Chapter 43 Enya POV I need water. I grip Eli’s neck and feel my mouth open in a voiceless scream as I gape at the air. I couldn’t breathe. I used too much. I used too much power.The vampire just attacked us out of nowhere at the barn. How did they find us? We’ve lost Gideon and Charlotte. I look for Greyson and his mate, but they’re gone too. One moment we were all sleeping the next I had to sacrifice my freedom. I had only used it once. The day I lost James. James. Our baby had his eyes. Even his crooked smile. It's one thing to lose the love of your life. It’s another to lose the father of your child. He couldn’t even hold her. He couldn’t help me through it all. Goddess I missed him. I missed his voice. The hope in his eyes. The joy in his laughter. The way he held me when I

