then, it was big, and I wondered how it ever fit inside of me, let alone provide the pleasure it had given me. He pulled his black sweatpants on, but stayed shirtless, much to my delight. He left his room and I figured he’d use the bathroom down the end of the hall. When he came back after a few minutes, he said, “it’s ready.” I went to get up, but squealed like a damn pig when he picked me up as if I weighed nothing and cradled me like a damn baby in his arms, Pfft, who was I kidding, I enjoyed it. “Aren’t you worried someone will see us?” I asked. Still looking ahead, he answered, “we have werewolf hearing babe, I’ll know if anyone comes, why do you think I covered your mouth with my hand? The way you came screaming, the whole pack would have heard.” I gently butted him with my head, making him smirk. “I didn’t scream.” “Of course not, baby.” He gently lowered me into the tub that was filled almost to the top with water and bubbles. It was super cute that he’d done this for me, and I found myself asking, “will you get in with me?” He looked hesitant and almost reluctant, but when I said, “please?” He gave a little sigh and said, “ok.” He locked the door, took off his trousers and climbed in. It was a big bath, and he leaned back against it and said, “turn around.” I frowned, but turned as he said and then, with my back now facing him, he moved me until I was between his legs and I could lay my back and head against his chest. He draped one arm lazily along the edge of the bath and with his other hand, he stroked my hair softly. “I’m sorry if I hurt you,” he said. I tilted my head up to look at him and smiled, “you didn’t hurt me, it’s a good sore.” “A good sore?is that even a thing?” He laughed, then leaned down and pressed his lips against mine. It was weird kissing him upside down and yet so good at the same time, when his lips released mine I said, “did you just give me a Spider-Man kiss?” He laughed and answered, “yeah, I guess I did.” A knock on the door made us both freeze. It was the alpha. “Rose?” I looked at Fenris and he mouthed, “answer him.” I shook my head and told him to, but he shook his head no as well. Clearly he didn’t want his dad knowing about our intimacy yet either. I s.lapped his hand to say something, but he s.lapped mine back and we both ended up in a silly frenzy of s.lapping and flapping at each other’s hands making the water splash. It was cute to see that Fenris did have a Silly and playful side to him like Jax, but the water splashing made Romeo ask again, “Rose, you in there?” “Uh, hi alpha, yes, yes I’m here” “I need you to come down and help Sheila with the dinner when you’re done.” “Ok!” I called out. A second’s pause, and then he said, “Fenris, you’re an i.diot if you think your father doesn’t know you’re in there with her.” He walked off after that, and Fenris shoved me with his foot. “What’s that for!” I hissed. “It’s your fault, you should have just answered him.” “He scares me! Besides, it’s your fault for wanting to keep me as some dirty little secret,” I huffed at the end and splashed his face with water. He splashed me back, but then he grabbed me into a hug and kissed me hard on the lips. “You’re right, I’m a jerk of a mate. f***k it, I don’t care if anyone knows.” I always knew he was being passionate when he swore, if Jax and Annie swore out of habit, then Fenris only swore when he was feeling passionate about something. He meant what he had said.
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