ZIANNA Nagising ako ng maramdaman ko ang bigat sa katawan ko. Saka ko napagtanto na nakatulog pala ako sa braso ni Redd habang yakap niya. Nag-angat ako ng mukha para sulyapan siya. Lumamlam ang mata ko ng makita ang maamo niyang mukha habang natutulog. My hand automatically moved and landed on his face. I gently caressed his face while staring at him intently. Naalala ko ang huli naming pag-uusap at parang biglang may tumusok sa puso ng maalala ko ang sagot ko. I lied when I said I would stay. First of all, I don't have the right to stay because I'm on a mission. Second, why would I stay beside him? Just to be his f**k buddy? Just to follow what he said to stay with him? Third, does he want me to stay because he just needs me? Only because of me does he become real? I will not put mys

