The Betrayed Luna: Twin For My Mate

Elara’s POV Lukas blocks the door with his hand. I want to kick at him or something but I know it’s gonna be useless. “Lukas, let me go.” He frowns. I know he wants to say something. Just f*****g say something, Lukas. We’ve been in this mess for months now. One minute he wants me and then another he’s complaining about me. You can’t be my mate. “You’re right. We aren’t meant for each other,” I repeat the hurtful things he says to me. I’m hoping he says it’s not true but he doesn’t say anything. I can feel my hands shaking from anger and disappointment for his lack of empathy. Why doesn’t he get this? If he rejects me then I’ll likely never have my own kids. "The moon altar is crap and you know it!" I just don't get why he's the alpha of the Silverthorne pack if he doesn't even believe anything the moon altar predicts? You can't have offsprings if you choose the wrong mate. The prophecy for Lukas and I was clear as day. "Fine," I shrug. I swallow to keep my shaky voice. "You're right, so please let me go." 'Please say something.' I bite my lips as my stomach flutters. It's not even about the moon alter anymore. I've always been in love with Lukas for so long that it makes my chest hurt to see him deny his feelings for me. Lukas doesn't talk. I try to open the door again and this time he holds me with one hand and locks the door with the other. "Elara... f**k," Lukas' brow pulls in and he runs his hands over his hair. "You're driving me nuts, you know that right?" "That's more reason you should leave me alone!" "I can't fucking..." Lukas' voice cracks. He cups my face in his hands and leans closer to me and his warm breath touches my skin. "Elara you know I can't." “Why!” I shout and tears flow down my face. “You… you keep using me and then you discard me when things are fine with you and Thalia.” ‘Gosh.’ I hate that I’m talking or even thinking about her right now. “You’ve got to understand.” “What exactly? That you don’t come to me?” I push him away with force. “That you don’t ignore me when things are fine with Thalia–” “That’s because I love her!” Lukas screams back at me. I flinch at his outburst. “Thalia’s supposed to be my mate!” Lukas barks. “This stupid feeling… you gotta know the reason why I can’t stay away from you is cos of the moon alter. I can’t control myself.” “Let me make it easy for you–” Lukas’ right. I can’t help the feelings I have for him anymore. I’ve tried to talk to one of the elders to do something and I even went as far as reading more about the effect of the moon on our feelings and it’s useless. Even if I reject him the moon altar didn’t just choose us as mates, it prophesied we can’t have any other werewolf's pups. "Then I reject you!" I say. His face softens, his façade cracking under my words. "Elara..." He whispers, reaching out to touch my face. I slap his hand away, turning my back to him. "Just go, Lukas. Go back to her. Go back to your perfect life. Leave me alone." I say, choking on a sob. "Elara, please. Stop crying." He says, his tone desperate. I wish I could stop feeling anything for him. "Elara, I'm begging you. Don't shut me out. Let me explain." He says, his voice cracking. I bite my lip, feeling a twinge of pity. "Elara, I'm sorry." He says, his voice low and sincere. "I'm sorry for everything." Lukas takes a step closer to me with his intensity. He tries to touch me but I'm startled. "Don't touch me, Lukas." I say, my voice cold and hard. He drops his hand, his expression hurt. "Elara..." He whispers, his voice broken. "I'm not playing with your feelings, Elara. I'm telling you the truth." He says, his voice earnest. Lukas moves closer and closes the distance between us. "I thought there was something special between us, Lukas." I say, my voice softening. "I thought our connection was real." I look into his eyes, searching for a hint of validation. "Was it all a lie?" I ask, my voice barely audible. "No it wasn't that a lie," Lukas says as he leans closer to me and his lips almost touch mine. I feel a warm breath caressing my skin and my senses become alert. I'm craving for his touch right now. 'Please touch me… please touch me.' I want to flinch away but I am frozen to a spot. I close my eyes briefly and when I open it again Lukas' gaze shifts from my eyes to my lips. My lips part slightly and I can't help my growing need. I want him to kiss me everywhere. "You're fuckung beautiful." He whispers, his voice husky with desire. I laugh sarcastically and push his chest but my strength is nothing compared to his, but before I can struggle even more he leans in and kisses me softly on the mouth. It is not a hard kiss like I expected, just soft and sweet. I can feel his warm lips against mine. I moan into his mouth and he pulls back slightly, looking at me with an amused smile. He thinks I'm beautiful. 'Oh, gosh. ' I'm never gonna get out of this mess. I stand on my tiptoes and kiss him back. He doesn't take it slow this time. Lukas' hand explores my body. He moves his hands over my breast and through the thin layer of shirt and cotton bra, my sensitive buds harden against his touch. I moan again and push myself closer to him, my hands exploring his chest and stomach. I can feel his arousal pressing against my hip and I grind against him. I want to feel more of him. I pull away from him and look up at him. He's still smiling down at me. "I want you." I say in a low voice. "You do?" he asks, his voice a little hoarse. "Yes, I want you." Lukas kisses me again, his tongue parting my lips and sliding inside my mouth. I moan softly and wrap my arms around his neck. He guides me to the bed with his mouth still on mine. Lukas undresses me in seconds leaving me bare to him. He doesn't waste time parting my thighs and burying his mouth between them . I feel his wet tongue on my mound and it sends a shock through my body . My channel is wet. I'm soaking wet. He must have been thinking about this for a while. "You're so f*****g wet," he says, licking up my juices. I moan at the pleasure of it. Lukas lifts his head and positions his erection at the entrance of my channel. "Lukas," I plead. "Don't stop." I feel tears pool at the corners of my eyes and I know one thing for sure, having s*x with Lukas will surely change everything.