WHAT THE HELL MR.MONTEGOMERY DOING HERE

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***CHRIS'S P.O.V*** After everything, I just got frustrated and decided that this is all and I am just not gonna give up and that is all that I know and that is clear that I want to see her face, as I have realised that it I am in love with her. This is just killing me. I had just confessed to my mom that I am in love with her and that is what she did. He just left me. I know that she will do the same thing that she did in our marriage. I will be wrong if I let it or have any hope that it will be absolutely wrong and I absolutely will just not do that. 1 week later One week, I just passed by in a snap and I did not even think that it was gonna be so tough for me. I just didn't think that way. The only way that I knew was just that I didn't want this. I let go of my frustration and then I just went to the office. I was just talking to Derek. When she looked at me, I knew that she was looking at me and I knew that, but there was just no way that I was gonna let it. "So, Chris, dude, OK, you, I just got so worried and you know what Alena was like. She just got so worried. I know that I just dont know what happened between you two, but at the same time, I know one thing, that she cares for you OK." with that, Blair made his way out of the cabin. Whatever it is, I usually know that the moment she will get a chance to ditch me, she will just do it for an instance and that thing will just kill me. That thing is just not gonna be easy. That thing is just gonna make me feel that this is just something that is not good. "What happened, Alena, why are you here?" As she got there, I just asked her this. I know that if she is here she just wants to say something and that is for sure related to what happened that night or maybe not. Maybe she is here for some work. Yeah, that could happen too. If that could happen too, I could also make things be worse. I took a deep breath and then decided that this was it. I am just not gonna do anything and I am not gonna make things worse and that is clear, but it's gonna be that I am gonna be polite as much as I can and I will make sure that I will just get what I want. I just dont want to make it all a fuss now. "Chris, listen. I am sorry. I am so sorry. I know that I have hurt your feelings. I should not have done that. I am sorry for that. I know that this is not what you wanted, but unfortunately, this just happened. I wasn't correct. It was just absolutely wrong, but at the same time, I just know that this is Chris. That I just I just dont know. I just got scared and I just ran away." she was just talking and saying. Apart from answering her or saying anything, I just decided that I was not going to say anything and it was clear that I was not going to say anything now. I know one thing very clearly. It is how it's gonna be and that is it. She was just saying, I know what he wants, but I just could not tolerate it because it was just hurting me. I just know that I dont wanna make a fuss. I just want one thing, and that is that I don't argue. She doesn't deserve it. She just doesn't know that way or anything, but she just doesn't deserve it and that is it. That is all that I know and that is clear. Then I looked at her and then I said, I knew that she was not feeling good and everything, but at the same time I just knew that this is how it was going to be. I just know that I am not gonna let it happen and just that it's not gonna happen. I decided that this is how it will be now. I am just gonna make sure that. zhs will know it. I just told her everything about her tears. It just made me loose my grip and I just feel that I should just let it go. I realised that I just could not hurt her, this was something that I couldn't do. Then I just forgave her for what she did. I just forgave her without any hesitation. I just just it. I just thought that I had to let it all be how it is or how it's gonna be. She just left. Then I know what it is and how I am feeling, but I just dont know one thing I do have to do at all. This is all just all of it. It is just killing me and making me feel that this is just not good. I then went out of my cabin and made my way to my studio. The first episode of our story, which is just not gonna be good, but I just know that this is all not good. This is all just not how it should be and it is clear. I took a deep I and then decided that it is ig i have to do it but befire that o jusy have to talk to Alena i went to her cabin and than i looked at her "Hello Chris umm you are." I looked at her and then went to her "Alena, I am gonna shoot for it today, our first episode. Today I know that we both have thousands of memories and what I am doing is just not good, but as I promise to worry I will make things new, I will make things twist with words." as I was saying it came she just came to me and youhan hugged me. "Chris, it's your job and you are here in this position because of this. I only just want to say this if you want to think about it. It is OK, even a bit OK, to know that everything is gonna be good and I just don't blame you for anything now. I shoot it as you want to the truth or whatever I am with you Chris "I smiled at her. These words just stole my emotions. I just could not believe this. I just didn't think that it would. I have no other option or any other chance to think about it. I just know that it is not gonna be easy. But I just have to do it. "I know how it is and how it's gonna be. Thank you so much even if you know that this is gonna hurt your emotions a bit. I am sorry that I am her again but you are in this situation." she smiled at me. I could just die for her could "No Chris, as I said, do it like you want to and just forget about what happened and what happened. OK, just forget it and just go with it, just go with the flow, Chris, and just do it.", nodded at her and then I made my way out of her cabin to the studio. I sat on my chair. I held my guitar. I looked at the camera. I took a deep breath and then I just said, "I know how badly you all have been waiting for this and I also have to share it with the one person who has loved me, so it was the first. have dsy of the I I did not. me for her i got failed so it was unm once again first day for me." i laughed "I just wanted to act cool. I just wanted to act like I was the coolest guy here and that was the only reason why I behaved. She was the one looking like some nerd as I saw her. I just threw her in the pool without even thinking about anything. It was just fun for me as I was doing it with all of the people, but for her it was not. She just took it to her heart and started to get her nigeria falls her tears." "Then I realised that could be. It was too much for her the next day, as I had this ritual that, whoever I would throw them or whoever would trouble the next day, I would apologise to them and I would give them my sorry bouquet. I did the same for her. But guess what she just decided not to accept it. j I have to have to twice a time i sent my friend to her but she just denied it i know i know that she was angry from me but still she could have taken it even not from me alos she didn't take that." as i was saying it i can inagine it all how it how she made me feel how happy i was in that time how made i use to be "Ego, you all know that just made me feel that I should be there. That made me feel that no. this is just not correct and this should not be happening. She can't disrespect me in front of everyone and that was not my I fathet I also,. on the foundation day he was giving his speech and that this is not it should be and thag is not correct and everything, that i am failure and he honoured the one who insulted me so badly, the topper of our collage the one who came into our university not with mony but with scholarship an hundred percent scholarship definitely someone who works hard and when my father said in front of everyone that she shoukd help me in studying it just made me feel that no this is not the right thing he just can't come and do that bht that was the reason why we came close why we became what we are now just because of that only." i just took a deep breathe and decided that it is it i am not gonna give up on this i am not gonna let that happen i smiled and then i saud "So for today we just have a new story about how we came close and every other thing." Then I put my guitar side and then steo out of my chair this is just killong me this is just not maing me feel like this is ok Alena i miss you Then I went out of the studio and I looked there. I just know that this is not all that. I have to go back home again alone because she will not be there. She is just not gonna be there, because I didn't stop her the day I should. I went back to my home and then looked around that place. I took a deep breath and then just thought about her. Even if she came here just for once. It just makes me feel that everything that was made here is just nothing that I want. I am glad that she came here. I smiled just thinking about it, just about this, that she was gonna be here. That she is. No she will not. She and I are not possible. Just not possible. I lay down on my bed and then felt asleep. I got up and saw the watch. Damn I was late. Then I just made my way to the washroom and freshened, I got ready and headed to the office. As I reached there, I saw my so-called father, Alena and Blair, where I heard them. Mr.Montgomery just said in front of everyone that Alena and I were married and that we had gotten divorced. How the hell can he say that without even a bit of delay could I make my way to them" and said "Yes we were married and it didn't work out because of both of us, because we both were not able to manage, but just not focus on that. Let us focus on this: what kind of relationship you have with your son. I think that you have to come to his office to talk to him. I just said it in a very rude voice. I know that he might be hurt, but I don't care because he just doesn't care about anyone else, because the only one he cares about is himself and no one else. "Chris, don't forget who I am, just to defend her you are talking like this. How can you be so mean and how can you just go to that extent? I smirked at him and said "You are the one who started it. You are the one who had this urge to blame her for everything. If you blame her, then you will. No one has the right to do this. I am I clear about that and one more thing I don't want to talk to you." I just said and then, he looked at Alena and then at me. "I want to talk to you, Chris, and I will do that." Then I looked at everyone. "Cool, let's talk in my cabin." we both went to my cabin. Then as we went there he looked at me with anger. "What do you think yourself, huh, that you can just do anything that you want to do, then just let me be clear that it is not gonna happen, that whatever you want to do will happen. Just know, that this is just not something that I am going to tolerate." I looked at him and said "What do you want to talk to me about? What is that brought you here? Could you please just tell me what it was that made you come to my office and that made you insult her." I said in anger. I know that I am not on the verge of controlling right now and, honestly, I just can not control myself. I am just not able to do that. I just can't do that. "I am here to talk to you about Myra. I know that you said know to your mother but once more i want to tell you that she is just the best women than you need in your life Chris i know that you just hate me and you dont want to see my face but Chris just think that is this really that you want or not cause if it is not then please Chris just don't do it just think about it and just choose her she is just the best for you." i smashed my hand in the tabke "Why do you think that I will ever want her? Let me be clear to you that I want her. I just don't want her and if you think that this is what I want, then you are wrong. I am not going to marry Myra." "Yes, you don't want that because you are still attached to her, because you are still attached to the one who was not enough for you. I got it. I completely got it, but one thing that I want to tell you is that I don't dare to do that. I understood definitely I might be writing or I might not be able to do it, but I am your father. Chris. I just can not see my son like this in this state. That he would be hurt and still grieving about his ex-wife. I want you to move on." He said it and try to make me feel that he cares for me but i also know that he just dint care about me the only one he cares about is himself and its just nothing else about which he cares about another than himself "Are you done cause i have akready mive on and the day i will feel that i need someine in my life you will not be the one who has to come to me and to tell me that, i just have to marry someobe i will do it on my own and i promise you that i know that how you are if you want something related to your buisness then only you try to do this other wise when yih came and asked how i am never cause you were not bothered." "Bothered, I was always bothered. That's why the day you married her I told you that you should not marry her. You would not, but you didn't listen to me. You just did what you wanted to do, you just did that, and look where it brought you to now. I want you to listen to me and to settle down with Myra Chris, not for anyone else, but just for yourself. Just do it, Chris, please just do it." I said to him. Then, then I smiled at him, because I know that I still love Alena and the one whom I want back in my life is just her only and no one else. Only this is what no one will understand. I think that I just mean me, but I dont care. I will do what I want to do and that is clear. TO BE CONTINUED.....
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