Triple trouble

Chapter nineteen - For a few days

Kally's POV:

I have been feeling weird since that conversation with Kian. I saw him two days ago. He tried to talk to me. This time, he backed out quickly. I have nothing to tell him anymore. My answer is still no. I don't want to get back with him. What he did was enough. Addie agreed with me, but for a different reason. She still thinks I like Jay. I didn't fight her on that one because I'm not sure. I care about him, but not that much. We can be friends. I don't see anything else happening. I won't allow it. Right now, I don't want to date. Too many things happened. The other thing is that something is bothering him. If he doesn't tell me, I can't help. That is not a problem, but I'll leave him alone. I'm sure he needs this. I tried to talk with his mom. The boys don't do anything. I like seeing them, but they don't need a babysitter anymore. We agreed on something. I'll stay with them only until the end of the summer. Well, they don't know that yet. I don't think she will tell them. I hope that she and Jay can fix their relationship.

It's another working day. Honestly, this doesn't even feel like a job. I like spending time with the boys. I think we found a way to understand each other. That is the good news for me. I'm getting ready to go. I had cereal this morning. I'm trying to eat different food every day. When I'm in a hurry, I grab what I find. I took my things and walked out. Their mom waited for me to come and went to work. I see their dad only when he comes home. Toby and Blane were here, but there was no sign of Jay.

- Is it me, or she didn't look much in the mood? - I asked

- She and Jay had a heated argument last night. - Blane said

- Again?

- Yes.

- Was it that bad?

- He told her everything.

- Oh. Where is he now?

- In his room. He doesn't want to come out.

- Don't talk to him. Otherwise, he might get mad at you for something you didn't do. - Toby said

- Thanks. Who wants coffee?

- Make them three. - Blane said

- Maybe four.

- Risk it if you want.

- Knock, knock.

- Leave. I don't want to talk with you.

- I only wanted to say hey and to ask if you want coffee.

- No. You can leave now.

- Sure. I won't bother you.

- Wait!

- Yes?

- I'm sorry.

- I know. You can find me in the kitchen if you need something.

- Can I come for coffee?

- Sure. I would love that.

At least I made some progress. Jay came out of his room. It's not like he was talking. We avoided asking him questions. He should decide if he wants to talk or not. For lunch, I made a salad and baked chicken nuggets. I found them in the fridge. That will do the work. I don't want to make fries now. It's too hot for that.

- How is my lunch? - I asked

- Delicious as always. - Blane said

- Thanks. We can go out in the afternoon if you want.

- Jay, if we go out, will you come with us?

- Hello. Earth to my brother. - Toby said

- What? I wasn't listening.

- We can tell. Will you go out with us?

- No, thanks. I don't want to be outside. It's too hot.

- You two can go. I'll stay here. - I said

- I don't need you to watch over me. - Jay said

- I'm doing it because I don't want to leave you alone. No one said you have to talk with me.

- Fine. Do whatever you want.

- We might get another coffee before we go. - Toby said

- Your parents might run out of it.

- Who cares? If we like it, we'll drink it.

- Cool.

- I'll be in my room. - Jay said and left

- How bad was it last night?

- He thinks that our mom never cared about him.

- I'm sure that is not true. Every parent cares about their kids.

- Let's say she did it in a way he couldn't understand.

- I see.

Toby and Blane went out after a cup of coffee. I made one for Jay as well. I left it on his nightstand. He was sleeping, so I didn't want to wake him up. I feel bad for him. I think he and his mom can't have a normal conversation. Well, I can't mess with this. I sat on the couch and pulled out my phone. That will occupy me for some time. I felt a presence and turned around.

- Hey.

- Hey.

- Why are you here alone?

- I didn't want to wake you up.

- Thanks for the coffee. It was good.

- I'm glad you like it.

- I'm sorry about what I said. It had nothing to do with you.

- That is good to know.

- I can't stand my mom.

- Can I know what happened? I won't do anything. I promise.

- Nothing. She wanted the truth. I told her that she wouldn't like it.

- Why don't you love her?

- You are asking the wrong person.

- No, I'm asking you. Is it only because of what she did?

- We were never close.

- So? She must have done something since you are so hurt.

- She didn't do anything.

- Then?

- That is the issue. She never did anything for me. This woman only knows how to blame me. I never got defended by her.

- Do you know why she did it?

- I didn't ask, but it doesn't matter. Whatever the reason is, that is not an excuse to treat me like that.

- She thought she was doing the right thing.

- But she didn't. Can I ask for a favor?

- Sure.

- Can I stay at your house?

That question came like thunder on a sunny day. I don't know what he wants to achieve with this, but I bet it won't help. The other thing is that I can't do it. I won't let him move out of his house.

- Look. I don't know what to say.

- Please. I have no one to ask.

- I don't mind you staying at my house, but this is not a solution.

- I'll do anything.

- Let's do it like this. You can stay for a few days. I'll talk with your mom and explain the situation. After that, you will come back here. Understood?

- Yes. Thank you so much.

- I'm too nice to people.

- Maybe, but I'm not like him. I won't hurt you.

I looked at him. What is that supposed to mean? He didn't say anything else. When his parents came home, I went to talk with his mom. She saw this coming, but didn't expect me to be the victim. I won't define myself like that. I don't mind her son being at home for a few days. Nothing will happen. Jay came with me right away. My parents were already home. I told him to occupy the guest room while I talked with them. Hopefully, they won't throw him away.

- I believe you have to tell us something. - my dad said

- Can you do me a favor? Both of you.

- It depends on what it is.

- I know it comes out of nowhere, but can Jay stay here for a few days? Later, he will go home. I promise.

- Why doesn't he want to stay at home?

- He and his mom have a rough time together.

- Moving away is not the solution. - my mom said

- I know, but I couldn't say no. She agreed on that. Maybe you can help them out.

- What do you expect me to do?

- I don't know. You and I have good relations.

- Honey, every parent is different. I can't tell a mom how to take care of her kids.

- Mostly, I was talking about Jay.

- I will try, but I won't promise you anything.

- Thanks.

- You can go and check on him. We'll call you when dinner is ready. - my dad said

Jay was lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling. That won't be easy. I didn't say anything and did the same. He didn't talk, but I saw a small smile. It's better than nothing. He took his backpack and gave me the little ball from earlier. I have no idea what to do with this. Well, I'll keep it for now. Dad called us when the food was ready. It might be awkward.

- We have more food if someone is hungry. - my mom said

- Who filled the plates?

- Me, why? - my dad asked

- Dad, not everyone eats as much as you.

- Eat and don't complain.

- Good food.

- Do you want something else? You don't eat much.

- No, thanks. - Jay said

- You can always go. - I said

- I'm not doing it. If you don't want me here, say it. I'll go somewhere else.

- I never said that. What do you expect to happen from all this?

- Something. - he said, and I chuckled

- Something like what?

- I don't know. I hope she feels terrible.

- She is your mom.

- So? Not everyone can have perfect relations with their parents.

- Mine are not perfect. We have argued, but not that much.

- Do you want me to talk with your mom? - my mom asked

- No, thanks. It's a waste of time. Whatever goes in her head doesn't come out.

- Where have I seen this? - I asked

- Stop it! I don't look like her!

- You have to admit it. You two are identical.

- No, we are not!

I dropped it. Otherwise, he will get mad at me. It's not like he is not now. After dinner, my parents watched a movie in the living room. We were invited as well. Jay was in his room. They went to bed after it finished. I put on my PJs, ready to go to bed. I'm too nice to people. Before I laid down, I went to check on him.

- Can I come in?

- You are already in. Also, it's your house.

- How are you? I didn't want to upset you.

- I know.

- Are you mad at me?

- No.

- Can I do something for you? I might be able to help.

- You can't. It's impossible.

- What do you want from your mom? To start treating you differently?

- It's too late for that.

- No, it's not. A change is a change, no matter when it happens.

- I don't need her anymore. I can do everything alone.

- There are some things only a mother can do.

- Like what?

- Loving you like no one else.

- That is not my mom. It sounds like yours.

- Take a rest. We can talk tomorrow.

- Do you have to go home?

- Well, I planned to invite Toby and Blane here. Your parents can come and pick them up.

We didn't talk much. I don't want to say the same thing over and over again. He is old enough to know what he is doing. I can't tell him what to do. He won't listen. I didn't tell him that I got another friend request from Kian. I don't know how many profiles he will create. It was only one. When I blocked it, he stopped. I want to believe he gave up, but I'm not sure. I have other things on my mind. Let's say that when I tell this to Addie, she will freak out. I can invite her home tomorrow. It's a chance for her to talk with the boys. I know they won't hurt her. I hope that Jay and his mom can fix their relationship.