Warrior or survivor?

Am i a warrior or survivor? I think i am both. The pain, The guilt, The feeling that can't be kept on hold. Its all just breaking me into piece's, like a broken promise, or maybe even a broken glass, yet not a single thing can bring it back together. I am a warrior. I fought with people i thought i'd never encounter. I battled with feelings, I thought i'd never lose, And all i did everyday was just fight and fight, Yet i still didn't won a prize. I am survivor. I survived every other day, As if my life is in a repeat cycle, that doesn't have an end stop, yet i still couldn't make it out alive. Am i a warrior or survivor? I think i am both. Because even if im looking fine to the world, no one would know that im battling with every thought, Surviving with every breath i take, and even if they would, they wouldve reached out at the first place. But all i am is a warrior and a survivor. And i'll keep my head up, and proudly admit to it. I am a warrior. I am a survivor. xoxo farashah <3