Sue

Track 8

MIA'S P.O.V

That's the beauty of a secret You know you're supposed to keep it That's the beauty of a secretThat's the beauty of a secret You know you're supposed to keep it But I don't have to f*****g tell you anything, anything

I woke up to a moving figure in my arms. Once I was completely awake I saw what was moving, Rachel was snuggling more into my arms, because the covers slipped off the top of her. I smiled at the way her face scrunched up in confusion when she couldn't find warmth. I reached over and pulled the covers off the floor wrapping them around her. Before a loud ringing noise cut threw the silence I quickly turned to my find my phone on the floor beside the bed. "Hello!?" I whisper yell. "Hey Mia we need to talk." Crimson red's gruff voice hit my ear. "What dozd you want red? I'm busy." I responded harshly. "Busy? Oh my bad then I guess I'll just call you back later... ooooorrrrrr you could oh! I don't know stop doing what ever the f**k you are doing and talk business with me!" He spat back I growled back at him, as I slipped out of the bed carefully. Not wanting to wake up the sleeping beauty next to me. Once outside on the porch I took a deep breath before answering red. "Fine what the hell do you want." I heard a low laugh before his voice still holding a slight laugh in it. "I want to know what the damn time line is on what I paid for." "Well if you hadn't just interrupted me I was in the middle of progressing the plan very nicely actually." I hissed back. He broke out in another laugh longer this time "ohhhhhh wwwweeeeelllll excuse me missy! I guess you can get back to doing you ooooorrrrr well doing you know whooooo." After a few minutes I realized that his laughing wasn't going to stop any time soon. So I cut off the phone in annoyance. "f*****g drunk son of a bitch." "Hey now you kiss your momma with that mouth?" I turned my head at the sound of my mother's voice. "Hey when did you get in?" I rushed over to her gently grabbed her hand and shoulder slowly showing her to the rocking chair in the corner of the porch. "Oh just got in a few hours ago, and to my surprise when I went into my daughters room to tell her of my arrival. I found her snuggled up with another girl fast asleep." A smirk danced on her face as she looked at me. An awkward laugh fell from my lips as a retort. "Is she the one you told me about?" The lighthearted tone of the previous conversation was quickly whipped away along with her smile. "Yeah she's the one." We were quite for a few seconds just taking in the new information. "So no turning back now eh?" She tried to smile at her light joke. But I couldn't muster a returning action. "Yeah I guess not." I turned to face away from my mother. Not wanting her to see the conflicting emotions on my face. "You're doing the right think honey." Her voice was tense yet soothing to my raging war inside my head and heart. "I sure hope so mamma." I sure hope so

Never seek to tell thy love, 

Love that never told can be; For the gentle wind does move Silently, invisibly.

I told my love, I told my love, I told her all my heart; Trembling, cold, in ghastly fears,

Ah! She did depart!

Soon as she was gone from me, A traveller came by,

Silently, invisibly 

He took her with a sigh.