Romance of the Playboy

CHAPTER 13

CHELLERINE

"Sweetheart, Someone is looking for you here" nagpatuloy ako sa paghakbang hanggang sa tuluyan nang makababa.

Yish or the two dorks only knew our house. Except the two Liores twins. Kaya okay lang na ganito itsura ang sumalubong sa kanila. This isn't that big deal to lose the pride of mine.

"Bab- Kadyne" I was shocked and still at that process. Kahit anong gawin kong pag-iisip ay hindi maitanggi na siya ang narito.

He is here. At lakagising ko lang. He always see me newly waked but at our family house. My looks are not presentable to look still well and that good.

I may not look myself in front of the mirror caused I already knew he will burst out into laughter at me.

"Why you're here?" he is wearing his school uniform while me still not.

"Okay, I am now way going off, have a good day with you two" biglang sumalungat si Mama at naiwan na munang nakaawang ang bunganga ni Kailer dahil hindi nito naituloy ang kaniyang dapat na sasabihin.

You're just a lucky. He must, my Mom never open the gate and welcome just a mere acquaintance from outside. Baka kung anong kasinungalingan ang mga sinabi niya para lang makapasok.

"Can we talk?" Inunahan ko na itong maglakad papunta sa sala kung saan ako na nagta-tambay minsan.

May mga gamit pang nakalabas ngunit halata naman na ginagamit pa yata dahil nakalabas at hindi naman ganoon kakati sa mata.

My wondered quest just to guess the exact reason why he is now here and how did he find out where our house located at? This is impossible, I may not know him and his possible deeds, ability, features and many still I am not for now not seeing from him.

I remain stand and wait him. Along with my gaze abruptly abstain to his stare which is obviously like this is his time awaited for to be come. And now, I am torn between the things of why he need to be here, is he here because he needs something from me?

"You're here, and why I'm also indeed to be here. Simply answer" not simply but made it even much intricate.

"And?" hindi pa rin ako nakukumbinsi ng dahil sa nakakairita ngunit para sa kaniya ay simple. Maikli pero mas lalong naging magulo.

"I missed you.." that will remain lame.

"Then?" Still a part of me inside deeply wants to hear his eligible reason despite he wasted his time for driving for about an hour just to be here. Ang aga pa, mukhang mas inagahan niya ang gising niya.

He strived to catch up here. And now telling those, I am still not convinced.

"I need you.." His needs again is here.

"Any?" How can I not know if I dare not to ask it. He will keep if maybe if I did not ask.

"I want you.." He is being playful again.

"Other?" Even not telling more or there further in addition. This effort are relatively and functioning to start to plant a doubt.

"You want me too" Bigla ko na lang itong nilapitan at kinurot ang braso nito.

His grunt made me pinch his arm part more. Ayan, mag-si-sigaw ka lang na nasasaktan ka. Nakakagigil lang.

"I'll strip your brassiere if you don't stop doing that" Binitawan ko ang pagkakasakmal sa kaniyang braso at nakita itong namumula.

Hindi ko iyon pinansin at kaagad na lumayo sa kaniya. Umupo siya pero hindi ako mapakali. I am not numb not feel his implying through how he put his left leg above the right. Looking at me beyond those stare I can smell something.

"Uhm.. H-hindi ka p-papasok?"

Agitated all around covered on my wholeness is only what I feel at iyon ang pinangangambahan ko ngayon.

Naka-upo lang siya at walang ginagawa ngunit parang may gagawin ito dahil sa simple nitong pagtingin sa akin mula sa kabuoan ko.

"I want to drink" I am not maid.

Upang makaalis ay iyon ang sinundan ko. Pumunta akong kusina upang ipagsalin siya ng tubig na malamig sa baso.

Hindi ako umiinom ng malamig sa umaga. Nagdadalawang isip ako kung paano ko iaabot kay Kailer ang baso. Wala pa ako doon pero kinakabahan ako.

"How about you are you willing to face the consequence as you already know my reason behind of being my existence here?" Not that Kailer.

I am bound going upstairs. Maliligo na ako, ayaw kong ma-late ngayon. Pero siguradong hindi mangyayari iyon, siya mismo narito hindi niya hahayaang hindi manakaw ang oras ko.

I get in my room but with him again. Sumunod siya, paano ako maliligo kung narito siya? Maghihilamos na lang nakakahiya. This is my first f*cking time I felt it towards him.

"K-kailer.." Caressing my belly while he is at my back hugging my waist is not expected. Mas lalo akong kinabahan dahil sa paglapit pa niya sa akin. At ang paraan ng pagpapadaan ng kaniyang mga haplos mula sa tiyan ko ay nakakatindig balahibo na.

"It's a yes or yes" that was stated. Paano ako mamimili kung wala namang pagpipilian?

He even do smelling my neck and licking it which my sensitive part are tickling. Up to my jaw, to my ears, this is kinda horrible. It's giving me goosebumps, he is freak.

Having a way to my belly because the pendulous excess shirt was now hanging over. He tear it from apart which make me on shock. No, he should not, hindi niya ito maaaring gawin.

For the f*ck. Biting, sucking and licking my neck makes me groan. Exceed, too exceed. He drastic remove my top through tearing my shirt from apart. My brassiere only the left over.

My hand holding and now rolling to his nape was become more tight. I want to blabber. I want to stop him. I want him to give a warn. I want him to know we can't. He should not doing this to me. He is making me feel loosen to my sanity.

I'm f*ck up!

"Sweetheart, call your acquaintance we're gonna having breakfast" Oh sh*t. Mas lalong napahigpit ang hawak ko sa kaniyang dibdib nang marinig ko ang sabi ni Mama.

"B-back off Kailer" He is too near. His lure face becoming blast. His hand keep on having an access to my body which now making me feel the cold coming out from the air conditioner I even now did not switch off.

"Let me make perfect my score" Within deep side of mine. I'm having a dreads. Kasabay ng paggalaw ng kaniyang kamay ay siya namang paghawak ko sa kaniyang batok.

Thus his kisses are going down to my neck. I'm shirtless, he will under go with it. I don't understand why I am at ineffable phenomenon. It's just I was been after rough and now taking this.

Eventually, he is giving me something. He let me feel the blaze of fire now on me. I frighten as he remove the hook of my brassiere. But he intended to move his body closer to mine as he gradually kissing me now.

"Y-You're loosing my s-sanity" I mutter.

"You should because I already lost mine since I laid my eyes on you" He continue giving me a kiss and the pleasure I am feeling now different.

I feel his hand, doing a circular motion to my breast playing. It's tickling me. F*ck!

He gently having on touch on my back and leisurely prevail his hand crawling to my spine. I feel he is teasing me. I move my arms to siege on his waist. He close the way, the possible enough way to escape are not provided but give it as more guard by his body.

Walking his lips to my face then back to my lips where he made it more gentle. I feel my knees are trembling, because I'm getting down. Firmly touch my back then continue to his work now waking me from not me but in a new feeling. This kinda new yet I knew nothing but..

"This is hell.." I heard it. Coming from him, so me too.

His left arm are holding my back with careful but joining it with his ably touch. While the other one are continue to its aim by claiming my leg upwards to down. I am at risk when I'm trying to open my eyes, in intended. I am screw as I feel his hands persistent to go on my core. Just sh*t!

"K-Kailer.." nahihirapan ako kahit sa pagbigkas ng pangalan niya.

He know, I am stopping him from doing he wanted. I can't grant what he want but he is freak.

"Yes baby" his husky I heard came out to his mouth as he still continue giving it a touch that can make my wholeness shattered.

"Stop.." I tiredly said. My energy are swollen off voraciously. I'm frailing. I don't know where to hold anymore.

I was guide by his arm and keep still. Idly yet trying to make my state be with me. Hindi ko siya mspipigilan kung sa kaniya ako magpapadala.

I am really screw!

Then, he unlock the space between us, the distance are enough to make me suffocate. I breath out deeply and breath in like my oxygen are running away from me.

"If my marked are always visible, I can stop.." Yumuko siya na parang may kinukuha sa ibaba.

But my eyes full of surprise because he is holding my brassiere he strip while ago. Kasalanan niya ito eh. I wrapped my top to prevent him to freely have a sight. It become more tight as his face coming near to my ear.

"It's mine" I bow my head. Which where my head just place into his sturdy chest.

"I did not touch it because I want to give a furtive sight. But I will just not now.." Gusto ko na lang makatulog at hindi na magigising pa.

Bumalot sa akin ang kaniyang mga braso at bahagyang inilayo sa may pader. That cold wall made my spine numb.

"Sorry... I'm sorry for placing you there, next time I will put you to my bed" I thought he is sorry for doing this. This bullsh*t man!

He swirl my body facing the wall and he is facing my back. I see the brassiere he is handing, he deliberately putting it on my arms. I float my arms and that opportunity he pull on the strap and fix it from my back. Sana hindi lang magbuhol-buhol ang pagkaka-kabit niya.

He wary put the hook on and be attach to my back. Of course it will mark red if he'll let it in abrupt.

Muli niya akong pinaikot upang maiharap sa kaniya. No impel nor impetus he did to nag me on and be with his moves.

As I face him. He welcome me his lips so sudden to take a moves. My eyes just close conjunct pulling me closer to have a good yet a capable for him an access.

"You can't be flimsy. You need to eat" Tumalikod ito at nagpunta sa kabinet na nasa gilid ng kama ko. Binuksan niya ito at tumingin-tingin upang pumili.

Lahat ng iyan sinusuot ko. Binili ni Mama at ako ang mga iyan upang suotin. But this guy mends with his quest appearance to look for formal yet presentable shirt maybe.

I badly want to wear a shirt now. Malamig, pati sa balat ko ay tumatama na ang hangin na galing sa air conditioner. He tore my shirt, he did it again. He bite my neck. And now he care for nothing but peeking for a right and comfy shirt.

Agaran niyang ipinasuot sa akin ang napili niyang shirt sa ulo ko. Hindi ko namalayan na kaagad niya itong ipaasuot, itinaas niya ang kabilang braso ko upang ilusot sa butas at nang maisuot na nang maayos ay muli siyang tumingin akin. Too direct to my eyes as if I can't get up from drowning upon it.

Ginagawa niya akong makasalanan. I know he is here not only to give me this peck of his kisses and his missing touch I have admit but when he said it first I become lunatic. Ayaw kong inuunahan ako, nakakainis.

We proceed outdoor, he even closed the door before we go down and take our breakfast. Hindi ko pa siya tinatanong, nakalimutan ko at hindi ko siya tatanungin pa. I'm freaking ashamed to myself for what he've done to me body. Fascinating touch, his allured words, his enticing face I am glamour made me forgot how to survived, how to retrieve and how to stop him. But I actually stopped him.. in the end.

Ilang oras na yata ang itinagal namin bago pa kami nakarating sa eskuwelahan. Wala pa akong contacts sa mga kasama ko, hindi ko pa nabubuksan iyon. The battery of my phone are low why I didn't bring it with me. Siya ang kasama ko baka kunin nanaman nito iyon. I have no intention to think that he will do that way.

"You still owe me an explanation why you're at our house recently" Iyon ang gusto kong sabihin pero pinabayaan at hindi na ito pinansin pa.

He pull me close to him through hitting my arms and afterwards it turn to my waist. This moment will never be permanent I need to think.

"You're mine, it's my responsible to fetch you there" What a nonsense reason again. His haphazard lack of words to become cogent continue striking not until I'm feeling disgust to him.

"Ang lamya" Just substantial not ethic.

"Not lame anymore, that's truth, that's an aim, that's an achievement I need to perform further and even more for future" Nevertheless, he is not sarcastic at all. Based on what his expression showing off.

"You want something?" I want burger.

Maybe that will be his way to be close with my appetite. Another way of him. Pero gusto kong bumili non. I want burger.

"I want burger" Burger with hot sauce yet to fleshy inside, it will be tasty.

Wala akong sinabi na sasama ako. But he tends to buy with me, he never detach his arms wrapping on my waist possessively.

Iilan ang mga nadatnan namin nang makarating kami sa alam niyang burger shop. It's smell good and very catchy to my taste. My jaws are also now in pain to endure the time of the other first customer before our turn.

"Three cheese and one with hot sauce flavour" How the auxiliary of the cooker drag here and now taking our order?

I wince as I feel the sun reflect to my skin. It's not that too sharp but the gleam of it are having an effect to make me grimace.

I go beneath Kailer's shadow and make it as dim to cover me and protect from the sun. Nakakabigla kung lulusob nalang ng walang ano-ano. Nakakabahal at wala kaming dalang payong. Hindi ko rin alam na tanghali na.

"We'll go proceed" hinawakan niya ang balikat ko at inilapit sa kaniya.

Nagsimula kaming maglakad hanggang sa wala na kaming lilim ng mga puno ay itinaas nito ang kaliwang braso at ang kamay niya ay kaniyang ibinuka upang harangan ako sa araw.

The ventilated spacious as we arrived at their opted office, he ready the seat for me before he let me lay down. It was a stress day, ang init ng panahon ngayon.

"Mga taong ito, bakit ngayon lang kayo?" Avis. He is, that's his voice but in a slue. I want to pry him to make him a real man.

"The entire school athlete are readying for the implemented activities on next month, pero bakit ngayon lang kayo. Malapit na iyon mga huy, kami na halos ang naghanda ng at nagsasabi pa sa mga estudiyante na galingan. Siyempre the championship are ours" this gay. This awry person are not in my system. Nor in terms but this is an urge events will be held next month and it's now third week for this month before that month will be come.

Hindi ako sumalungat at nagtangka pang magsalita. Para kay Kailer iyon at sigurado na siya rin ang may maraming gagawin.

Passing those many who look at me while patiently walking towards the café where Yish and everyone are there too. Gusto ko silang kasabay kahit ngayon lang. Lagi na lang napapaliya ang pagsama ko sa kanila dahil kay Kailer and his grim aim.

"She really is Chellerine, a Kadyne" That's only a name.

"She's in high" We're just equal.

"Probably angat nga eh" No, I never be in high place because I never include myself from thos conservative rituals of many. I have my own principles. It's frenetic to follow that matter.

Nagpabaling ako sa kung saan ko makikita ang mga hinahanap ko. Ako na muna ang bibili ng pagkain ko ngayon, I already saw them eating with their meal. I don't want to be on board just to order any of them buy me a food.

Bitbit ko ang bag ko, hindi pa nila ako npapansin kung kaya ako na mismo ang nagdala habang papalapit sa kanila. Hindi ako gumawa ng ingay makalapit lang sa kanila.

"Good Day to everyone guys" nakangiti kong bati sa kanila.

Inilapag ko ang dala kong pagkain na nasa tray pa. Biglang umusog si Yiden at kinuha ang bag ko. Inilapag rin niya ito doon, umupo ako at liningon ang isa sa kanila.

"After class talaga no, lumipas ang buong araw kahapon, napuyat ako, wala akong natanggap na tawag o message galing sa iyo" Push all my strength, prevent from falling that I really forgot that one.

"Uhm.. I-I-"

"Fogot. Mga salita mo, talagang tagos no. Ano bang ginawa mo kahapon?" I did buy things I am needed for the task I am willing to go with my parents.

"I purchased things" Sabi ko upang hindi na ito mangulit pa.

"Ms. Tiamzon, again Ms. Tiamzon, Mr. President are calling you" taka akong napatingin sa speaker na nag-announce ng pangalan ko.

Sunod akong napatingin kay Yish, her eyebrows form into mischievous one, Yiden's face turn out into a ineffable culture, Hievi's lips form into a wide yet suit why he become little creature to my eyes, then there's Kievane seriously looking at the speaker and turn to me in a sudden his glare I saw the curiosity in his eyes.