***ALENA'S P.O.V***
I was just sitting in my cabin and was just doing my work when Chris came and then sat in front of me. I just didn't understand why.
I am glad that I just said sorry to him for what I did and how I behaved. Correct and that was not what I should have. I just did what was absolutely wrong and that is just not the way we should do it.
Then he just told me that he is sorry because he is gonna do what he said was that he is gonna tell the world about himself about it and how he feels in love and how. Then I told him that he should just not have to think about anything like how he will be able to do it and how he will manage it, because it is just not how it's gonna be. It is his work and he should do it with full honesty and it is true that it's gonna hurt. But its alright. It is not a problem.
Then he was in the studio but I chose not to do it after work. I just went home and then, fresh and up, when I came to eat food, I went and I heard his voice and everything my brother was seeing. He was a fan. If Chris, from the beginning, wanted to be like him. "I just knew that this guy didn't even have a bit of decency,. think about anything. The only thing that he is gonna do is know that I am so done with him and, on the other hand, this is a riot fan. I who are watching him don't know why he can't see what he did to his sister." Because of which, Aaron looked at his aunt and said
"Why am I scolding myself for something that I have not done? I was not even a part of it and I have said this from the beginning, that I love him. I am a fan of his and I am always going to go, and what is the problem? If you don't have any problems with Alena working with him, partying with him, then what is the problem with me? It is just a problem with him, aunt. If you want it all, I will be the one. I just did it in the right way." I looked at Aaron and him.
"Both of you stop what Chris is doing. I don't have any problem with that, whatever it is, and one more thing, Aaron, you do have a TV in your room. Go and watch it there." I told him in anger. I am so frustrated right now. I just don't want any sort of drama in my family because of Chris, he is just not worth it.
''And why I can't see it here, just because he is your ex. Lena. Now, it's been, so I just forgive him. Just don't think about him being not worth it. Did you hear that you did with him for 24/7 but that doesn't cause a problem for you, but this show just does.'' I looked at him.
''Do you really think that I am affected by it? No I am not. I am completely OK with it, but if my family is not, then I just don't know where I am gonna be.'' I looked at him with a nagger and then said it.
''What really, Alena, just a piece of advice even if you think that I am useless, just know that. Just lose your happiness for this family. If you want him, just go for it.'' I was amazed by what he said. I don't know why the hell I think like that. I am making it obvious that I am in love. Chris, no, I have to control it.
"What rubbish are you talking about saying, Aaron? That man you are suggesting your sister be with is not someone with whom she should be with. I just could not believe I could you." I looked at my aunt, who started to scold. He looked at me and then made his way to his room.
"Aunt, please calm down, nothing like this is gonna happen and you also know that, so please just relax and don't create any scene like this." I told her, then she sat on the chair and then looked at me.
"Alena, let me be very clear to you, even if you are planning to do this, just don't OK, just don't. And one more thing, this is not what I will ever accept. Your mom might accept it, but I will never. My family have always made sure that we all suffer. Would I let you be there? I think that I am clear about what I want to say." I nodded my head. I know that aunt is just not OK with it, but that is just completely fine. I understand that no one wants us to be together.
I made my way to my room and was just thinking about it when my phone started to ring. I looked at it. Chris. Why is he calling me right now? No, I should not pick it up. I took a deep breath. No, I just could not do it. I just could not, "Alena, your phone is ringing."
I came out of my thoughts as mom came into my room. I looked at her and then I just nodded. She smiled at me and sat next to me "Thinking about what your aunt said and the argument that happened between them. If you are thinking, then please just think it's OK."
I smiled at her. I know what Mm is gonna say, but in a sweet way, but it's gonna be the same. She is also going to say the same thing that she just doesn't want me and Chris to come close to honestly. I also don't want that. I am scared of what it's gonna be and what will happen next. If I go with him. He will leave me again. He will not again care about me. That is what happened the last time. I took a deep breath
"Yes mom, I will not just this aunt and her argument. He is just so bad. He meant I didn't think that Aaron would talk to his aunt like that and he just did it. That is I made syre that he will just not come close to him but here it is he is still in touch with him and after i have joined this buisness things have gone out of the board he had actually decided to choose side how mom i am not saying that he can't like someone but mom we are his family it is not about how i feel also it is about what he is doing without even thinking about anything and that is the thing that is causing me pain and i just didn't like it he should know that he just can't do that mom he should know that we are family." she smiled at me
"I know Alena and I think that you should talk to him yourself. He loves you and that is the reason why he thinks that your aunt is a villain in your life, when you also know that she is not Alena. Just make sure that you will fix it all. I believe you, dear, will make him understand that he should not do this. The way your aunt reacts this way is because she is scared of all the stuff and that is it." I nodded at her. I should talk to him. He should understand that. I'm not the one he can blame. She is just a little worried about me after whatever happened to him, which it is pretty obvious she could be that
"Yes mom, I will talk to him. You are right. Not talking to him is not an option. I have to do that." With that she stood up to leave, but before going she looked at me and said,
"And don't ignore Chris' call just because of whatever happens, you both can be good friends." she said and smiled at me, then she just left my friends, but this feeling that I have is just for a friend. I would not go just for a friend and it wouldn't gonna be just like that. I just wish that Cgris and I would be able to manage it all.
I took my phone and then picked up his call. He just said that he tried not to say anything that was gonna create any sort of issue. He didn't want that. It is just clear that this is not what he wanted to do. Yes, he can do things in anger. I just couldn't hurt myself if I smiled at it. I know that he is just very sweet and, honestly, I am blessed that I have him in my life as a friend. This is the thing that I have to keep in my head. He is just a friend and there is nothing that is gonna happen between us.
I took the TV remote and switched it ON. I looked at his show. How beautiful he was. This is how we both met. This is the way we both met and I just could not say anything that was false. Tears dropped from my eyes. I just miss it all. We talked about with each other how we both loved each other, how we both have been with each other.
I miss it so much. I miss you Chris. I just miss you so much Chris. I miss you a lot Chris. I just miss the way we both were together. I miss the way you loved me. I miss the way we used to be with each other, how it all started, how it was going, until I wipe tears from my eyes now. No, I shouldn't think about it. I let it go years ago and I should just not think about it, not even a bit. I should think about it. It's just not gonna be a great idea.
The more I think about it, the more I create thoughts of questions in my head, so I should just not think about it. It's not gonna be a good idea. Not even a bit. I should just let it go and the more I can be in distance with Chris i should be we both are colleagues that is what we both should just be that is it that we both should be and nothing else no love nothing i took a deep breathe and then stood up i hoave to talk to Aaron i have to talk to him about it i have to majeke him understand tgat we are family and we just stick wigh each other no matter what happens and he have to understand that i made my way to his room and i just knocked in his door
"Aaron, can I just come in?" I asked him. He opened the door and then let me in. I went inside his room and then sat there sitting beside me.
"Why are you here, Alena, why why for him to lecture me more what my aunt did. Then just leave Alena. I already had enough. OK so just go away, I am just done with it and I just don't get it. What is it that you don't see? I do all that she does and how she controls our life." I went to him and said
"Aaron, I am not here to lecture you. I just want to say that don't act like this. She also loves you. Just what happened between me and Chris? This is the reason why she has become like this, so just relax OK."
I took a deep breath, "It's alright, I accept it, but just one thing I wanna tell you. Just don't try to make things wrong between both of you, even if I am your younger brother, I can see how much you love him. Don't stop yourself from doing it please, or it is just not gonna be good. You all just have to have one life and we should just have fun with him or be with him if you want to be with him."
I smiled at him and then caressed his cheek, "Listen to me and look at me, Aaron, we will just fix it OK. Just relax OK and just don't worry about it. You should just calm down, OK."
"Yes." Then I made my way to my room and then fell asleep,
I just got up and got ready for the office, I had my breakfast and then I just made my way there. When I saw Mr.Montgomery's father there," What is he doing here? I just dont get it. What is he doing here? What is the I is it, what's going on here? I went there to them say "Hello Mr.Montgomery, can I know what is happening here?"
I asked him very politely but then he just looked at me like his usual face, how he usually looks at me, how badly he used to look at me. I know that this is just not correct, and he is just gonna say something bad. I have to be calm. This is my office and I will. I do not let any sort of bad thing happen and that is clear.
"And who you are to ask me ghis i am here to meet my son and i am just gonna do that just tell me where is he and then i will jusy talk to him." i looked at Chris for an answer i just don't know where is he and what is wrong with it but the only thing that i know is that this is not that i will hr able to handle if things will jusy not work the way we want it to be
"Where is Chris?" I asked Bkair. He looked at me and said,
"He is not here yet and I said the same thing to him but he is just not listening." he nodded at him. It means that he is just in a mood to make it all a fuss. That is all that he wants to do. I took a deep, and then decided that no. I am not gonna make things worse.
"Sir, I am sorry but Sir Chris is not here in the office yet, sir, so I am sorry, but you can't meet him right now." I just told him, and he looked at me with anger in his face and then then
"And who do you think you are, huh? What do you think of yourself that who can judge me and tell me anything tell me wgerr is his cabin i will wait for him there and i don't even want to talj to you." he just saud he us going on that route where he will just insult me and i dont want that
"Sir, I am sorry, but I could not let you sit there. You can wait here and, as he comes, you can meet him." he just laughed.
"Really you want me to sit there in this ordinary waiting, where Alena,, tell me you have forgotten who I am or do I have to remind you of who I am? I am your father-in-law, sorry, ex-father-in-law, but you can still show a little bit of hope and just a little bit of respect to me." My and Chris' relationship is about how he can just discuss it here in front of everyone about it because no one knows about aboutut ut
"Sorry I remember everything but I just could not help this. I am sorry." I just said that and decided that I would just make my way out of this place or he would say something that would break my heart.
"Wait, what is the reason and is that a problem? You were not able to manage your wedding? This is the reason why Chris left you because of this attitude of yours, that selfish behaviour of yours," he said. I got tears in my eyes when Blair said.
"Uncle, please you can't talk to her like that." he looked at Blair in anger and said
"And who the hell you are to tell me the one who was living on my son's money about you just shut your mouth and stay out of it? Did you understand that?" He talked very rudely to Blair, then I spoke
"Yes I was not able to handle it for whatever the reason is, but just let me tell you one thing, this is the office where we work, and as you say, you are such a big business man, then please just know that this is a work place not one. There, where you can, about your personal stuff,, and one more thing, you can't talk to any of my employees like that. I am not gonna tolerate it." I just said it in a very rude tone. This is how maybe I can handle him, because he is just making it worse here and I don't want it to get more dirty now. It would be better if he would just leave here.
"So now you are going to tell me how I should talk and how I should behave. Who the hell are you to tell me about it, who are you to do that, who the hell you are to do that and to tell me about it, and who will I want to do. I can buy your
job, this place, this place, your job. Just in a snap, you are all. Did you understand me?" He said it very rudely. I have to be rude. I don't have any other choice.
"Cool, then I am sorry. Then I have to call the guards and then they will help you leave if you just do not go on your own and keep on doing this drama.". He looked at me with anger. I know that this is how it is.
He is just not a good man and I am not gonna tolerate his nuisance. "So you are going to throw me out of this place. Who are you telling me who the hell you are? Just a normal employee, huh, and do you know who I am and what power I hold?" I looked at myself and said,
"I am CEO of this office and I know what I am doing and why I am doing this, but can you tell me why you're doing this and what is the reason I am doing this." I asked him if I was hurt. I am so hurt. I just don't know how to make it work out.
"Because you deserve that? Did you understand that?" I just don't understand what the problem is. What is Mr.Montgomery's problem?
I can see that everyone is looking at us and I just have no option other than this.
Then, before he could say anything, Chris came and then started talking and, honest, he was very rude to him. Then, in a while, they both went into his cabin. Then we all went to our olcaes i came to my cabin and then Blair followed me behind "Alena relax ok just don't think about it you jnow how he is this is what he thinks and this is what he always do so just dont tgunk about it."
I smiled at him and then I just said, "Relax, Blair, I am good. I just hope that he will not say something to Chris that will make him angry anything that's it." He smiled at me and then said,
"Don't worry about it, just relax and make sure that you will not stress about it. OK and just one more thing, like don't make it affect you." I nodded at him and nodded, but I was just afraid of Chris.
"Listen, I just wanna say that, I don't know now how everyone in the office will react to our marriage. No one knew about it and now everyone knows about it, so I am just scared about how it's gonna work. I just don't know how things are gonna be now. I just have no idea how it's gonna be now. I just hope that things just stay the same." and told him I'd let things out of my head. I am just in so much stress that I don't want this and just have no idea how things are gonna be now.
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