Freak (Book 1)

Nile

      "You are so mean" Roxy said, shaming me, I scoffed and smirked before looking back at her "It's not like you tried to intervene. Acting like a saint isn't a good look on you" looking down at Roxy I could tell she was irritated with my actions but nevertheless I didn't care my eyes were caught in that cleavage of hers and I drooled at the sight of them. We walked in the somewhat crowded halls, we were on our way to lunch Roxy twisted her head as her eyes searched the halls "Bella is probably giving out detention slips" I said trying to put a smile on her face but it failed, she shook her head and rolled her eyes "I'm looking for Autumn" she spat, I rolled my eyes and looked forward hearing her tone indicated that she didn't want to speak to me. As the halls emptied and stopped in my tracks and latched on Roxy's wrist stopping her as well "I thought ditching her was on your agenda" I pushed Roxy's wrist out of my grip and crossed my arms "I am, in due time when she gets her own friends but now she is lonely and feels exposed no thanks to you-" Roxy eyed me up and down as she crosses her arms shaking her head "Why do you have such a problem with her? You don't even know her Nile" I clenched my jaw looking away from Roxy as the flashing images of Autumn ran through my mind when I almost put my hands on Bella. I know Bella, I know she wouldn't say anything to Roxy about what happened but that freak is a wild card Roxy is right I don't know the b***h so what happens when she tells Roxy that I almost hit Bella? I can't afford to lose anyone else so f**k it I needed to cover my own tracks. "She doesn't belong here, look at her she is f*****g hideous, don't even get me started on her scars, she dresses like a walking s**t show. Come on Rox-" At this point I was babbling trying to get Roxy to abandon this girl, I tried reaching for her but she pulled away and I knew my efforts had failed. "When did you become so heartless?" She said in a low tone while giving me a disgusted look and walked off. There was no stopping her so I let her go. I watched her walk away knowing in a few hours I’ll be in her bed once again and with puerile conversation will be forgotten. I dug my hands into the pockets of my hoodie and continued to walk towards the lunchroom. Coming from the other end of the hall, her eyes were preoccupied with the books and piles of paper in her hands “Hello Isabella..” I said slyly with a smirk, she looked up at hearing my voice and stopped abruptly. My smirk widened as I started walking towards her, She turned around immediately shaking her head and walking in a quick pace in the opposite direction of me. “Bella-” I ran up to her catching up from her poor attempt in trying to escape me and grabbed onto her upper arm stopping the movements she made. I turned her around and reluctantly she looked up into my eyes. I let go of the grip I had on her and took a deep breath “Bella, you know me-” She scoffed already tired of hearing my words, she shook her head and bit the side of her lip then released it “Obviously I don’t, I know we weren’t friends but I never thought I had to be afraid of you. I thought maybe just maybe-” I looked into her eyes and I saw pain, Did I really hurt this girl? Did she really think we were friends? Hell maybe we were after all that happened. What the f**k did you Nile? Her eyes glistened with tears but she shook them away “I thought maybe you cared. I don’t know anything about you, you never gave me the chance of getting to know you, but I thought you were a considerate person to at least the people you love” I let out a sigh as she ended her sentence, I shook my head and stepped away from her not knowing what to say to her “I don’t-” I run my tongue over my bottom lip clenched my jaw “I don’t have those kind of feelings for anyone but-" I said trying to continue. She laughed cutting me off and began to walk in her original direction without giving me another glance “Oh you’ve proven that Nile” talking to her was pointless so I let her walk off giving her the last word. Words that sunk into my soul hardened my heart even more. As I started to turn away her voice emerged unexpectedly “I fell in love with you hoping you would feel the same way” Her voice echoed and my neck snapped towards her anyone in the halls could’ve heard her, All the feelings she once felt for me and all the things we had done together exploded, I could tell she could no longer hold in anymore. I ran up to her, tears streamed down her face and the books she had in her grip fell to the floor “Bella what the f**k?!” I spat confusing thinking we had buried what we had between us a long time ago, memories started to pour in as I held her face in my hands.I looked around to make sure we were the only inhabitants of the halls “Where is this coming from??” I asked  The blonde beauty put her hands on top of mine and looked up into my eyes “After that night..” my heart raced hoping that she had gotten over that night “W-why did you stop? I wanted you to be my first..” Her tears wouldn’t stop and I pressed my forehead against hers in an attempt to calm her down “I wanted to, but we had to stop whatever was going on between us. It was wrong from the start, you know it was, we couldn’t keep doing that to Roxy and Adam” I spoke in low tone trying my best to conceal my voice in this echo sensitive school. I held her tightly hoping this was just a mistake on Bella’s end, maybe she exploded and now she’ll forget this all happened “Yeah..” she said softly, I opened my eyes as I felt her pull away I clenched my jaw, she bent down and picked up her books off the floor and stood back up, she pressed her lips together shaking her head “Adam never loved me, never will never has and now I know you won’t either” I opened my mouth but she stormed away, I watched as another girl walk away because of my bad habits of breaking girl's hearts

Flashback  “We shouldn’t be doing this Nile” she said on my lips, I smirked and gently nibbled down on her bottom lip. She grabbed onto the back of my neck trapping me into a kiss. I pressed against her body grabbing onto her waist and picked her up and sat her on the teacher’s desk behind us. “We are going to get caught Nile” She said breaking the kiss, I smiled once again and looked around the empty classroom and back at her “I locked the door Bella, besides I could feel how much you want me” She blushed at my words and rolled her eyes a smile appeared on her lips “Shut up..” I pulled my hands away from her waist and let out a soft chuckle, I stared into her before slowly bending down, she looked away from me putting her hand over her mouth, I got down onto my knees. I trailed my hands up her legs and slowly onto her thighs before my hands reached under her skirt and grabbed a hold of her cotton panties and pulled them down until they dangled off of her ankle. I smirked at her yellow panties and up at her, her face was completely scarlet red, I opened her legs gently and rested them on the top of my shoulders and grabbed onto them. I smiled widely at the sight of her p***y drenched right onto the teacher’s desk that made me want to take my time. I turned my head and kissed the inside of her thigh and dragged my tongue right along with it. Her body shivered that made me smirk, her hand snaked around to the back of my head and gripped on to my hair. I detached my lips from the skin of her thigh and looked up to her, her eyes begged me to make her c*m she was ready for me to devour her. I used my tongue to attack her c******s and her moans filled the empty classroom... "Nile?" I took a deep breath and snapped right back to reality at the sound of my name, the memory of Bella and I from last year faded into nothingness "Yeah?" I looked up at Adam who stood in front of me out of breath, tugging on the neck of his shoulder pads, and holding his helmet "What's going on?You should be running through plays. You're one of our star players, you don't have time to sit around-" I clenched my jaw as his nagging voice pierced through my mind"All right! I got it, you don't have to b***h at me like coach" I spat leaning over resting my forearms on my thighs, I looked away from him and stared out onto the field watching people run through the formation of the plays for the homecoming game next Friday "You're right I'm not coach, but I am your captain and you need to listen to what the f**k I'm telling you" Adam threw down his helmet, I raised an eyebrow looking up at him and let out a chuckle before clenching my jaw and stood right up from the bench facing him. Me and Adam's personalities don't mix at all, I don't even know how we were able to put up with each other for all these years. "I'm co-captain, and technically I don't have listen to you and certainly not listen to you b***h and moan, so f**k you" I turned around and grabbed my helmet off of the bench, Adam scoffed at me as I walked away from him and bumped into his shoulder intentionally and forced the helmet onto my head. As I walked to the formation of guys guilt ate me up from inside, I did the one thing I said I would never do to hurt Adam and that was to get the girl he was in love with. I never had any real feelings for Bella it was just physical attraction, it went on for weeks and I lied about it. That was the one girl that was off limits and still I couldn't help myself. I couldn't look at Adam, he was my brother and I did this s**t to him.

      "Nile!" I recognized the voice and sighed, not bothering to turn around "I'll catch you later girls!" She screamed, then her patter of footsteps increased in sound and speed until she eventually caught up to me. "Hey" she said, I didn't acknowledge her, I continued to walk off the field and into the parking lot of the high school "Someone's stressed" she snaked her arm around mine and I groaned "Yeah and yet you still decide to irritate me" I said coldly, she tugged on my arm causing me stop, I took a deep breath trying to remain calm and faced Maddie "What do you want? I'm tired, stressed, and sore" I didn't even have the energy to scream at her, I was truly mentally and physically exhausted. She stood there in pink shorts, and a matching sweatshirt that was halfway zipped letting me see her white sports bra underneath, her hair was up in a messy bun, a duffle bag hung off her shoulders and her glittery blue, white, and silver pom pins stuck out. Maddie is beautiful but her attitude is awful, Just like me. "I know Nile, I don't want to bother you we just haven't talked in a while" she fiddled with her fingers and her face softened. I was truly this girl's weakness. I sighed, I didn't want to hurt her and honestly I needed the company. "Come here.." I said softly before stepping closer to her and wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her into a tight hug "I'm sorry, I'm just an asshole who doesn't deserve you" I said softly into the side of her head. Her arms snaked themselves around my body and gave me a tight hug. "You're the only one I want" she whispered into my chest. We stood there together. I embraced her trying to savor the moment and honestly I didn't want it to end.

      "Here's your black coffee" Maddie slid back into the booth and set down my coffee cup in front of me. I extended my arm behind Maddie as she leaned into my side as she drank her cappuccino, my other hand wrapped around the coffee cup. Right then and there it made me feel something, with her cuddling up against me and I was actually happy, what was this? Maybe I do care for Maddie more than I want to admit but f**k it I wanna see where this goes "No more other girls. Just you and me" I said softly causing her to lift up her head off of my shoulder and smiled widely "Stop joking" she said, I rolled my eyes and took a sip of the bitter black coffee smirking "Are you asking me to be your official girlfriend?" She leaned into more I put my coffee cup down and brought my hand up to her cheek and gently caressed her cheek before finally pulling her into me to press a kiss onto her lips. A few seconds later she pulled away nodding her head, smiling uncontrollably, I was happy too or I wanted to be, I didn't want to break anymore hearts. I smiled at Maddie and took a deep breath hoping that maybe she could be one to change me, and make me happy. An hour passed and Maddie drowned me in conversation about homecoming and the dance until a bell snapped me out of a trance. It was first Bella, she walked in smiling somewhat and held the door open for the person behind her. I had anticipated seeing Roxy but instead a freak show had walked, the sight of her made my skin crawl, My mind brought me back to the deep scars I had seen engraved on her skin. I quickly became disgusted at the sight of her. Why is Bella even giving her the time of day? Neither one of them saw me and Maddie who was now staring as well, they went upstairs to the upper half of Flora's. "God she is weird. I have her in my gym class and she refused to get dressed for gym, then the teacher excused her like she was some kind of royalty" Maddie said taking a sip of her cappuccino through a straw, her annoyance level seemed as high as mine with this girl "That's because she has scars on her wrists, and God knows where else" Maddie choked on her cappuccino hearing my words and snapped her neck looking back at me with her wide green eyes "Oh my God, I saw the video and I literally puked. Something about her makes me so annoyed, and with that information I have a little treat for her during gym class" Maddie broke into laughter like she was a real life villain Holy s**t, she is my kind of sexy I leaned into her and whispered into her ear gently "I want you.." I smirked against her ear lobe and I felt shivers go through her body she bit her bottom lip and pressed her thighs together trying to contain her excitement "How?" She responded aroused wanting to know what I would do to her once we were behind closed doors or the bathroom of Flora's if she really became impatient. "With our clothes off- I slipped my hand underneath the table gripped onto her thigh which made her let out a small gap "Mhm.." she breathed out softly and I smiled "You bent over, my c**k in your-" "Hey guys'' Both Maddie and I jumped at the sight of Jacob sliding into the booth sitting in front of us. I sighed in slight frustration and moved away from Maddie. I moved my hand underneath the table to fix the sudden tightness in my pants. Maddie gripped onto her cappuccino cup and glared at Jacob "Don't you have friends to hang out with,you vermin?!" She snapped obviously pissed off from the unexpected interruption of our s*x talk. Jacob chuckled sarcastically at Maddie and soon glared at her "Nice to see you too" He flashed his pearly white smile and Maddie rolled her eyes snuggling back into my side and wrapped her arms around my waist "What's up Jacob, I thought you, Adam, and some of the others were going to smoke out?" He shrugged at my words and smirked leaning forward onto the table "I mean yeah, I only came in here to order some drinks but that new girl is sitting upstairs I'm trying to make my move you know?" I looked at him, back down at Maddie, then there was a sudden silence between us before we both burst out laughing which caught the attention of most customers inside the shop "You do realize who you are talking about right? That ugly freak sitting upstairs is suddenly your type?-" My laughter cut off the rest of my sentence and Maddie picked it back up again "No f*****g way, is there some kind of bet going on to see who she'll fall in love with first? Besides what happened to you and Sophie?" Maddie detached herself from my body leaned forward genuinely interested "First of all her name is Autumn, second she is my type, third there is no bet, and forth Sophie is gay" he said sternly before looking away from the both of us and waved a waiter over to us "You guys are perfect for each other, heartless as hell" He said in a hushed but stern tone, the waitress came over with a notepad and pen ready to take his order and smiled at the waitress which made her panties drop and he chuckled "Can I have one love mocha mocha for the dark haired beauty in all black sitting upstairs, thank you" He said, he was so polite it almost made me gag. As she scribbled down his order she turned away to assist another table, Jacob stopped her "Oh wait, can I borrow a piece of paper and use your pen?" He asked, the waitress nodded and swiftly ripped out a piece of paper and handed him her pen, which he took from her hands and began scribbling into the piece of paper for a few moments before folding it up and handing it back to the waitress "Can you give this to her too?" The waitress nodded happily before taking the piece of paper from his hands and walked off. I raised my eyebrows at Jacob as he looked back at me and shrugged leaning back into the booth "I like what I see" he smirked and I chuckled at him shaking my head "You must be blind then" Maddie bursted out in laughter and Jacob clenched his jaw at her remark, but she was right. What was Jacob doing in pursuing this girl? What was his game plan? The three of us made small conversation, before finally deciding to leave, Jacob had gotten up to pay while me and Maddie stood at the entrance ready to leave. I wrapped my arm around Maddie's shoulders and pulled her closer to me. Jacob walked towards us but his attention was on the waitress walking up the stairs and then served freak show her drink, she looked confused before the waitress handed her the note, then finally she looked down, and saw Jacob. He flashed his perfect smile and waved at her causing her to blush and look genuinely shocked back down at him Bella shared the same expression not even realizing I was also present. A small chuckle escaped his lips "Let's go" he said turning away and walking past us leaving Flora's the bell rang after him. As I turned away my eyes caught hers for a second, ocean eyes, those damned ocean eyes. I glared at her causing her to look away and that was the last I seen of her before leaving Flora's with my new found girlfriend in my grasp.