Chapter 7 Lost You
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I couldn't sleep at all knowing that Addison & my dad will get away with what they want. I decided to call Arabella. I miss her so much. “Hello” she answers “Hi baby” I say. “Ethan please don’t call me baby.” she says “What wrong? What happened?” I say every quickly scared that she will regret giving me another chance. “Ethan I decided to give you another chance but we aren’t starting where we left off.”She says softly trying not to break me. Little does she know that she is breaking my heart piece by piece. “Bu-But I thought that we were going to give our relationship another chance.” I say quietly knowing my voice sounded broken. “Ethan, look I love you so much but if we want to have a relationship. For me I don’t want to pick up where we left off but I want to start all over. If you don’t want to do it’s fine I understand.” she says quietly. I’m ready to do whatever she wants me to do. “Baby I know what I did to you was wrong but I had every intention to move to New York to work on the business my dad and to hopefully start a new one with you. I wasn’t able to because my dad told me a few things that I will tell you every soon okay Baby. I’m willing to start all over with you princess and make you happy. How about we go out to dinner to celebrate you graduating and to the start of our relationship.” I say in a broken tone, almost making crying in the process. “Ohh Ethan, why didn’t you tell me that in the beginning. I can’t go out today. My friends are taking me somewhere to celebrate that we graduated.” she says a bit quickly. I think that she might be going to the club. “Bella you aren’t going to the club right my love.” I say in a serious tone. “Ales I don’t know where they are taking me. If it’s a club will it be a bad thing?” she says trying to convince him “Mia Bella I don’t want men staring at you. I’m the only that can do baby. If you go to a club it will only be with me. Also if I find out you are or went to a club just know that i will punish you baby.” I say smirking. Just the thought of other men looking at her. Ugh just thinking of the time we did some stuff. “What if I want to punished Ales?” she says trying to be seductive. “Ugh Baby please don’t do that right now. You are lucky we aren’t in the same room or we would have done it for hours.” I say in a husky tone. My mind starts to go crazy with her saying that. “Mmm that doesn’t sound bad but I have to take a raincheck maybe another time.” she says giggling. “Bella when I see you again I will make sure you don’t leave me again.” I say. I’m going to keep my word on that. “Ales just know that I live on my own so I can lock my house and you won’t be able to come in.” she says giggling. “I know that Bella you are too kind to leave me outside.” I say. “Ugh I hate how you are right and I believe you have to go to work. I will leave you to it and I have to start doing my work.” she says. “Wait before you hang up. I would like for you to help me design a house for a project I have.” I say a bit nervous thinking she might say no. “Uh sure but why do you need me to help.” she says. “I need your help because he is married and I need your help to make the house more homey.”I say trying to convince her to come and work on our house. “Sure why not how about tomorrow at 9 am.” she says. “Yes yes that works great but can you come over to my house I’ll need you the location.” I say. “Yeah that fine I have to go Ales see you tomorrow.” she says. “Bye I love you so much Bella don’t forget that okay.” I say hanging up. Yes I get to spend the whole day with the love of my life. I sound like a love sick teenager. After I thought of how we are going to spend the day tomorrow I decided to take a shower. I got changed and made myself a cup of coffee with some toast. I went to the office that I have at my apartment. I went to do some work on new designs for other customers. I’m working on a small office space for a customer, a small business wants some ideas on how to make their place more for them. At 3 I decided to get some lunch. I ordered some pizza and a dr. pepper.
Around 8pm I get a call from Griffin “Hey man how are you?” He says. “I’m fine man, why did you call me? I’m not going to the club Griff.” I say. “Are you sure about that because I see your girlfriend Arabella here with your sister and some other people.” He says. “WHAT THE f**k ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? I yell. He sends me a picture of Arabella talking to a guy at the club. “What club are you in?” I say “The same one we go to.” He says. I hang up and head to my car and drive to the club. The smell of sweat, drugs, and alcohol hits my nose. I start looking for Bella when I finally find her. She sees me and I send her a knowing smirk to her. Within seconds she runs away before I can get to her. I pass Griff and he points where Bella is at I grab her by the waist. “What are you doing in a club Bella?” I said husky and angry she didn’t listen to me. “Uh-uh well you see I was invited and we decided to celebrate our graduation.” she says. “What have I told you about going to clubs without me.” I say getting mad because anything can happen to her. I don’t know if I can survive knowing something happened to her and I couldn’t stop it from happening. “You know what, I don’t need your permission to go out to a club. You aren’t my boyfriend or my dad. You are just an acquaintance to me with history that’s it.” she says sounding frustrated and angry “I know I’m not your boyfriend or your dad. What else do you want me to do for you to forgive me.” I say in a softer tone. “Nothing Ethan the damage is done. If you want to fix this between us whatever we have. You can’t control me, or act possessive toward me.” she says, breaking my heart. I have lost her for good. The only thing I could do is set her free from me. I see that she has no one to take her home so I decide to tell her to get in. I will give her a ride. When we reached her house she said “Goodnight” I replied with a head nod. I don't trust my voice right now. When I got home I went straight to the gym and worked out my anger and sadness within me. After my sensation I took a shower and started to think that I will cancel everything I had planned for us tomorrow. I will call her to tomorrow at 9 am saying that I will no longer need her help and I’m sorry for the way I behaved yesterday with her. I will not bother her any longer at all. I will hang up right after that. I don’t want to hear her voice or it will just bring me more pain.
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