ROSES ARE NOT BLUE

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" You guys shut up, we all felt useless and powerless here all we can do is don't left her behind" Yumi said as she looked at me, coldly. Nakita ko na kinakausap na ni Axe at Rase yung doctor ni Ami sa isang corner, i wonder how's my home.

As I'm gonna walk towards them, Nao held my shirt and shake her head as a sign that i might not go to ask them what's happening. "What now Neo, madami na kong hindi alam kay Ami what's wrong if tatanungin ko how she is huh?" i said na medyo may konting inis sa tono dahil bakit ba niya ko pinipigilan.

Nakita ko naman na natapos na nilang kausapin yung doctor kaya i hurriedly approach them to ask, pero para lang akong hanging hindi pinansin. Naiintidihan ko naman kung galit pa sila sa akin pero we're in different situation right now.

" K-kuya how's Ami" Mika asked Axe while shuttering, Axe held her hand and hugged her to keep her a company. " She's fine now so calm down okay, mali talaga tayo na minanaliit natin si Ami na bigla nalang syang mawawala, baka nakakalimutan natin laging sinasabi ni Ami na masamang d**o sya, mahirap patayin hindi ba nga kahit daw si satanas bilib sa kanya, nakalimutan nyo na yon?" Axe said habang halata sa boses niya na naiiyak na sya pero he's acting and being stronger for her sister.

" Masamang d**o nga pala si mama sorry i forgot" Neo said as she's wiping her tears away at pagak na natawa. Ang weird pa rin talaga nila pag pinapakalma nila sarili nila.

"Ay nako, tas hinihiyawan pa natin sya kanina, nako nako yari tayo kay Ami pag nalaman yon" Blair said na umiiling iling pa, parang sira.

"O-okay look guys, i just want her alive kaya ko sya hiniyawan pero i didn't mean na hiyawan sya nag aalala lang ako at natatakot for her, ayokong mawala at magwala siya" Rase said that heal everyone. They really know Ami that much, madami din palang nagbago sa Ami ko, how i wish i witness all of it.

Nagulat naman kami ng marinig namin na may nagtatalo sa loob ng emergency room, at nakita namin don si Ami at yung nurse nagtatalo, i think they're arguing something really serious, ayaw huminto ni Ami pano ba naman. Dali dali naman kaming pumasok lahat dahil we're all wondering kung bakit sila nagtatalo.

" Nurse okay na po ako, pwede na kong umuwi" Ami said na halatang iritado na, i know why. I remembered that she hates the hospital smell, sabi pa nga nya sa akin before gusto nya daw pag pumasok sya sa hospital is yung mag papa check up lang para sa ultrasound. I automatically smiled on what i remember.

"Ma'am hindi pa nga po pwede you need a rest" the nurse said to Ami pero ayaw syang pakinggan ni Ami, she hurriedly walk towards us nung makita nya kami. She hugged her kuya Axe and nagsusumbong na ayaw pa daw siyang pauwiin, pinanonood ko lang sya ng napag desisyunan ko na lingunin yung nurse.

Ganon nalang din ang pagkagulat ko ng makilala ko yung nurse. It's Cris my friend one of my friend's when I'm in US, parehas kaming med student non, she's also a Filipino then nakatanggap sya ng scholarship kaya sya napunta ng US. Nakita nya din naman ako, nagulat naman ako ng bigla niya kong binatukan, as always. "What the lollipop Xenon, is that really you?" she said i just nod while laughing at her.

"You guys know each other?" Ami asked suddenly si Cris naman ang sumagot. "Yes ma'am and we're seatmates when we're in US" she smiled at Ami so Ami just smiled at her and spoke.

"So nurse edi papayagan mo na ko umuwi?" she asked Cris again that made Cris to shake her head.

"Is she your girlfriend that you're telling me before huh Xenon?" she asked teasingly. I'm going to speak when the tree girls interrupt me, "BEFORE" sabay sabay pa nilang sinabi yon kaya natatawa naman yung kambal sa gilid ko habang sila Axe and Rase naman kinakausap si Ami.

"But wait Xenon, pano kayong naging mag seatmates e engineering student ka while she's a nursing student na nurse na ngayon" Mika said that stopped the twin from laughing and their face was like dumbfounded.

" I'm a license nurse also, after i graduated to nursing i decided to take engineering as planned" i said that make them nod. While Cris, i think she got a brighter idea, no Cris not again.

"Uhm Xenon what if lang naman ha"Sabi nito sakin na parang kinakabahan at nag aalangan sa sasabihin nya. " Tutal malapit ka naman sa patient what if ikaw nalang maging nurse nya i mean ikaw naman top notcher sa buong school i know you can take care of her" she said as she smile and excuse herself.

"And by the way nakita ko to sa pocket nya kanina" she said before she excuse herself.

Tiningnan ko naman ito hanggang sa nag decide ako na buksan ito.

time flies when you’re having fun.

back then when i was young, i tend to enjoy playing a lot with my friends that i didn’t even notice that it’s getting dark. bidding good byes to my friends and getting sad of going home. i admit, i don’t want to be alone because i thought that it’s lonely.

i kept on telling myself that i would not make it if i’ll lose a friend or someone important to me but, look at me now, enjoying the days like nothing happened. losing them is a chance for me to be independent and to get stronger.

but now, the fact that i smiled and i laughed a lot these past few days without someone by my side means that i enjoyed my own company. i just realized that i don’t need someone to make me happy, i can make myself happy alone. being alone is not being lonely. it is about being happy and enjoy what you have right now. no other than, it’s yourself.

Basa ko sa unang sulat

Dear kuya Blair,

As I sit down to write this message, my mind is filled with memories of our childhood days, the laughter we shared, the tears we shed, and the endless fights we had. You have always been more than just a sibling to me, you have been my confidante, my guide, and my friend. Today, as I look back on all those years, I realize how lucky I am to have you in my life.

You have always been the one to lead by example, to inspire me to do better, and to challenge me to push my limits. From teaching me how to ride a bike to helping me with my homework, you have always been there for me. I cannot thank you enough for all the love, support, and encouragement you have given me over the years.

As we both have grown older, our lives have taken different paths, and we have faced our fair share of challenges. But even in those tough times, you have never once let me down. You have been a constant source of strength for me, a shoulder to cry on, and someone to turn to when things get tough.

I admire the person you have become, the way you have built your life, and the values you stand for. Your unwavering dedication to your family, your work, and your community is truly inspiring. Your kindness, your generosity, and your sense of humor have touched the lives of so many people around you.

As I write this message, I want you to know how much you mean to me. You are not just my older brother, you are my hero. You have always been there to pick me up when I fall, to push me when I need it, and to cheer me on when I succeed. I want you to know that I love you more than words can express, and that I am proud to call you my brother.

In these uncertain times, it's easy to feel overwhelmed, anxious, and lost. But I know that with you by my side, I can face anything. You have shown me that even in the darkest of times, there is always hope, and that with hard work and determination, we can overcome any obstacle.

I want to thank you for being my brother, my friend, and my role model. You have made me a better person, and I will always be grateful for everything you have done for me. I hope this message finds you well, and I look forward to seeing you soon.

With love and admiration.

Grabe pati si Blair ginawan nya, ani ko sa aking sarili.

Dear Kuya Blake,

As I sit down to write this message, my mind is filled with memories of our childhood days, the laughter we shared, the tears we shed, and the endless fights we had. You have always been more than just a sibling to me, you have been my confidante, my guide, and my friend. Today, as I look back on all those years, I realize how lucky I am to have you in my life.

You have always been the one to lead by example, to inspire me to do better, and to challenge me to push my limits. From teaching me how to ride a bike to helping me with my homework, you have always been there for me. I cannot thank you enough for all the love, support, and encouragement you have given me over the years.

As we both have grown older, our lives have taken different paths, and we have faced our fair share of challenges. But even in those tough times, you have never once let me down. You have been a constant source of strength for me, a shoulder to cry on, and someone to turn to when things get tough.

I admire the person you have become, the way you have built your life, and the values you stand for. Your unwavering dedication to your family, your work, and your community is truly inspiring. Your kindness, your generosity, and your sense of humor have touched the lives of so many people around you.

As I write this message, I want you to know how much you mean to me. You are not just my older brother, you are my hero. You have always been there to pick me up when I fall, to push me when I need it, and to cheer me on when I succeed. I want you to know that I love you more than words can express, and that I am proud to call you my brother.

In these uncertain times, it's easy to feel overwhelmed, anxious, and lost. But I know that with you by my side, I can face anything. You have shown me that even in the darkest of times, there is always hope, and that with hard work and determination, we can overcome any obstacle.

I want to thank you for being my brother, my friend, and my role model. You have made me a better person, and I will always be grateful for everything you have done for me. I hope this message finds you well, and I look forward to seeing you soon.

With love and admiration,

[Ami your baby]

Dear [Mika],

It’s hard to believe that it’s been [5 years] since we first met. It feels like just yesterday that we were two strangers, sitting next to each other in class, nervously introducing ourselves. But over the years, something amazing happened - we became more than just friends, we became brothers.

Looking back, it’s amazing to see how much we’ve grown and how far we’ve come. We’ve been through so much together - the good times, the bad times, and everything in between. And through it all, we’ve stuck together, supporting each other every step of the way.

I remember the moment when I realized that you were more than just a friend to me. It was when we were going through a tough time, and you were there for me, listening to me vent and offering words of encouragement. It was in that moment that I realized that I had found a brother in you, someone who was always there for me, no matter what.

Over the years, we’ve shared so many memories. We’ve had so many adventures - road trips, concerts, parties, and countless late nights just talking and laughing. We’ve shared our hopes, our dreams, and our fears, and we’ve always been there to lift each other up and help each other through the tough times.

But what makes our bond so special is not just the fun times we’ve shared, but the challenges we’ve faced together.

She really loves then that much.